Talking ‘Bout My Evolution

I talk about how I'm trying to put all the pieces in place so I can buy a house and get out of this apartment.  Now my upstairs neighbors are working the same hours outside of  the house that I am, so any sliver of quiet time has disappeared.  I am so sick of living in this loud and small space, but given all the parts that need to come together, I don't know when I'll find a resolution.

I talk about finally getting and signing my divorce papers.  It's been a long road, but the moment has come.  

I talk about how I started listening to this talented intuitive named Robert Ohotto.  He is providing massive value to the public and is so exciting to listen to!  I heard of him through Caroline Myss (and she DOES pronounce her last name "Mace").  He has a web TV show called Your Intuitive Edge and each episode is chock-full of nuggets of wisdom.  I think this information he's providing for FREE is worth about $500 just in the first episode alone!  Listen on to find out why I was so excited to learn what he was teaching.  

I talk about how I am finally starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel.  I got a letter this week saying that I finally got my settlement.  I managed to apply for the position I'm currently filling, even though it took 6 tries! to submit the application before it took!  I contacted a Realtor and I got some information on how my settlement could be liquidated ... or not - my choice.  I talked to my insurance people and switched some things around.  So things are looking up.

I talk about how I finally went ahead and cancelled my KBB Accelerator Club coaching program.  They had me schedule a phone call before they would cancel, which I found interesting.  They were interested to know if it was something they had done or my own stuff.  Then they offered a very interesting offer to transfer the money I'd spent into a different program.  They are definitely savvy!  I also discuss the fact that I am going to be interviewed on 9/27/20 by my friend and fellow intuitive coach Esme Gregg.

I talk about my recent walk with Franny and one of the interesting things we talked about.  Franny and I usually go for a walk every day.  We love exploring different parts of the city.  On this particular walk we went by a house I've been contemplating buying and then went to the neighborhood that I really love.  Along the way, I started discussing how people's beliefs get instilled in them and how I was regretful that both he and Henry had to deal with unenlightened me during their most formative years.  Interestingly, Franny said that he hardly picked up any of my beliefs when he was younger. That's when I realized that having autism may be a protective device to keep one's focus inward during the most environment-absorbing years of one's life.  I was excited to think that this may be the ultimate survival mechanism for humans, because Franny didn't accept and allow in any of my self-limiting beliefs I was dishing out.  I see this revelation as another way that having autism may be a blessing.

I talk about how a close friend of my son was murdered last Saturday night in a road rage incident and how senseless it is.  I go through the different ways Henry seems to be coping with this loss and how I can try and support him during this time.

I talk about a variety of topics, including: the wildfires out west; using the Love Perspective to try and process anger out of my body and get neutral about situations that have negatively impacted me or my family; and Anthony William and his information about healing the Epstein-Barr virus.

I talk about how the job is going three weeks in and my first full week.  I talk about how some things are settling down and how it's going so far.

I talk about how I suddenly need to wear a mask most of the day and how that is impacting my thinking and my body.  I know I have things easy compared to front line and health care workers, but I am not in those jobs.  I worry about the impact masks are having on the younger generation who is already relatively socially isolated because of social media.  The masks are adding another barrier to interaction and I fear for the youth of today and their ability to create meaningful relationships in their lives.