The Mind Stops Here

There’s no you at the center, Something is trapped, Work is about the journey, As good as it gets, Meditation, Vasanas and charges, Smell, Concepts, Contraction, Resistance/desire, Deep sleep.

Self-love before going beyond the 'I', rest in the natural state, movement without identification, sex and self-worth, don't try going prior while effortlessness is happening, sense of direction without desire, manipulation to get love, self-acceptance, intense grief opens a window to clarity, which self-protections are common-sense? commitment to the work, addiction to busyness, feeling the 'natural pull' without desire.

You're not the body, death of loved one, relationship after awakening, something attractive about manifestation, partner not into non-duality, Jac's old friends, underlying knowledge of truth, shock of knowing you're not real, loss of the personal, interpreting a dream, ego gets juice from being right, pull back from labeling, there's a certainty about real peace, fear of being alone, don't need the ego for doing, many dimensions, humans are the end product of consciousness, doomed to failure, techniques become the problem.

What you look for is where you're looking from, everything takes you away from what you are, stop investing in story, running desire is painful, drop and dissolve, indulging in story, stay in the hole, letting fear be, nothing to fix, ownership of body, desperate for enlightenment, holotropic breathwork, manifesting, there's no I or we, you don't create your reality, manic feeling, sense of individuality may stay, impersonal desire? holding onto hope, suffering makes you feel alive.

Guided meditation, feeling stuck, money, unpopular decisions, feeling mundane, breaking identification, never a you, personal ownership is an overlay on top of the natural state, Jac woman is a puppet, self-inquiry, space is a belief.

There is nothing solid about you, the illusions are real to the illusion, contrast, Desire, trust, let fear have you, establish from the observer, fear and suffering/energy follows thought, grief - acceptance and curiosity, the perpetrator and the victim, fully human, non-duality needs to be washed free of spirituality.

When there is no you it's perfectly fine, the frequency of manifestation and knowing, the relief of no 'I', self-love, looking for the observer, to see what I'm not, the mind distracts, there is nothing to get, identification, neediness, let life have you, honoring where you're at, I am the center of my world, seeing other is dependent on your beliefs/the energy of threat, contrast is a concept.

A split in the movie, lack of trust in the crack, sense of failure, forgiveness, me thought, unity consciousness, accepting what is, being in the body, spiritual practices, beyond nothing and everything, no mystery, the inner child, I am that.

Fear of an emotion is stronger than the emotion, get selfish with the spiritual path, I feel trapped in my skin, I fear that I am going insane, the game is playing me, you don't have to give to share, I don't deserve to get what I need, a constant reminder that this is all a dream, guided meditation: the mind and body are tools of consciousness.

Let strong feelings have you, judgment protects the lack of self-love, what are you protecting? serving two worlds, is it okay to slow down?