I'm harder on myself than anyone else is, but it seems as though there are instances in which I FEEL as though some things are harder on me than others. Today, I wanted to talk through a bit of this and kind of explain my side...to you guys...and myself.

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The other day, I was thinking about a conversation that I had with someone in which whether or not they like interactions with me, and while whether or not they care didn't come up specifically, based on the 'aftermath' of the discussion, it was definitely on the forefront of the mind. Recently however, I had a thought, and if I could tell them, I would tell them "I don't think it's that you don't care, I feel as though you things and people that were once very important to you are not as high on the list of priorities anymore." And I wanted to expand on that.

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I believe that something that is difficult for me to grasp is how important gratitude really is. If you think about it, a thank you can really make anything better, but personally I feel like I struggle with displaying legitimate gratitude...but is that even up to me? Let's chat about it.

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This one has been a long time coming, and admittedly I almost didn't share it, but I think that the time has come to let some of my ideas and things that I have been holding close to my heart out around certain things. This will seem like a complaint about not feeling heard or validated...and maybe it is, but I feel like I can't sit idly by without letting people know my thoughts on the justification of questionable behavior, no matter how bad the behavior can be.

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I struggle to say this, but often times I experience a sense of unease during a lot of day to day things...whether I am at work, on stream, or just existing in my day-to-day life. The unfortunate side effect of it, is that despite trying my hardest to be outgoing or to be understanding, a lot of the time my intuition is correct. Which can be awesome in some cases, and awful in others. Still, I feel as a whole that following intuition, or going with your gut, is a good idea. Feel differently? Come chat with me about it.

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Lately I have been observing a lot of hyperfixation, and even more so, some of the dangerous fallout from it. Imagine hyperfixating on a desert so much that you neglect to eat a normal meal...sounds off right? Now apply that logic to people, places, things, etc. Scared yet? I figured that today I would share my perspective as well as some somewhat interesting personal experiences around it.

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I've returned from TwitchCon, and while my body is ravaged by jet lag, I was able to record some thoughts making more of an effort to appreciate time. This one is a bit shorter, but I think it'll make sense when you hear it.

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I saw a few things on Twitter/X, whatever we are calling it now, that for some reason jumped out to me when I happened to be looking at something, and they really got me thinking. They were unrelated, and I don't even think the two people know each other, but the thoughts were somehow related to me. It's definitely something I have some passionate thoughts about, and those thoughts may surprise you.

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You will often hear sports commentators and atheletes refer to the ability to close out games as being able to finish down the stretch. A lot of times however, atheletes find themselves in a poor position to be able to do so due to a lack of energy managing techniques. It takes a lot of energy and practice to execute a game plan successfully, and to be transparent, some health stuff has really caused my energy to wane. I'm hoping that being aware of it will help to manage it and help me plan better, but all in all, I think we are in a good position to close out 2023 here at the start of the 4th quarter.

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Hey everyone. Well, we passed the birthday, but not without some of the most wonderful celebrations I've ever had. I spent a lot of time last week at a loss for words and even as I come back down from that 'high', I feel like a lot of the challenges this year, especially with communication and reaching out, have been kind of answered. I'm honored to have been shown so much love, not just last week, but all year long, adn I apologize for not showing appreciation sooner.

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