Talking ‘Bout My Evolution

I talk about the reporters bias in recording today's events and how some lightworker's believe in something radically different than the reality we are currently seeing.  I don't understand how these lightworkers can hinge all their bets on one person -- that seems contrary to everything I feel I've been learning and cultivating as a more spiritually-centered person.

I talk about all the crap going on in politics and in the country and how all the fighting is keeping us in polarity/duality, so that we can only see things in black and white.  It's all or nothing thinking and it's destructive and not real.  I choose to keep my focus on unity thinking as best as I am able.

I talk about the kids today -- Franny's first shot in over 10 years and his hilarious reaction to how easy it was; Henry's reactions to his first shots in over 10 years and how he had to take them alone.  I talk about Henry's music and Franny's difficulty in listening to instructions from his teachers.

I talk about wearing leggings/yoga pants to work and how I'm not a fan, but couldn't resist wearing my new bright pink tights today.  They do make me feel like a teenager and slightly inappropriate, but I made sure to cover my butt this time with a long jacket.  So many people wear them and they are getting fatter by the day....

I also talk about Caroline Myss and her archetype "game" based on her book Sacred Contracts.  Franny and I have been delving deep into archetypes and casting our charts with them.  We've been discussing the results for three days now and have one more day to go.  Trying to figure out why certain archetypes (like the vampire, in my case) have shown up where they have in the chart has definitely proved challenging.

I talk about the current New Moon and how it's been affecting me and what the kids and I did to usher it in.  I also describe what happened at the inclusion clinic with Franny and talk about my apparent prejudice and inability to honor a person by getting their pronouns correct.  My gender bias bit me in the face today and I'm embarrassed about it.  I have some work to do to correct this glaring deficit in my person.  I also discuss the use of personal pronouns re: me, my and mine and how they color our perceptions of what things mean to us.

I talk about how Franny is going to the inclusion clinic today and how Henry was at the podiatrist last week and how medical bills will become a prominent feature of my life again.  I am not welcoming those additional expenditures, but am trying to remember that money is energy and comes and goes and that everything will be ok.

I talk about my rationale and baggage around holding onto useable items in my house.  I talk about the marketing manipulation of making trash the consumer's responsibility when corporations keep adding more and more packaging to items they sell, when I don't want that.

I talk about how I finally had a weekend to myself in the apartment and how I spent it doing lots of cleaning, sorting, washing and thinking about what needs to stay behind in my new move.  It felt so good to actually be organizing and taking care of my space.

I talk about how a large police presence was all over the street and neighborhood last night because of a high-speed chase gone bad and how the cops were kind of jerks when I went under the tape (which covered a HUGE area in the neighborhood.)  I also mention that there was a large police presence in the neighborhood, because something happened next door.  I never found out what happened on either day, which bothers me.  There were ambulances, multiple police cars and vans, a fire truck and tons of tape, yet nothing happened.

I also talk about listening to one of Christie Marie Sheldon's older group clearing calls, which I purchased for myself for Christmas.  In this call, she lectures more than clears, but she still got me thinking about what I want to achieve this year.  I realized I want to settle into my post-marriage life and live fully as me.  I want security, safety, peace and quiet and creativity.  I look forward to buying and moving into a house I can personalize and love.  I look forward to spending more quality time with the kids and turning the house into a haven of peace and light.

I talk about all the rioting, destruction and hate that happened in Washington, D.C. yesterday.  I am disgusted and saddened by how the Alt Right behaves.