I have finally touched upon the subject of "The Universe."

It is a quintessential force that flows through us all. It determines what our next path will be like, the adversities we face. and, if you do stuff right, how positive your next outcome will be.

The title explains it all

This is a topic that I have just began pondering and researching...and this is what I have gathered thus far.

It took me a long time, primarily after the fact, to recognize and realize what my "Shadow Side" truly is.

Check it out, and reflect on yourself.

As I re-immerse myself into the podcast world, I must own up to my own fallacies and infrequencies of what I have lost, gained, lost again, etcetera, etcetera. Fuck, what a mindfuck.

I have finally returned. Surely not begun anew, in a wonderful place! No...quite from a place of feeling small, unloved, unheard, uncared for...But, if I may repair one...less unheard? So...My entire "love history," told from a true INFP, who, at age 33, is still feeling misunderstood in this world. Here I am, in all of my ugliness. 

Many individuals could be defined as "People Pleasers." 

Something in your past...maybe a parental figure...acted towards you in a way that said YOU WEREN'T ENOUGH. So now you spend your precious free time on the attempt to make others happy, sacrificing your own needs. It is OKAY to say no sometimes!

iF THIS IS YOUR FIRST EPISODE, Omg go back like -2-3 epsodes and I promsie you, the qualiy si good tjere

Rule of thumb: Don't attempt to make meaningful recording whilst you are tired and inebriated. ... Drunk and exhausted, I discuss how social anxiety shaped my life, and what it is. 'Nuff said. ... Thank you for listening to this crap...means the world to me, guys. I am not alone (???).

I spontaneously recorded my feelings about understanding other people for who they are...

I am realizing that right now, in 2022, mental health self-care is a trend. I want to say, with all disclosure and honesty, I did not start my podcast (my LEGACY) to jump on a bandwagon. Thanks for hearing me out. ALSO I apologize for the stuttering. I was not alone while recording this, and that sometimes makes me self-conscious, resulting in faster speech and increased stuttering.

- Shevvy