this is it actually.

this is the behind-the-scenes of the behind-the-scenes of a late night talk show. it's larry sanders... but in real life.

working on a late night talk show was pretty much the most fun thing i've ever done & on this episode, myself & some former coworkers lay a few epic stories to rest. 

with special guests: @thatgirlmaureen01, @suebrophey, @tiffanyfrench86, @keithtomasek, greg eckler & orin isaacs.

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tingly hands, vibrating body, loopy lightheadedness... and not in the good way. anxiety is a mothereffer but man, is there strength in numbers.

with special guests: @theoftenunseen, @justbreathemama, @allyse_has_anxiety & shan.

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this will come as no surprise. i love words. especially the good ones.

with special guest: @aceisjoy.

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one sweater, brown cords, a rain jacket, hiking boots, birkenstocks, dress, a bunch of tshirts, shorts & a 'let's go europe'. that's all i packed & it's all i needed.

with special guests: @bcraiganderson, @jonodowler, @haleyy.bee, @samanthajhall, @baybargy.

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valentine’s day. you either love it or hate it. for a sweet little calendar date all about love, It’s kind of a hot button topic. my valentine's story may not be what you think. plus stories about love, roses & being stood up in the 5th grade.

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with special guests: @beautifully.monica, @oleander_floral_design, @jonodowler, @davelembke & berenike.

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we talk university life, big cities, small towns, road trips & how jay went from counting pills to hosting one of the biggest shows on TSN.

my special guest: @jayonrait

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yep. i forgot stuff again. here's some stories i failed to mention in episodes 22-40. 

& this is the final episode of season 1! thanks for being here. 

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well 2020. that was it. the year that nothing & everything happened. 

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with special guests: @cloudydayclothing_, @beardedbakerto, @ms.rush, @poplarandbirch, @handldtoronto, @torrensjonathan.

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the holidays can be a giant jumble of feelings. funny, sad, heartsick, wonderful. this episode has a little bit of all of it. 

love to everyone. 

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with special guests: @jennytryanskycoaching, @pattigrileyatthelake, @_angelayoung_, @schaaptop & @mbesworth.

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music's so nice, i had to talk about it twice. this time it's music festivals & life-changing performances, the lessons learned when writing songs & the year's top artists, with a tip of the hat to nostalgia & remembering the gift that was lilith fair.

 with special guests: @ericaehm, @mattawells, @hannsung, @parkdalepanther & @billwelychka.

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