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By Danielle Bertoli
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In this heartfelt episode, I open up about the struggles and growth I've experienced recently.
After a hiatus, I'm back to share my journey through periods of uncertainty, anxiety, and self-discovery. I discuss the familiar patterns that have resurfaced, the weight of heavy emotions, and the importance of sitting with discomfort to understand ourselves better.
Join me as I reflect on the challenges of making necessary changes, the courage to face the unknown, and the beauty of trusting our inner voice to guide us towards growth and fulfillment.
If you're feeling stuck, lost, or in transition, this episode is for you.
Listen to my meditation to heal fear and anxiety: https://insighttimer.com/daniellebertoli/guided-meditations/meditation-to-heal-fear-and-anxiety
Check out my book, Struck Inside Out: Essays, Meditations, and Poetry to Help You Heal Heartbreak, Embrace Change, and Love Yourself: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0BP4D8MTT
Struck Inside Out Audiobook: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0CPYW3JPM/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=
Spotify Writing Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7BRDzK21DbrIEadQdjoPjR?si=0f9ec1aaddfd4e52
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Audio Producer: Owen Kelly
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Welcome to Struck Inside Out’s first podcast interview! In this episode, I speak with the insightful Jessica Joines, a former Global CMO turned bestselling author, spiritual coach, and international speaker. Join us as Jessica shares her inspiring story of awakening to her true power and potential, catalyzed by a life-changing solo soul journey across Southeast Asia in 2011.
Our conversation delves deep into the essence of awakening your true purpose, as Jessica reveals her insights on living a life alongside fear and learning to love it. Through her experiences and teachings, she guides us on how to follow our heart's guidance, escaping the rat race mentality that often tricks us into equating productivity with self-worth.
Through speaking, coaching, and her community platform, Jessica empowers women to transcend fear and limitation, mastering their spiritual journey and transforming their lives. With a unique ability to distill complex spiritual principles into practical, step-by-step plans of action, Jessica introduces us to her "DIY soul-work" methods that have proven to be life-altering for many.
Tune in as Jessica shares how she helps women rise above ego and embrace their authentic selves, breaking down barriers to self-discovery and fulfillment. Her insights and wisdom offer a roadmap for anyone seeking to awaken to their soul purpose and live a life of profound meaning and empowerment.
Join us for a conversation that promises to ignite your spirit and propel you on your own journey of self-discovery and transformation.
Jessica’s Website: www.jessicajoines.com
Company Website: www.womenspurposecommunity.com
Jessica’s Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jessicaljoines/
Jessica’s YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@jessicajoines3842
Check out my book, Struck Inside Out: Essays, Meditations, and Poetry to Help You Heal Heartbreak, Embrace Change, and Love Yourself: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0BP4D8MTT
Struck Inside Out Audiobook: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0CPYW3JPM/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=
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Audio Producer: Owen Kelly
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In this episode, Danielle dives into the often overlooked beauty and significance of the everyday moments in our lives. Join us as we explore how our perception of time, labeled days, and anticipation of the future can sometimes rob us of the richness and joy present in each passing day.
Through insightful commentary and personal anecdotes, Danielle challenges the notion of living for the future and encourages listeners to embrace the present moment with gratitude and mindfulness. From reimagining Mondays as opportunities for fresh starts to reframing the mid-week slump, we offer practical strategies for cultivating a deeper appreciation for the ordinary.
Discover the power of romanticizing life, where each moment becomes a treasure to be savored rather than rushed through. We discuss the importance of taking ownership of our internal landscape, choosing positivity over fear, and finding beauty in the simplest of moments.
This episode will help you recognize and cherish the blessings of every single day. It's time to shift our perspective, live with intention, and create a life filled with love, gratitude, and joy.
Key takeaways:
-Embrace the present moment
-Choose your perspective wisely
-Practice self-awareness and positivity
-Romanticize everyday experiences
-Live with intention
Check out my book, Struck Inside Out: Essays, Meditations, and Poetry to Help You Heal Heartbreak, Embrace Change, and Love Yourself: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0BP4D8MTT
Struck Inside Out Audiobook: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0CPYW3JPM/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=
Letters of Love Organization: https://www.thelettersoflove.org/first-time-letter-writer-heres-what-to-do/
Spotify Writing Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7BRDzK21DbrIEadQdjoPjR?si=0f9ec1aaddfd4e52
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Audio Producer: Owen Kelly
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Have you ever struggled with sudden and unexpected changes?
