Just doing some reflecting today and looking at the baskets I want to put more of my eggs in!

I'd been quietly removing a pump each day, trying to regulate my nervy system (& boobies) into not pumping anymore.

Breastfeeding/pumping/mixed feeding comes with so much extra baggage as the Mother of the Vampire, no matter how logically you think about it, it still hits you in your worthiness centre sore spots.

The Master, Louie, is no longer a Vampire and this was his last bottle of my breast milk.

And so, marks the end of my breastfeeding/milking journey.

I got my first period. It makes me feel like I'm another step closer to "going back to normal" and it makes me uncomfortable because I feel so far from "normal"

Something new I'm trying because my relationship is taking a hit postpartum - being selfless in the name of being selfish.

Following episodes #262 and #266 this episode is part three of Vampire Louie's Birth Story: about developing anxiety and my breastfeeding journey.

Coming at you from a neutral place where "I don't feel like a person"

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I have taken Vampire Louie on two outings BY MYSELF! I was anxious and scared but I did it anyway!

Following episode #262 this episode is part two of Vampire Louie's Birth Story: the two days at the Birthing Unit and coming home. I will have to do part three about developing anxiety and my breastfeeding journey.

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