Bigggg realizations - 1. You cannot be contained so don’t let others or don’t give permission for others to control you. 2. Just do it cuz you love it and 3. Be patient start the first step to change!!! So much ❤️ Shri

Yayyy I’m on YouTube! I call it YayTube coz I find so much on this channel and today I started my channel to share and contribute to our Beautiful Human Collective! Join me as well on YayTube! Shri’s Inner ⭕️

It feels like I’ve walked into a time machine as I write this letter 26 years after I left my Ex in Finland as the coach pulled me away and I never saw him again. Yet there was never a closure. I realize that love cannot be controlled. I have to let go. I should have let go and I forgive myself for so many years of being lost. So - many years later this is my closure. A letter of gratitude above all and forgiveness to me, and to him. So many good things happened in my life after our encounter - I am more healed by the sexual scars left by that wounded child in me. Also - I realize some things are meant to be loved and lived in that moment to remain eternal. My children and my current family also - there are future karmic ties which at 18 I never realized … my children chose me with my current partner. Some things are not meant to be and this is a heart and mind acceptance to just close the door softly and let go. Thank you for the beautiful memories Antti. ❤️🇫🇮 Kay

2 years ago - the night before my trip to Zurich, Lord Shiva gave me a dream. I saw a Red Flaming Dragon and was so scared by its presence. Lord Shiva told me - don’t be afraid! It won’t hurt you. Just pray to the Shiva Lingam. Word for Word. I had no idea what this dream meant - until today! After my Yoni painting and reclaiming my name do I finally realize this sacred Union I naturally have with God. When the Feminine and Masculine Divine Joins - there is Ultimate Union and Joy Bliss. We are so blessed, so loved! So happy!!! Profusely in love and happiness - in body, mind, heart. ❤️ Shri

Shri or Thiri means Mother Goddess and Shiva Lord Shiva is my Love. I finally awaken to my name and everything makes sense now! I’ve regained my feminine divine and feel this beautiful divine union with the Masculine divine as I have an infinite love for Lord Shiva. This is my name. My divinity. I’ve always looked away and cast aside my divinity, behind shame, and all the stories from my mother and grandmother but now - I feel reborn! I came to this realization through my first Yoni drawing and offering of my Blood to Mother Earth to Gaia. Like a butterfly emerging out from a Chrysalis. May you reclaim your feminine and masculine divinity! Lots of ❤️ Shri

All started when Stella asked me what’s my fave sound - which led us to discussions on the zodiac signs. How Air signs need the Earth to ground them. Father daughter relationships, growing pains and self love. Pretty deep conversations with my daughter’s friend Stella who ironically was my buddy instead! Totally loved our connection which actually isn’t a coincidence because I’ve been avoiding my growing pains from dealing with an ultra conservative dad whose also pretty awesome but ultra conservative. So Stella totally helped me to remember how I felt right about her age!!! Pretty special this kid! Young gens are so spiritually open it’s amazing! Hugs!! Kay . Picture: original drawing from my daughter Eva

This letter is for my mom - to release the emotional wounds that she had suffered in her past which has passed on to me. So I want to do this work for us so we release these blockages in order for us to live more high vibe life!! ❤️❤️❤️ Kay

When someone you feel intimidated by asks you a question- we would often “obey” and blurt out everything that is in your heart. This is a knee jerk reaction to fear. Instead use these simple techniques to avoid from falling into a trap. 👌🙊 Have a good day! Kay

Whenever you feel stuck or paralysed in fear … just say this to yourself - I got this!!! I was driving yesterday and it felt great! Liberating and I know I need to learn to drive more to gain confidence so I said this in my head to overcome the doubts and resistances and fears … hope this helps for you too! Much love ❤️ Kay

I always wished an elder woman in full feminine grace would have told me - hey Kay, here is what is like to be a Woman. To ease me into womanhood. Whats it like to be a woman? What does it mean to be feminine and add the word divine please? How can we feel fully whole in our wholeness and roundness? To overcome being shy of our own self??? Caution - this podcast can have adult content and to listen under adult supervision :) !! 😊 Enjoy!!! 🐝💐🌺🌷🌻🌹🕊🕊🐣🐥🦢🌳🌴