Savior Complex

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  • 33: Pizza Can Be A Really Healing Thing

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    Welcome backkkkkkk, lovers! It’s Back to School season meets the Autumnal Equinox meets the Full Moon in Aries and we couldn’t be happier to reconnect with you after our podcast hiatus... how was your summer?!? We of course here at Savior Complex Inc. had a Transformational Summer and are here to share our findings. Kiko shares on self-comparison and creative paralysis as an obstacle to deeper freedom and joy, putting down the commodification of self in late-stage capitalism, and how that ties into their experience doing a play this summer; Emily discusses how to self-determine your own happiness through acts of agency, sexiness as a portal to reclaiming one’s power, and how that connects to her experience at Edinburgh Fringe in August. We also get into the Cheesecake Factory, airport chair massagers, famous lesbians like Jodie Foster and Nancy Drew (queer-coded), Kiko’s dad’s feedback on our pod (accurate), and the power of boredom. Seems like it’s time to get cozy together, lovers… happy fall and WE MISSED YOU! 🍂


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    1 hr 1 min
  • 32: Blank Blank Summer

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    Hiii lovers!! Happy Start of Summer™, Pride Month, Juneteenth, Midsummer, and Summer Solstice (sun emoji). Fresh off a Full Moon in Sag, in this ep, we talk about the spiritual questions currently knocking on our proverbial doors… Emily shares about interiority vs. exteriority, self-valuation, brutal honesty, and how to live for yourself. Kiko discusses their recent paradigm shift and how it connects to the film Arco, making peace with the present, and awe (awwwww). We also get into being bad girls, the defenestration of Prague, the humiliation of doing taxes, and clues to our destiny… plus we get to hear Kiko’s Eckhart Tolle impression. We hope the coming months are juicy, sexy, and blissful for you, lovers, and remember, summer can be anything… 🌈


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    1 hr 5 min
  • 31: He/Him Has Risen with Tessa Skara

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    Welcome to the first ever Savior Complex Easter Edition, lovers! We have a delicious easter egg of a special guest on this ep to fully launch us into spring - creative powerhouse with really cool taste in music and our dear friend, Tessa Skara (@tessafuckinskara) !!! Together, we go deep on the creativity/spirituality connection, with Tessa sharing about their artistic practices, how they channel ideas and inspiration, tapping into your true voice and trusting it, and the practice of psychic protection. We also get into Lou Reed, the attention economy and the Manosphere documentary, religious trauma, guys named Connor, SOCIETY!!!, baths, and EMDR (or “EDMR” as we kept calling it). So eat a chocolate bunny and tune into Tessa Radio, lovers - it’s pure bliss :)


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    1 hr 4 min
  • 30: All Mice Are Gay

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    Welcome to (early) spring, lovers - and to our dirty thirty ep of the pod :) We’re so happy to be checking back in with you following a New Moon/Mercury Retrograde/Eclipse Portal/Spring Equinox time. We’re talking animal telepathy on this ep of the pod… let us explain… there’s a mouse in Emily’s apartment, which of course is bringing with it several important divine messages related to relationships, humility, and changing for the better. Kiko shared about their adorable new puppy (!) who is of course teaching them about reincarnation, structure, and destiny. We dive into gifts and curses, saying “Yes, thank you” to all life’s challenges, Lea (lee-uh) Michele and Lea (lei-ah) Salonga, and following the breadcrumbs of love in this short and sweet springtime ep that also has a LOT of sound effects 🌷


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    46 min
  • 29: It’s Safe to Engorge with David Odyssey

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    Welcome to 2026, lovers. Neptune has entered Aries, a Full Moon in Leo approaches, the Year of the Fire Horse beckons us, and revolution is in the air as the people fight back against fascism, ICE, and capitalism - the vibe is “the time is now” and we’re so grateful to be here with you. We’re also so excited to launch another year of Savior Complex. There’s no better way to propel us into this fiery, intense, alchemical year than with our dear friend, author and astrologer David Odyssey (check out his new podcast, Heavenly Bodies)! Together we dive into the topic of emotional safety. Kiko explores safety through the lens of inner child work, Emily talks about the icy cold fear of exploring her queerness and the miracle on the other side of it, and David probes how to let go of some of his deeply held beliefs. We also get into beauty, Jennifer Connelly, the shift from fear to love (cc: Marianne Williamson), dating, the frequency of feeling lucky, and we sing For Good for a really long time. We’re right here with you - building safety and capacity together so we can engage, or as we prefer to say, engorge. lfgggg


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    1 hr 18 min
  • 28: How To Come Out This Christmas…Or, Sex and Power

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    Happy Holidays, lovers!! As the winter solstice brings us the darkest day of the year and the return of the light, we hope you are cozy and safe and warm. We here at Savior Complex Inc are limping to the end of the year, but not before sharing our end of year reflections and manic energy with our lovers, of course. In this ep, we share how we “came out” this year, with Kiko coming out as psychic, and Emily coming out as a director. We also discuss the story of the birth of Jesus Christ (Kiko describes the accurate birth inside a “donkey’s shed”), miracles, hope, and gay sex. What are you ready to come out as this Christmas, lovers? Wishing you a wintry hibernation - we’ll see you in 2026!


