Vanessa’s Lack Thereof

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Me talking about behaving childish, having fun and it pissing people off generally 😬🤷🏽‍♀️🙆🏽‍♀️💁🏽‍♀️

I’ve got Tenacious D in my brain because I keep saying “the mucky muck”🤓 Anywho I am talking about how I’m still taking actions despite my mental being off as well as my emotions. Doing a better job of overcoming in general despite my goofy ass and I’m grateful for it. Just believing it’s all gonna work out for mine and all highest goods.😎🙏🏾💗🧿

Don’t listen to this. I just get emo, triggered, and upset as fuck. I realize the common denominator seems to be me so I must be the problem as per usu. Oh well, at least it’s all uphill from here 🫠😵‍💫🫥

Testing testing… oh shit, is this thing on right now?

I’ve missed a few days recording and here I am discussing that. Proud that it’s only been a few days when it’s usually months (4-6) at a time. Progress is progress no matter how small and even if it’s not the progress I want to see. All great things take time to cultivate and I am no exception. Even though it can seem hopeless I’ve got to believe it will be worth it and come together in the end.

An episode where I am highly aware of my baby bitch behavior and am challenging myself to stay the course regardless. Eventually I’ll figure things out and thrive or I won’t and I’ll have to pivot and redirect my course. Either way, I am going to give my best efforts.

An episode where I speak on being in the middle, judged, laughed at, and underestimated. What else is new right? Still I keep trying and moving forward regardless of how bleak it may all seem. I know great things are on my horizon and I will keep behaving that way until I can’t anymore (because I’m dead and gone). Staying on my toes 🙋🏽‍♀️🫶🏾

Rich coming from me I know. But hear me out. I’m talking about doing you in a responsible, loving manner. You can do what you want, enjoy yourself and take precautions.

An episode of a rocky incident I had with my nephew at a swap meet that got me thinking 🤔