Do you typically approach change and the unknown with optimism or dread?
What do you tell yourself and others about your ability to handle change?
In this episode, Danielle shares her recent experience of unexpectedly having to move out of her treasured apartment. With honesty and resilience, she discusses the initial shock, ups and downs, and ultimately, her approach to turning the situation into a positive opportunity for growth.
Through candid storytelling and practical advice, Danielle offers listeners valuable insights into dealing with unexpected life changes and finding empowerment in challenging circumstances. Whether you're facing your own unexpected twists or simply seeking inspiration to embrace change, this episode provides a supportive space to navigate life's unpredictable challenges with grace and resilience.
Key Takeaways:
-Strategies for coping with unexpected changes
-Techniques for reframing challenges as opportunities for growth
-Importance of self-compassion during difficult times
-Empowerment through embracing change and adaptation
Check out my book, Struck Inside Out: Essays, Meditations, and Poetry to Help You Heal Heartbreak, Embrace Change, and Love Yourself: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0BP4D8MTT
Struck Inside Out Audiobook: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0CPYW3JPM/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=
Letters of Love Organization: https://www.thelettersoflove.org/first-time-letter-writer-heres-what-to-do/
Spotify Writing Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7BRDzK21DbrIEadQdjoPjR?si=0f9ec1aaddfd4e52
Follow Danielle:
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Audio Producer: Owen Kelly
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In a world often overshadowed by fear and worry, it's refreshing to redirect our focus towards the positive aspects of our lives.
Danielle delves into the power of choosing where we set our gaze, emphasizing the importance of seeing things through the lens of love rather than fear. By exploring personal experiences and thought patterns, listeners are encouraged to recognize the abundance of beauty and opportunity surrounding them, fostering a mindset of gratitude and resilience.
Key Takeaways:
-Conscious Choice: Acknowledging the option to view situations through the lens of love rather than fear empowers individuals to make conscious decisions about their perspectives.
-Challenging Thought Patterns: By questioning and investigating recurring negative thought patterns, individuals can uncover their roots and explore alternative, more positive interpretations.
-Resilience Building: Embracing change and adversity as opportunities for growth strengthens resilience, confidence, and self-trust.
-Gratitude Practice: Cultivating gratitude for both big and small joys in life enhances overall well-being and enriches daily experiences.
-Empathy and Connection: Acts of kindness, such as letter writing, not only uplift others but also foster empathy and connection, contributing to a more
Check out my book, Struck Inside Out: Essays, Meditations, and Poetry to Help You Heal Heartbreak, Embrace Change, and Love Yourself: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0BP4D8MTT
Struck Inside Out Audiobook: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0CPYW3JPM/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=
Letters of Love Organization: https://www.thelettersoflove.org/first-time-letter-writer-heres-what-to-do/
Spotify Writing Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7BRDzK21DbrIEadQdjoPjR?si=0f9ec1aaddfd4e52
Follow Danielle:
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LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/danielle-bertoli-6015889b/
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Audio Producer: Owen Kelly
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Ever wake up feeling off, with a pit in your stomach? In this episode, we explore how to deal with those days when everything feels wrong.
Learn why fighting against discomfort often makes it worse, and why it's okay not to feel okay sometimes. Discover how societal pressures to always be positive can hold us back from true growth.
Danielle offers simple tips for sitting with uncomfortable emotions and treating ourselves with kindness. Recognize how to embrace discomfort and find peace within yourself.
Join us for a down-to-earth discussion on handling rough days and finding contentment in the midst of struggle.
What you'll learn from this episode:
-Embracing discomfort: Learn the importance of acknowledging and accepting uncomfortable emotions rather than resisting them.
-Self-compassion: Understand the power of offering yourself love and kindness during challenging moments.
-Finding inner peace: Discover strategies for finding contentment amidst off days and difficult emotions.
-Growth through discomfort: Recognize that embracing discomfort can lead to personal growth and resilience.
