“I felt like I was sort of drifting along as something besides human, like I had stepped onto another planet inside my head.”

Producers: Whit Missildine

Episode Summary: A man haunted by an early childhood trauma finally establishes his own identity only to be sideswiped by another unwanted, shocking exposure. 

This episode featured Michael McAllister. He's a writer working on a book-length memoir, and you can find out more about him at his blog, dogpoet.com, or on Instagram at @dogpoetmike.

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Content/Trigger Warnings: sexual assault, child molestation, suicidal ideation, terminal illness, explicit language

Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper

Music Bed: “Cylinder Four/Five” – Chris Zabriskie

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