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What does trust look like when the answer you begged for doesn’t come? We sit with Linda Blechinger as she walks us through the radiant, brief life of her son DJ, born with multiple heart defects, and the unflinching choices that shaped their family’s faith. From a quiet hospital room and a first reading of Psalm 91 to a living room filled with a holy hush, Linda shows how God’s presence can steady hands and soften fear, even when the path winds through surgery suites and sleepless nights.

We trace the story from early motherhood in a new town to a diagnosis that changed everything. Linda shares how she learned to pray without demanding a specific outcome, how Scripture became a lifeline, and why “Do you trust Me?” turned into a daily practice rather than a single moment. There’s a tender fight to bring DJ home, a forbidden sip of Sprite that becomes a picture of living water, and a startling roar that reframes the battle between a prowling imitator and the Lion of Judah. Along the way we challenge bad theology—blame, shame, and the idea that God authors tragedy—and point to a better story rooted in Genesis, the reality of a broken world, and the victory of Christ.

What follows is a map for real people in real pain: permission to grieve loudly, wisdom to study the Word for yourself, and courage to name God as good when life feels anything but. You’ll hear about funeral salvations, journaled prayers that came back as anchors, and the choice to see redemption where bitterness could have taken root. If you or someone you love is walking through loss, disappointment, or long uncertainty, this conversation offers language, comfort, and hope that holds.

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What if the hardest chapters aren’t the end of the story but the place where meaning begins? Martha sits down with longtime friend and mentor Linda Blechinger for part one of a three-part arc that starts in the rubble of a fractured childhood and moves toward a life remade. Linda opens up about immigrant roots marked by wartime scarcity, the ache of an orphanage and foster care, and the shock of being taken from safety by a struggling mother. Her early independence becomes a lifeline—three jobs on the West Coast, catching the wave of the nail industry, and a fearless leap into defense manufacturing with nothing but grit and a promise to learn fast.

The higher Linda climbs, the more she collides with a culture of exploitation that treats talent as disposable and dignity as a transaction. After years of harassment and one final ultimatum, despair leads her to a silent living room and a handful of pills. She wakes up two days later, convinced even God won’t let her go. Then a new colleague named Dan steps in—driving her to the hospital to see her mother, praying in a way that sounds like a real conversation, and offering care without strings. His simple confession—meeting Jesus changed my life—lands deeper than any argument.

Alone that night, Linda whispers a small prayer that opens a wide door. What follows is not a formula but an encounter: tears, relief, and a world that looks newly colored the next morning. Their first date is a walk with a Bible and a flood of questions. Marriage comes with time, as does the courage to face motherhood after a childhood that taught her to fear it. Through it all runs a clear message: your past may explain you, but it doesn’t define you; your response does. This is a raw, faith-filled story of rescue, resilience, and purpose found in the unlikeliest places.

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Grief rewires a life. Hope rewrites a story. We sit down with Hannah to trace both realities—starting with the ultrasound that shifted their world and moving through months of waiting, praying, and holding two truths at once: God can do a miracle, and we may still need to say goodbye. Noah’s 57 and a half hours become a lens for what goodness looks like when outcomes are devastating yet gifts are undeniable—arms full, family gathered, and time granted just before the world closed for a pandemic.

We open up about the phrases that helped (“This is so hard, and I’m sorry”) and the ones that didn’t, the difference between digital connection and real presence, and why fixing isn’t the same as loving. Hannah shares the family motto—“Even though, we will”—and how it pushes back against an entitlement mindset that confuses faith with the promise of comfort. Her image from the Smoky Mountains lingers: fog settles in valleys, but from higher ground you see how that fog gives depth and makes the view possible. Suffering becomes terrain, not identity.

The story doesn’t end there. Years later, their eldest son, Walker, is diagnosed with genetic epilepsy. Hannah admits what many of us feel: “I’ve suffered enough.” Instead of shutting down, she brings that honesty to God and finds a deeper, steadier trust—one shaped by the cross, the long view of Ephesians 2:10, and the daily choice to keep walking. If you’re carrying loss, living with uncertainty, or wrestling with God’s goodness, this conversation offers practical comfort, sturdy faith, and a way forward that doesn’t require perfect answers—just presence and a next step.

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When life shatters our expectations, where do we find God in the wreckage? This question burns at the heart of Kim Kiser's story—a journey that began with a profound spiritual vision at age 30 and culminated in becoming a widow at 43 with seven children to raise alone.

Kim's transparent account of her husband Rob's unexpected death following what should have been routine heart surgery pulls back the curtain on grief's raw reality. While doctors initially diagnosed blocked arteries, they discovered multiple blood clots in his lungs during surgery. Despite medical intervention and countless prayers, Rob died ten days later, leaving Kim facing her worst fear.

