The Brilliant Mind

Experiencing change socially where it used to torment you. 

It's always our own frustration with what and how we want our child to be. or anyone else for that matter that is revealed. 

It's all about who you're supposed to become. 

And you really don't know who that is- you're just here to experience life. 

And what will you experience?

What insanity will you experience?

You will bear it ultimately- you are meant to. 

Because the person that you're supposed to be is the one who has endured that suffering- who has been carved by it, softened by it, strengthened by it-

Only you will speak it. Only you will know it. 

Only you will hold it- the capacity for that suffering-

So go on- 

bear-

This journey of life adamants you to stand straight in it

Own your suffering

Until it becomes your service to the world

This has been the journey of my life even when I didn't know it. 

But I knew the heartbreak the closer and closer I came to the end. 

The more I could see the lies and truths.

No longer are there reason or justification. 

so just sitting with these harsh truths. and being like

oh my god

my mother really is mentally ill. She is a horrible mother. she shouldn't be a mother. 

sometimes the truth just is. 

and there isn't a reason or justification. 

then you can really let it break your heart and move closer and come to terms with it. 

Healing Your Trauma is fundamental for your true life-

the one that feels the best to you. the one that flows. the one that feels right.