Listen to my meditation to heal fear and anxiety: https://insighttimer.com/daniellebertoli/guided-meditations/meditation-to-heal-fear-and-anxiety
My sister Tina's YouTube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@angeltinamarie
Check out my book, Struck Inside Out: Essays, Meditations, and Poetry to Help You Heal Heartbreak, Embrace Change, and Love Yourself: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0BP4D8MTT
Struck Inside Out Audiobook: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0CPYW3JPM/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=
Spotify Writing Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7BRDzK21DbrIEadQdjoPjR?si=0f9ec1aaddfd4e52
Follow Danielle:
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Audio Producer: Owen Kelly
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Join Danielle in this eye-opening episode as she shares her story of cutting back on alcohol and the big changes it brought. Learn how the things we do inside affect how we feel and act on the outside. Dive into how swapping out bad habits for good ones can make life brighter and better.
Danielle talks about how she drastically cut back on drinking and started feeling more energetic. She shares how this energy helped her work out, write, and be a better leader at her job. By focusing on what made her feel good, she found herself living a more vibrant life.
Have you ever stopped doing something that wasn't good for you, like cutting back on drinks or ditching toxic friends? In this episode, we explore how making these changes can create space for something better. We discuss how one good choice often leads to another, forming a chain reaction of positive habits.
By drinking less, Danielle noticed feeling less anxious and more motivated. She found herself working out more and eating healthier, which made her feel even better. This positive cycle boosted her mood and helped her spread positivity to others.
Uncover three important lessons from Danielle’s journey of drinking less. Whether you're curious about cutting back on alcohol or just want to feel better, this episode has something for you. Tune in to learn how small changes can lead to big improvements in your life.
In this episode, you'll learn:
-The positive effects of cutting back on alcohol on energy levels and productivity.
-How making small changes in habits can lead to a more vibrant and fulfilling life.
-The importance of creating space for positive habits by letting go of negative ones.
-How reducing alcohol consumption can decrease anxiety and increase motivation.
-Strategies for building a cycle of positivity and well-being through healthier choices.
Check out my book, Struck Inside Out: Essays, Meditations, and Poetry to Help You Heal Heartbreak, Embrace Change, and Love Yourself: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0BP4D8MTT
Struck Inside Out Audiobook: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0CPYW3JPM/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=
Spotify Writing Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7BRDzK21DbrIEadQdjoPjR?si=0f9ec1aaddfd4e52
Follow Danielle:
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Audio Producer: Owen Kelly
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In this episode, Danielle delves into the intricate relationship between intuition and fear, exploring the challenges many face in discerning between the two. Drawing from personal experiences and insights, she candidly discusses the struggles she encountered in trusting her intuition and the tendency to dismiss its guidance due to fear.
Through heartfelt anecdotes and reflections, Danielle highlights the importance of tuning into one's inner wisdom and embracing the truth, even when it may be uncomfortable or daunting.
Listeners are guided through practical strategies to distinguish between intuitive nudges and fear-based thoughts, such as deep breathing exercises, requesting specific signs or messages, and journaling for clarity. Ultimately, this episode emphasizes the power of listening to your intuition, fostering self-awareness, and navigating life with courage and authenticity.
Here are five takeaway bullet points from the episode:
-Intuition vs. Fear: Explore the challenge of distinguishing between intuitive nudges and fear-based thoughts, acknowledging the tendency to confuse the two in decision-making processes.
-Trusting Inner Wisdom: Emphasize the importance of trusting one's inner wisdom and intuition, despite past traumas or doubts, as it often leads to authentic self-discovery and growth.
-Listening to Your Body: Practice tuning into bodily sensations and feelings to discern between intuitive messages (rooted in love and truth) and fear-driven thoughts (stemming from past wounds or anxieties).
-Requesting Confirmation: Consider asking for specific signs or messages from the universe to confirm intuitive insights, demonstrating the power of synchronicity and divine guidance in life's journey.
-Journaling for Clarity: Utilize journaling techniques, such as automatic writing, to tap into deeper truths and insights, facilitating self-reflection and uncovering hidden wisdom within.
