This episode is about the love for podcasting. The reason why Alex truly enjoys it. It is also about what he hopes for in the future, the reason he started a podcast in the first place, the people that inspire him, and why they keep Alex motivated. He shares his thoughts on the person he wants to become. He wants to become the person he wishes he had growing up. And in that, he wants to be an inspiration to people who are or were struggling like he was. This episode is an insight to what Alex is planning and hoping for the future. The goals he is trying to accomplish and the dreams that will become reality. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday. 

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A week off means more to talk about. This episode starts off talking about Alex leaving his car windows down while it was raining. Then, Alex talks about little things in life and how meaningful they are to him. The main talking point is the conversation of falling in love. Alex thinks it is crazy for him to fall in love and explains why he has been single for years. However, he is in the beginning steps of this conversation that stems from his childhood. He knows why he is choosing to be single and why he has trouble opening up. To end the episode, he talks about other things like space, galaxies, and human capabilities for mortality.  Alex talks about how these conversations remind him about his mortality. You have to enjoy the little things, whatever they may be, like being jacked at 50. Hopefully you enjoy the episode. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday. 

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Following up last weeks episode, Alex continues the conversation about being in a productive mood. Some of the things that are keeping Alex going are the hot women and men online. Alex consumes their content to gain motivation and have something to look up to and strive for. Who's physique is he trying to copy, who's content seems authentic, and who is consistent. Alex is actively learning from others and experimenting in his own life to see what works. Sometimes an experiment lasts years and Alex realizes he needed something else for his troubles. For now, Alex is trying to be productive with his time and is learning to be consistent and authentic. If you enjoyed, follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday!

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Being in a productive mood is good. Sometimes it goes too far. In this case, Alex felt he had to shave his entire body to fulfill the need to be productive. He talks about how being hairless is making him feel. Not at a emotional level but at a physical level with clothing. This conversation then evolves to the hair on his head that he didn't touch. How he gets confused for a girl by not only kids, but adults as well. A lot of talk about hair, However, the main topic is being productive. Alex ends the episode by talking about intermittent fasting, cold showers, and his ideal sleep time. This episode will be followed up by next weeks episode. So, follow the podcast to not miss out. 

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With a burnt throat, Alex starts off talking about Miley Cyrus. Her voice is fascinating to listen to. He talks about how he thinks her voice is cool and how she has a cool look/aesthetic. Moving on to a guy named Thoren Bradley, Alex talks about his aesthetic as well. Maybe A LOT MORE than just aesthetic with Thoren. Nevertheless, the look these people have is what intrigues Alex. The rugged, woodsman, tattoo, and biker look. Moving on to Alex's new project, he's building a workbench to finally be able to properly work on. A very specific design mirroring his previous project. Also, to end the aesthetic talk, the new IOS update allows for more individuality which gives Alex room to explore. This episode was fun yet weird to hear Alex question his sexuality. New episode every Thursday. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. 

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To start off the episode, Alex updates us on his new desk/recording setup. Moving on to a show called Adventure time. Alex has been thinking about the topic of seriousness and jokefulness. Alex thinks Adventure time is perfect because of the balance it has. It is an easy to watch kids show but it doesn't make you feel like an idiot like most shows do. This show simply takes you on the journey the characters are going on. Character and story development are great and it keeps you entertained. Alex goes on to give examples as to why he thinks this show is amazing. He talks about the comparison between DC and Marvel. How DC has a good balance where as Marvel has unstopping humor. Moving on to a different piece of content Alex loves, The Last of Us. A video game Alex started playing again. It follows the story of Joel and Ellie. SPOILER WARNING. He talks about why this game is loved and hated. To end the episode, a quick story about parking anxiety.

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A handful of talking point in this episode. Consuming content is the main talking point that ties everything together. With music, Alex talks about his appreciation for live performances and how he feels about not having seen a live performance yet. It has only been through a screen. Alex goes on to talk about shows. What he has watched, is currently, and will. He also talks about how much time it takes to watch a show. Doing the math on air, he finds that it takes days to watch a show. Moving on to the final thoughts of the episode, he talks a little bit about journaling, woodworking, and Jennette McCurdy. Jennette recently went on Whitney Cummings podcast to discuss her new book "I'm glad my mom died" where she talks about her troubles growing up. A lot of things Alex cannot relate to but is taken aback because Jennette is someone Alex looked up to growing up. This episode feels nostalgic yet present. So, if you enjoy, follow the podcast to not miss out on any new episodes. New episode every Thursday. 

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One of the funniest rants Alex has ever done.  Something in Alex's brain clicked and the answer he was looking for this past week was found. Alex is a bitch. David Goggins explains it perfectly. Being a bitch is a mindset and Alex realized that he has that mindset. Also, two completely different talking points in the second half of the episode. Censorship with big companies is something being talked about a lot. People being banned and limited on social media platforms is an alarming thing to free speech. Are companies going too far with censorship? What are people saying to get themselves banned? To end the episode, Alex talks about TikTok. He goes on to explain why TikTok is superior to other apps like Instagram. Being beautiful only gets you so far. When it comes to posting content, you have to be relatable and funny. Kirsten and Erika Titus are two content creators who are stunning, but more importantly are funny and relatable. Their personality is what draws Alex to their pages. Alex talks about these two girls to explain why you need to be more than beautiful in order to succeed in the content game. One of the best episodes so far. If you enjoyed, follow the podcast so you so not miss out on any new episodes. Follow the podcast socials @thediarypodcast or follow Alex @_inmyownheadtoo. New episode every Thursday. 

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One of Alex's favorite podcast is Your Mom's House podcast. This podcast is hilarious and outrageous. However, the livestreams that they do is only outrageous. They show the most wild, disgusting, disturbing, and sad videos people upload to the internet. Alex has watched two livestreams. In this episode, he is recounting what he felt while watching. Also, this is also a part two to twenty-four hours awake. He talks about being awake for so long again, only sleeping four hours and recording after nine hours. This episode is a self reflection on consuming horrific content, and the weird thing of not sleeping. If you enjoy, follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. Follow the podcast socials @thediarypodcast or follow Alex @_inmyownheadtoo 

A very tired and delusional episode. Alex records after sitting at a Starbucks for the first time. Going off on rant, Alex talks about the things that have been spiraling in his mind. Particularly, different topics of science. Cryopreservation, AI, and Human potential are some of the things he touches on. To end the episode, Alex has three talking points. First, feeling vulnerable at Starbucks. Alex is sitting with his laptop out, writing into his journal. Second, because of this feeling of vulnerability, Alex is very aware of everyone coming and going. Of course, Alex notices the attractive women, but one girl stood out for an odd reason. Third, Alex remembers why he is fascinated about love. Listening to a podcast host is what got him interested in the idea of love. He also goes on to give his thoughts on love and what he hopes for the future. An interesting episode that gets your mind thinking. Hopefully you enjoy. New episode out every Thursday. Follow the podcast so you do not miss out on any new episodes. Follow the podcast socials @thediarypodcast or follow Alex @_inmyownheadtoo

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