I haven't been feeling the greatest physically lately, and I am hoping soon I will know what is going on. It's 2020, though, and we don't know the answers or reasons why to a lot of things.

I've accomplished a lot this week, and it feels so good to know all that I was able to do; I feel so much more confident in myself, and I know that I am worthy - but just remember - you've gotta take it day by day.

In my life, I feel like I am the only one that believes in all that I am capable of - and while it is hard and painful - I also know that all I need is myself to do that. Also, my TV list. It's. Just. Never. Ending.

Well, I got my car running...somewhat, but it's better than it not running at all. I got the restraining order granted against my neighbor, but there's still an eviction process...which is taking forever. And then, we've got this horrible season of "Big Brother All-Stars..." but at least we got a season at all this year. You see how things could always be worse?

I feel as though I'm nearly drowning; social media has just been shitty, the world is still crumbling, and I feel like I've got nowhere to run and no one to turn to in these times. It's literally all just one step, moment, day, and week at a time.

Giving my thoughts on this season's Big Brother All-Stars so far - I also got the restraining order against my neighbor - update on that.

I give some insight on how I deal with living with Asperger's, and I also give some facts, symptoms, and ways you can help those you love that may also be struggling with Autism. Also, I state some (somewhat) good news at the end - more on that on the next episode!

Ben Opala and I catch up after nearly 10 years, and we discuss topics that are on our minds and reminisce on the past.

Change in plans from what I originally wanted to do today, but I just wanted to check in and say hello. Hope everyone is okay.

I've ben coping with a lot, but I'm going to be okay. Just talking a bit about what's been happening.