The authenticity with which Kim discusses her coping mechanisms resonates deeply. For six years, she pushed down her questions and pain, staying busy with raising her children and even opening a bakery with friends, all while wrestling with Romans 8:28—how could her husband's death possibly "work together for good"? This theological tension remained unresolved as she continued going through the motions of faith while harboring deep questions.

The turning point came through complete surrender. In a moment of brutal honesty with God, Kim poured out her anger, confusion, and pain—and instead of the condemnation she feared, she experienced profound peace. This breakthrough revealed that the "good" promised in Scripture wasn't about improved circumstances but about transformation into Christ's image.

Perhaps most surprising is Kim's revelation that her experience with loss gave her a new perspective on death itself. Having walked through that valley, she no longer fears it for herself or loved ones. Drawing parallels to biblical figures like Joseph who endured years of suffering before seeing God's purpose, Kim reminds us that when we're in the middle of our story, we can't just "turn the page" to see how it ends.

Ready to discover where God is in your own struggle? Kim's book "Where is the Good God? Finding Good in Our Grief, Sorrow and Disappointment" explores these themes with depth and compassion. Join us in embracing the truth that on this broken planet, suffering might be normal—but it doesn't have to determine who we become.

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What happens when the life you dreamed of falls apart, and the one you end up with looks nothing like you imagined? Allison Trice's powerful testimony reveals the unexpected joy she discovered in the midst of heartbreak, single motherhood, and raising a child with special needs.

After two failed relationships left her feeling broken and ashamed, Allison found herself a single mother to a son with a rare chromosomal deletion. Drowning in medical bills, battling financial hardship, and facing an uncertain future, she reached her darkest moments hiding in her bathroom to cry after putting her son to bed.

But everything changed when Allison made a profound choice – to own her part in her pain rather than simply blame those who hurt her. This shift from victim mentality to personal responsibility opened the door for deep healing and transformation. Through powerful prayer encounters, God removed her shame and gave her a promise that her nonverbal son would one day have "a mighty voice."

The miracle in Allison's story isn't that her circumstances magically improved. In fact, she continued to face tremendous challenges, including the pandemic isolation as a single special needs parent and the sudden loss of her mother. The true miracle is what happened inside her – a profound contentment that defies logical explanation.

"If anyone had ever told me that I would be a single mom in my 40s, raising a special needs child alone, and happier than I'd ever been, I would never have believed them," Allison shares in the moment that defines her journey from victim to victor.

Today, Allison ministers to others through teaching, supporting special needs families, and even speaking at marriage conferences – a testament to her complete healing. And her son, though not speaking conventionally, truly has found his voice through assistive technology, fulfilling God's promise in unexpected ways.

This episode challenges our cultural obsession with perfect circumstances and reminds us that true joy comes not from getting the life we thought we wanted, but from embracing the one we have with gratitude, purpose, and faith. Listen now and discover how you too can move from victim to victor, regardless of your circumstances.

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We’ve had some really incredible stories in our current series, but did you hear the episode that launched it? I know we’re deep in, so I thought it may be worth a re-listen, or if you haven’t heard it yet, worth a listen!

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What do you do when life doesn't follow your carefully laid plans? When the path you expected becomes unrecognizable? This question lies at the heart of Savannah Sands' extraordinary journey from bitterness to breakthrough.

Savannah never imagined becoming a single mother at 21. Raised in a conservative Christian home with solid biblical knowledge but limited real-world application, she found herself pregnant in college and facing a future that looked nothing like she'd planned. The judgment she received from her faith community planted seeds of bitterness that threatened to define her future. 

But Savannah's story isn't about victimhood—it's about choice. Recognizing that her bitterness would ultimately harm her young son, she took a brave step toward healing. Through a small group for single mothers and transformative books on forgiveness, she began what she describes as God's "open-heart surgery" on her life, removing the infection of resentment that was poisoning her from within.

The most profound revelation? Her circumstances didn't change—her heart did. For seven years, Savannah remained a single mother, but her perspective transformed completely. This foundation of healing became crucial when unimaginable tragedy struck: losing two brothers within eight months. Once again facing a choice between bitterness and healing, Savannah chose the harder but more rewarding path.

Today, newly married to a man she believes God brought into her life through the very circumstances she once resented, Savannah sees the redemptive thread woven through her pain. "My relationship with God is where it is because of the pain I went through, not the good things," she reflects.

Whether you're facing unexpected challenges, processing grief, or simply feeling that life hasn't turned out as planned, Savannah's journey offers a compelling invitation: will you let your heart harden, or will you pray for the courage to face your pain and find healing? Remember, your circumstances might never change—but your heart can.

