When the things that used to excite you suddenly feel flat, empty, or meaningless, it can feel terrifying. But according to Alan Watts, this experience may not be a collapse… it may be the beginning of awakening.

In this episode, we explore Watts’ profound perspective on why losing joy is not always a sign of depression, but often a signal that your old identity, old desires, and old motivations are falling away.

When you begin to see through the illusions of pleasure, the endless search for stimulation, distraction, and temporary highs, the joys that once worked no longer satisfy you. This can feel like a crisis, but in reality, it’s a transition: a doorway into deeper awareness.

What you’ll explore in this episode:
• Why the loss of joy can be a spiritual shift rather than emotional decline
• The difference between pleasure, excitement, and true inner contentment
• How the collapse of old joys reveals the truth about the “pleasure game”
• Why emptiness is not an ending, but an opening
• What remains when the seeking stops
• How to sit with the flatness without forcing yourself to feel differently
• Why you cannot return to the old version of yourself and why you don’t need to

This is the uncomfortable but transformative space between who you were and who you’re becoming. And in this stillness, something deeper begins to emerge.