Lots of folks are struggling with many parts of their lives.
I want you to know that you are NOT alone, you are in good company, and things CAN get better, there are lots of resources out there for you to get help. Life is a journey and its a challenging one, don't think that folks have it easier than you, most likely have it more difficult than you..either way..it does not matter at all, its your journey and you have 2 options, to let it bring you down or use it to motivate you.