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The unexpected diagnosis of cancer at age 21 forced Brooke Lovingood to confront mortality in ways most young adults never imagine. What began as a seemingly benign thyroid nodule evolved into a life-altering journey through multiple surgeries, radioactive isolation, and the haunting uncertainty of whether cancer had spread.

Yet as Brooke shares with raw authenticity, the most challenging part wasn't during treatment but afterward—when survival mode ended and emotional processing began. This counterintuitive reality mirrors what many experience during significant trauma; we often don't have the luxury of processing emotions until immediate danger passes. From this valley emerged a transformative understanding that now shapes Brooke's ministry as Women's Ministry Director: "We are not victims to our thoughts."

This powerful conversation explores how suffering shapes character in ways prosperity never could. Brooke offers practical wisdom about managing anxiety through physical movement before attempting to engage spiritual truth—recognizing our integrated nature as body, mind, and spirit beings. She introduces the freeing concept of holding "the good and the hard" in tension, acknowledging that while nothing post-Fall is fully good, nothing post-Cross is entirely bad either.

Most compelling is Brooke's insight on weakness. In a culture obsessed with strength and self-sufficiency, she found liberation in 2 Corinthians' counter-cultural message that weakness becomes the very platform upon which God's strength is displayed. Her testimony challenges listeners to examine their response to suffering: Will you choose victimhood or victory? Will blessings become burdens by focusing only on challenges? Can you trust that specific grace awaits for whatever suffering appears in your story?

Whether you're currently navigating illness, recovering from trauma, or supporting someone who is, this conversation offers hope that transcends circumstances and reveals how life's darkest moments often forge our deepest purpose.

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What happens when the God you've trusted lets you down? When prayers for healing go unanswered and the unthinkable happens? Elise Adams walks us through her raw, honest journey through both infertility and the sudden loss of her father to cancer.

After years of fertility treatments and heartbreak, Elise and her husband Michael welcomed their miracle baby William. Their faith had grown stronger through the waiting. But just when life seemed perfect, her father was diagnosed with stage four liver cancer and passed away just two weeks later. The finality of this loss—coupled with confusion about why God didn't heal him—sent Elise spiraling away from faith.

"I didn't want to sing songs about the goodness of God," she shares candidly. "He wasn't good to me. He didn't heal my dad, and he could have." For nearly five years, Elise walked away completely. During this time, she unexpectedly became pregnant twice more without medical intervention, which only complicated her feelings. How could she be grateful to the God she was angry with?

The turning point came through reading about God's heart for sufferers and a startling realization that she had become a "reverse evangelist"—actively discouraging others from faith. "I learned that God is gentle and lowly," Elise explains. "Mercy comes second nature to Him. He was just waiting for me to come back."

This conversation offers profound insights into grief, the questions we ask when God doesn't answer as expected, and the patient love that waits for our return. Whether you're walking through loss, questioning God's goodness, or supporting someone who is, you'll find wisdom, comfort, and hope in Elise's journey back to faith.

Check out the book that was a turning point in Elise’s journey: GENTLE AND LOWLY, THE HEART OF CHRIST FOR SINNERS AND SUFFERERS by Dane Ortlund.

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What happens when the healing you're praying for doesn't come in the way you expected? Bridgette’s powerful testimony reveals the unexpected path to freedom she discovered after 24 years in a marriage devastated by pornography addiction.

From the beginning, there were warning signs. A premarital counselor explicitly advised against the union, but young love and faith convinced Bridgette they could overcome any obstacle together. Just two weeks after their wedding, her husband suggested an annulment—the first of many painful cycles in what would become decades of broken promises, counseling attempts, and dashed hopes.

Bridgette vulnerably shares how she exhausted herself trying to manage her husband's recovery, pouring resources into his healing while neglecting her own. The turning point came when she symbolically handed him over to God, declaring "I'm not going to be the detective anymore." This surrender paradoxically became her first step toward freedom.

The most profound moment of clarity arrived during a beach vacation when, while playing in the waves as her husband isolated himself in their condo, she distinctly heard God speak: "This is life, and that is death." Months later, when confronted with undeniable evidence of continued and profound addiction, that divine insight gave her the courage to draw a line she had never been able to maintain before.

What makes Bridgette’s story so powerful isn't necessarily her decision to leave, but her commitment to healing from the shame that had defined her experience for decades. "God hates divorce but He loves divorced people," a counselor told her—words that helped her reconcile her faith with her circumstances. Today, she radiates a joy that defies expectations, having discovered that sometimes the healing we pray for isn't about changing others, but about allowing God to transform our own hearts.