25th Feb. taking a stroll with Muffy. My pal my daughter dog. Weather is mild. I feel life is so illusory dreamlike malleable - when I was 20 I felt “old” & took life so seriously so complicated. University, Job ... fighting so hard to be taken serious by others. To prove myself. To contribute. Now, I’m 43 & more chill. I don’t wanna prove nothing to no one. I feel better in my own skin. 40s are great! When I look into the eyes of someone - the windows of our soul - why is it that eyes never age? Forever ageless infinite. Fearless...... “I” cannot be contained. ....My reflections on this warm zero degree Sunday evening ... Peace! Kay