Check out my book, Struck Inside Out: Essays, Meditations, and Poetry to Help You Heal Heartbreak, Embrace Change, and Love Yourself: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0BP4D8MTT
Struck Inside Out Audiobook: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0CPYW3JPM/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=
Spotify Writing Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7BRDzK21DbrIEadQdjoPjR?si=0f9ec1aaddfd4e52
Follow Danielle:
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LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/danielle-bertoli-6015889b/
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Audio Producer: Owen Kelly
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In this episode, the host Danielle Bertoli discusses the lessons she's learned from relationships, particularly focusing on early experiences and personal growth. She emphasizes the importance of maintaining individual identity, trusting instincts, and fostering healthy communication to navigate the complexities of romantic partnerships.
Takeaway Bullet Points:
-Don't lose sight of yourself in a relationship; maintain your own happiness and fulfillment.
-Trust your instincts; if something feels off, it probably is, and it's okay to address it.
-Communicate openly and constructively; avoid negative responses and focus on proactive conflict resolution for healthier relationships.
-Prioritize self-awareness and individual fulfillment: It's essential not to lose yourself in a relationship. Maintain your own happiness and fulfillment, and remember that your partner should complement your life, not define it.
-Trust your instincts: If something doesn't feel right in a relationship, trust your gut. Addressing concerns early on can prevent bigger issues down the line. Trusting yourself empowers you to make decisions that align with your well-being.
-Foster open and constructive communication: Healthy relationships thrive on honest and respectful communication. Instead of reacting negatively to challenges, approach conflicts with openness and a willingness to listen and understand. Proactive communication can lead to stronger bonds and more profound connections with your partner.
Check out my book, Struck Inside Out: Essays, Meditations, and Poetry to Help You Heal Heartbreak, Embrace Change, and Love Yourself: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0BP4D8MTT
Struck Inside Out Audiobook: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0CPYW3JPM/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=
Spotify Writing Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7BRDzK21DbrIEadQdjoPjR?si=0f9ec1aaddfd4e52
Follow Danielle:
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LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/danielle-bertoli-6015889b/
Struck Inside Out Merch: https://www.struckinsideout.com/shop
Brand Partnerships: https://www.struckinsideout.com/partnerships
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Insight Timer Meditations: https://insighttimer.com/daniellebertoli
Audio Producer: Owen Kelly
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In this episode, we explore the profound significance of self-compassion through the practices of positive self-talk and letter writing. We dive into the transformative power of speaking kindly to ourselves and the therapeutic benefits of writing letters addressed to our own selves.
Imagine this podcast as a cozy writing workshop with your host, Danielle Bertoli, an author and self-compassion advocate.
Through engaging discussions and practical exercises, we'll uncover how these simple yet powerful practices can impact our well-being and personal growth.
In this episode, you'll discover:
-The importance of positive self-talk and its impact on mental well-being.
-The therapeutic benefits of writing letters to oneself, including fostering self-compassion and setting intentions.
-Practical tips and exercises to incorporate self-compassion practices into your daily routine.
-Insights from Danielle Bertoli's personal experiences and expertise as an author and advocate for self-compassion.
-How embracing self-compassion can lead to greater resilience, self-awareness, and overall fulfillment.
So, grab a pen and paper, and let's embark on a journey towards greater self-compassion together.
Check out my book, Struck Inside Out: Essays, Meditations, and Poetry to Help You Heal Heartbreak, Embrace Change, and Love Yourself: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0BP4D8MTT
Struck Inside Out Audiobook: https://www.amazon.com/Struck-Inside-Out-Meditations-Heartbreak/dp/B0CPYW3JPM/ref=tmm_aud_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=&sr=
Spotify Writing Playlist:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7BRDzK21DbrIEadQdjoPjR?si=0f9ec1aaddfd4e52
Follow Danielle:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/struckinsideout
TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@struckinsideout?_t=8jItIyuhHHa&_r=1
LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/danielle-bertoli-6015889b/
Struck Inside Out Merch: https://www.struckinsideout.com/shop
Brand Partnerships: https://www.struckinsideout.com/partnerships
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Insight Timer Meditations: https://insighttimer.com/daniellebertoli
Audio Producer: Owen Kelly
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The podcast currently has 53 episodes available.