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Just in time for the mystery and intrigue of eclipse season, Kiko and Emily are back, little *blossoms*. But we must warn you: if you’re not into weeping or sitting with the reality of infinite unknowable mystery, consider skipping (but also unpack your inability to exist with emotional discomfort???) and if you *are* a frequent SC Pod listener, we know you’re into weeping…admit it…so make a cozy tea, light a soy wax candle, grab a box of tissues, and come snuggle inside our shared cathedral of sorrow, beauty, and GI issues. After the unexpected loss of her father, Emily shows us around the wilderness of sadness, Kiko guides us through the yin and yang of showing up during times of grief and during times of life expansion (through the lens of a eurotrip, naturally). In this episode we open our hearts wide and really ask each other how the hell to love - philosophically and as a verb - and unfortunately we don’t have a single answer, but luckily you don’t have to know, you know? We know you get it baby blossoms. <3

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Knock knock, lovers - the angels are working overtime this sweaty-@$$ summer and Kiko and Emily want to know: are you ready to receive (bottom)? In this episode, Kiko boldly demonstrates how moving apartments in New York City can actually be a spiritual awakening, Emily opens up about the struggle to let go of, well…struggle itself...as she moves into a new Personal Paradigm™, and we sing a life-changing duet (intentionally breathy, haters). We discuss choosing joy, flirting with life, and taking leaps of faith - kind of perfect for the fun silly summertime, u know? So put on a crop top, chill out, tune in, and let us fill your cup a little - hello, it’s called community-building!

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In this episode, Kiko and Emily report to you live from the trenches of this most recent Mercury Retrograde aka merc wreck… get it trending… 🚨 Tender Sensitive Belly Zone🚨: Kiko opens up about having to be perfect (vulnerable in a cool way), Emily reveals she is not a saint (kind of hot), we attempt to turn on our consenting dear friend and producer Mikel with our sexy accolades, and we discuss our shared confusion about nutrition. So give yourself a soft head pat for making it through the bumpy energetic ride of these last few weeks, our dear litter of kittens (it’s a new thing we’re trying out, okay??), and treat yourself to this 🍓🍄 spring ep 🍓🍄

PS - And listen to the aforementioned Mikel’s new hyperpop-punk single, alone4toolong available wherever you stream music! @malldrama

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The coffee is flowing, the energy is wild, and spring has sprung in this latest ep, lovers!! 🌸 🌼 🌷 In this ep discuss honoring our experiences as vast energetic beings, explore the practice of self-acceptance in moments of self-betrayal, get honest about using humor as a beautiful processing tool vs using humor to deflect (guilty as charged), and share the interconnectivity between Dunkin, LiveJournal, and being horny pigs for certain actors on Grey’s Anatomy. As a special treat, we bring back SOS (Save Our Souls) our sweet, sweet advice segment (ya we DO actually check that google form for submissions). 

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Happy Aquarius Season lovers :) In this episode, Kiko and Emily explore the spiritual power of mindfulness and choosing vision over pain, the healing process of reclaiming cycles and falling in love with yourself. It is also revealed that one of them fell on the street recently (humbling), and one of them can’t do a pull up (embarrassing). Guess who! <3

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Happy New Year, lovers! At the close of 2022, Kiko and Emily dig into their end-of-year experiences with holiday anxieties and miracles. Kiko recounts how their heart grew “a little bit” through an act of random generosity, and Emily reflects back the layered life lessons she is learning in the process of baking a layered pudding cake (see what we did there?). They both share what they’re *clear* on right now in their respective spiritual journeys, and what they have *fear* around (see what we did there AGAIN? Clear and fear rhyme ^-^). Kiko reminds us we always have a choice; Emily ponders some painful truths around her cycles of burnout and exhaustion. We touch on releasing old narratives, universal pain, the eczema on Kiko’s left shin, Samara from The Ring, Avatar 2, the bad day to good day pipeline, panic attacks at the Park Slope Food Co-op (easy mode), and unconditional love for our families and friends (hard mode). 

On a personal note: thank you for tuning in this year to Savior Complex. We (Kiko, Emily, and Mikel), have loved working on this endlessly challenging and rewarding project where we attempt to bear our souls, share our spiritual beliefs, and surrender MORE than we ever thought possible. We can’t wait to continue the journey into 2023… and beyond… XOXO

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Hello lovers, how good of you to join us! In this episode, Kiko and Emily dive into the murky waters of the past Scorpio season, and share their findings from the depths, transforming pain into “...it’s ok, I’m ok”. Emily uncovers some old fears and wounds, and ponders how to rest - like, no, like, REALLY rest. Kiko talks forgiveness (ever heard of it?) and prayer (okay, now we’re pushing it) - and how surrendering to both can lead to heart-healing and eye-opening experiences. They cover autumnal gratitude, Emily’s birthday and a new birthday candle, @birthdateco (we love you), the void, the galaxy, and most importantly, aliens.

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Hi lovers, remember us?! Kiko and Emily are back after a summer sabbatical – with reflections to share, of course! Kiko opens up about their summer journey of deeper self-acceptance and belonging through a contemplation and embodiment of gender expression, culminating in an important new hairstyle (center part). They admit they cry easily and that they find crying both powerful and very funny. Emily shares about a traumatic experience and what her healing process has looked like physically, emotionally, and spiritually, navigating numbness and feeling again. Kiko advocates for the psychedelics as a healing modality, Emily guides us through a cosmic breakup, and both decide journaling your way into healing is difficult, and loving yourself more is always possible ;)

CW: Assault

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Kiko and Emily venture into the vast spiritual wilds of the Akashic Records with their inaugural guest, Kat Hunt! A practitioner and divine guide to the records, Kat shares about her journey to becoming a spiritual healer and embodying her channeling abilities. We learn about the foundational principles of the Akashic Records and how we are all part of the cosmic yin/yang dance of creation, and Kiko’s and Emily’s minds are blown several times along the way (warning: lots of “wow's" in this episode). Kiko, Emily, and Kat discuss energetic signatures, spiritual awakenings, living “in flow” of what’s fun, the undeniability of one’s true gifts, and healing the nervous system as a path to authenticity. They also experience a magical visitation from a thunderstorm… so get cozy and snuggle up to this month’s Savior Complex :) And be sure to follow @sunmoonearthsea and visit www.sunmoonearthsea.com for more of Kat’s special and singular offerings. 

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Kiko and Emily get so excited to dish on all the far out belief systems they’re obsessed with, but somehow, over the course of an hour, never quite get into any of them…BUT…isn’t it all about the journey, not the destination? In their first ever ‘Heart Dump', Emily talks through her recent life funk and Kiko shares their dawning awareness of a tectonic shift in their life. We touch on and tease astrology as a gateway drug, psychic readings as the best bad habit, and testify (confess?) that past lives are a real thing.

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