What if the past isn't fixed, but constantly regenerated to explain the present? What if reality operates like a vast computation, maintaining coherence moment by moment, and your consciousness is part of that calculation?

In this episode, we explore a radical framework drawn from chaos magic, synchronicity, and quantum weirdness: reality as a participatory process where coherence matters, observation shapes outcomes, and every conscious being gets a vote in what becomes real.

Starting with Jung's golden scarab moment, we dive into territory that challenges everything you think you know about causality, time, and the relationship between consciousness and matter. This isn't science, it's a lens. A working model. A tool for navigation.

We'll explore:

- Why reality might be computing itself into existence right now
- How your internal coherence affects external circumstances
- The relationship between synchronicity and signal clarity
- What chaos magicians understand about belief as technology
- Why treating the universe as participatory changes everything, whether it's literally true or not

For consciousness explorers, reality hackers, and anyone curious about the fluid architecture beneath everyday experience.

Your consciousness is part of the calculation. Your coherence affects the outcome. Welcome to the game you've always been playing.

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In this live talk at The Fool in Berlin, I shared my transformational journey from being a depressed, suicidal teenager to discovering the life-changing power of ritual magic through Aleister Crowley's work. Drawing from my new book "The Path Within: Ritual Magick and the Gateway to Self-Mastery," I guided the audience through the rich history of Western esoteric tradition - from ancient Egyptian temples and Hermeticism to the Golden Dawn, Crowley's innovations, and modern Chaos Magic. I demonstrated that magic isn't supernatural fantasy, but a practical science and art of causing change through focused will and consciousness.

I provided concrete tools for immediate practice, including the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram, sigil creation, dream work, and establishing a magical journal. Emphasizing that "you are magical" - not metaphorically, but literally - I showed how anyone can reclaim their power to reshape reality through ancient techniques refined for modern seekers. The talk concluded with my call to action: begin your magical practice tonight, because the universe is already listening and ready to conspire with your true will.

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In this solo episode, I share ten honest lessons I’ve learned about love and relationships from reflecting on where things haven’t worked and what I’ve been learning along the way.

I talk about themes like emotional regulation, boundaries, safety, intensity, and how to stay connected without losing attunement to the other person.

This isn’t about any one relationship, but about the bigger patterns I’ve started to recognize in myself over time. I hope that by sharing these reflections, they might resonate or support you in your own relationships - wherever you’re at.

"The wound is the place where the Light enters you." – Rumi

In this essay, I reflect on the heartbreak that shattered me and became a profound initiation—what I now understand as a sacred wound. Through the lens of myth, poetry, psychology, and personal story, I explore how grief, when fully embraced, can become a teacher, a threshold, and even a source of creative power. I weave my own experience of devastating loss with the stories of Orpheus, Chiron, Rumi, Tristan and Isolde, and others who were shaped by wounds they never fully healed from. Rather than trying to “get over” the pain, I chose to sanctify it—to treat it as a passage into deeper love, art, and soul. This essay is both a mourning song and a love letter to those who carry their own sacred wounds, and an offering of hope that our suffering, if honored, can become the very source of our genius.

In this episode of The Creativity and Consciousness Podcast, I spoke with James aka Entelecheia, and we spoke about the realization of potential, through the lens of Thelema and the path of True Will. Drawing from esoteric philosophy, magick, and self-actualization, we discuss what it truly means to align with your deepest purpose. Is True Will simply a matter of preference, or does it demand a deeper surrender to transformation? Join us as we unravel the process of destruction, initiation, and self-discovery on the road to embodying your highest potential.

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And his youtube channel here: https://www.youtube.com/@Entelecheia

Welcome to this episode of the Creativity and Consciousness Podcast for an inspiring conversation with mythologist, depth psychologist, and thought leader Erick Godsey. Though his words are often soft-spoken, their impact is profound—offering timeless wisdom on how to live your Dharma and create lasting "cathedrals" of purpose, meaning, and legacy. 

Erick’s insights are a beacon for anyone seeking to align with their authentic path, deepen their creativity, and reconnect with a sense of wonder. Whether you're at a crossroads in life or simply looking to elevate your journey, this episode will provide fresh perspectives on living with intention and pursuing your highest calling. 

Discover Erick Godsey: 

Website: www.erickgodsey.com

Podcast: The Myths That Make Us (available on all major platforms) 

Tune in to hear Erick’s profound reflections and learn how embracing your Dharma can empower you to build inner and outer cathedrals—monuments of purpose that endure within you and ripple out into the world. 

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In this heartfelt episode of the Creativity and Consciousness podcast, me and my longtime friend Anson Phong explore the transformative power of meditation and the ways it shapes our responses to pain—physical and emotional. We talked about the rollercoaster of heartbreak, we discussed the art of nonreactivity in heated moments, and we reflected on how genuine human connection can become a catalyst for deep growth and healing.

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Midnight Chats with none other than my partner and love Lux Lucis.

The Fly on the Wall chats returns! We come back to the podcast in a spontaneous deep dive exploring many subjects, including part's work, reading, learning, 5MEODMT, the transcendent love of Christ, and death being an illusion. This is one of my favorite episodes and one of my favorite series that I have running. I hope you enjoy!

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In this illuminating episode of the Creativity and Consciousness Podcast, I reconnect with my former teacher and mentor, Laurence Caruana—visionary artist, esotericist, and founder of the Vienna Academy of Visionary Art. We explore his artistic journey under the tutelage of Ernst Fuchs, dive deep into the heart of Gnosticism, and discuss the alchemical process of merging art with mysticism. Join us as we uncover the transformative potential of visionary art, its power to awaken higher consciousness, and the secrets of Gnosticism.

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In this episode, I dive into a pivotal moment from 2014 when Julia Cameron’s The Artist’s Way became the turning point in my life. At 21, I was stuck in my parents’ basement, my art had hit a dead end, and I was trapped in a toxic relationship that drained my spirit. Feeling lost and desperate, I turned to The Artist’s Way as a last resort to reconnect with my creativity.

Join me as I share the honest struggles and gradual breakthroughs that followed. I’ll talk about how the course helped me slowly rebuild my creative confidence, leading me to embark on a transformative journey through Europe and eventually studying painting at the Vienna Academy of Visionary Art. This story is for anyone feeling stuck or disconnected from their creative passion—showing that with the right tools and mindset, it’s possible to reignite your artistic flame and change your life.

Listen in to hear how embracing The Artist’s Way can help you find your path back to creativity and authenticity.