This episode of MAKE IT WEIRD with Terry Jaymes went way deeper than I ever expected. First, I connected with Dave—he's sprinting toward one of his biggest fears: rekindling a relationship. That’s either brave or batshit… probably both. Then Mike called. His honesty about giving up on his future hit me like a sledgehammer to the soul. I cried—on the stream. Not because I'm soft, but because I felt him. And I didn’t know how to help, which wrecked me in the best way possible.

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Thanks to the three brave souls who dug deep tonight. We had a great time and made some deep connections. Matt admits he's not the dad he wants to be (welcome to the guilt parade), Shelly accidentally becomes a post-divorce guru while making it uncomfortably deep, and Sandy tries to resurrect a dead friendship without a Ouija board. It's raw, weird, and just the kind of emotional rollercoaster you didn’t know you needed — all live, all unscripted, all gloriously messy.

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This wasn't supposed to be the first episode. I was just testing my gear—checking lighting, tweaking audio, and pretending to look like I knew what I was doing. Then I hit “Go Live” and decided to show people what MAKE IT WEIRD might feel like. No big deal. Just a harmless little test... that ended up kicking me in the soul.

Somehow, a random tech check turned into a full-blown existential gut-punch of a show. I opened up, got real, and weirdly, it felt right. So right that even my harshest critic—my wife Shari—looked at me with teary eyes and said, “This is your calling.”

So here it is. The accidental debut of MAKE IT WEIRD. Raw. Unsanitized. Totally unplanned. And apparently... destiny.

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Welcome to the debut episode of The Anti-Realist Club — a space for dreamers, seekers, and anyone tired of playing it safe. In this powerful first installment, Terry Jaymes — a man who went from cleaning up life’s messes to creating a life most only dream of — shares his personal story of rising from humble beginnings using Universal Law and unique life-shifting techniques he developed along the way. But success came at a cost. Over time, Terry stopped listening to the Universe and started playing it safe. The magic slowed. The momentum faded. For 15 years, he drifted away from the very mindset that got him there. Until one unlikely encounter at jury duty flipped the script. Terry opens up about the surprising moment that reignited his fire, and how a simple sign from the Universe reminded him of who he really is — and why he’s back to reclaim the magic.

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Here's the truth. I'm still paying for my website and podcast hosting so I figured I may as well do this from time to time. PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK? 

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It's that time. I'm done.

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Today I rant about the way I walk and how I found out that it's a good thing. Plus why you need to be comfortable with uncertainty, why I never have and never will endorse a political candidate and a way you can get closer to your dream. 

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Sometimes you have to do things you don't want to do. When you're put into difficult positions it can destroy you and I'm no exception. Today I explain my rise to the worst manager in the world. Plus I rant about why I have to reimagine what retirement looks like, why desperation is your friend, why heartbreaks are a lost art and how I turned a phobia into a plus. 

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If I have one fight left in me it will most likely be with a pedestrian. Today I explore the idea of universal law being a hoax, the power of choice, my feeling like a fraud and what really matters.

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I needed to talk about a lot apparently. There's some deep breathing, vacation stuff, the Dodgers, a spiritual update, my thoughts on David Goggins, are podcasters experts, how to be indestructible, hurting peoples feelings for money, what being thoughtful to me really means and an update on my new game show.

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