Weird little song with crunchy bass and synth pads featuring words I wrote a few years ago - something about these paradoxes of creativity - the simultaneous burning fires calling us to create, while also fearing to do so. At least, for me it's been a process of allowing myself to get swept into the flow, to let myself get excited by creating. It's like, you need to shake off that "proper" costume keeping me contained to just..create what comes through.
And just as paradoxically, this song is actually quite contained, following the structure of the software. And I love that is it my nerodivergent/autistic traits that just love this order, this combination of structure + flow? I can appreciate more "freeform" expression in others, but notice myself often leaning in towards this simple structure..
Another expression of ordered chaos, I guess.
And so, this is another song that turned into an introspective process. :D
› Lyrics‹ Lyrics
Go go go
No more dancing slow
If I stop I'm gonna drop
afraid to flop
but I still have to
go
Don't want to break this crazy flow
Even though I'll be the first to say "take it slow"
I'll also be the first to break my own rules
Can't help this mouth that always drools
Nothing left to loose
Means I come loose
(The screws come loose)
But I'll find them again
But I don't know whose
I'll get there someday
But I don't know why and I don't know why and I don't know why...
And it really doesn't matter in the end
The endless journey in
is my best friend.
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