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    55 min
  • 27: How To Relish Being and Feeling… Or, Touching Yourself :)

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    Hi from under a blanket, lovers… the air is chilly, the days are short, and so is this ep! Bravely recorded during Mercury Retrograde, this pod is a short and sweet dive into the bliss of being alive (we’re being serious). Kiko fills us in on a new milestone of spiritual acceptance and love of “being” after a reset trip to Maine. Emily shares her evolving relationship to eroticism and the routines she refined while traveling for work that led to more love of “feeling.” Plus, we discuss Zohran (yes!!!!!), Weapons, being dumb about movies, Audre Lorde, The Matrix, *the matrix,* and a very special spa scrub. So lovers, light a candle at 4pm, run a bath, and tune in - basking in your own life awaits you… 


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    42 min
  • 26: How To Do Magic... Or, Help Me Desire What Is Truly Mine

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    We’re BACK, lovers! After a loooong summer sabbatical, Kiko and Emily return to the pod on this Full Moon in Aries in Fall 2025 to debrief what the hell has been going on and to dive into a favorite pod subject - how to do magic, by meeting, greeting, and preparing for the unknown! Kiko and Emily tell the tale of their magical group trip to Ireland - think mossy cliffs, wild horses, nonstop moody rain, and pizza made with cheddar (???). We share our Dingle Peninsula learnings on the power of immersion in nature, the accessibility of liberation and joy, hiking revealing the truth of life, and trusting everything. Plus, Kiko shares their experience of embracing their psychic abilities and beginning a new experiment with solitude, and Emily shares about her initiation as a rose witch and journey into restructuring her whole life... and so how are YOU meeting the unknown right now, lovers? Get ready to put your poncho on because we’re with you every step of the way <3


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    1 hr 21 min
  • 25: How To Fall In Love With Life... Or, Why Make Anything At All?

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    Welcome to Gemini Season and the 25th episode of Savior Complex, lovers! Our podcast can legally rent a car! Beep beep… In this ep, Emily and Kiko deep dive on *deconditioning* and enjoying life, which actually is a practice?! Emily shares about her experiment with a popular fitness trend and what it taught her about busyness addiction, accountability, resistance to creativity, and seducing herself into change. Kiko opens up about creating a memorial video for their beloved dog and what it taught them about unpacking “procrastination,” the creative process, and working from a place of love and devotion in order to achieve transformation (light stuff!). So strap in, lovers - and let’s embrace Gemini mode together :) (which of course means flirting, getting curious, having long conversations with anyone who will listen, and most importantly, fantasizing about everyone’s latest twin crush, Michael B. Jordan in Sinners.)


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    1 hr 5 min
  • 24: How To Lock Into Spring...Or, Have Your Mid-Life Crisis Ahead Of Schedule

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    It’s officially spring, lovers, and over here at Savior Complex, Inc. we’re feeling a pep in our step mixed with deep discomfort. Anyone else?? We’ve got Mercury and Venus going direct, Neptune in Aries nestling in to stay, and we’re on the heels of a powerful Full Moon– so it’s go time! But also, grow time… In this ep, Kiko and Emily delve deep into releasing stories of abandonment, insecurity, anxiety, and needing to be “on.” Emily talks about renegotiating her relationship to her work and her art, and she also goes on about trees for a shockingly long time. Kiko shares about ending their Dry March sobriety experience, and reclaiming their energy as a precious resource. We dive into the process of discovering your own unique life code in this ep, so YOU are invited to join us, brace yourselves, and release the dam :) Blowing you springtime kisses, lovers! 

    And, stay tuned on @saviorcomplexpodcast for book and text recommendations that keep our monkey minds fat and fed!



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    1 hr 5 min

About Savior Complex

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Savior Complex explores the mystery of life and all things spiritual, with curiosity and a sense of humor (thank god). Join co-hosts and New York based artists Emily Olcott (@emilyolcott) and Kiko…