Through studying the names of God, we understand our God is a personal God. In the past 9 devotionals, we’ve seen 10 names and we now know so much more about our God.

As YHWH, God has revealed himself to be so near that he’s our very breath.

We now have 10 names for God, each that reveal his character, his power and his heart towards us. Have you been using these names in your conversations with him? Have you been calling on him by specific name according to how you need him to show up for you? He promises to respond.

Now, we go even deeper. Beyond these 10 names, we read of dozens of other names given to God by people in the Bible who have had a personal encounter with him. The names they give God define how they’ve met him and what he has done for them. And my friend, if God did something for them, he can do something for you. What he did then, he can do today. We’re in relationship with the same God of the Bible.

In Malachi 3:6, God says, “I am the LORD, and I do not change.” God showed up for people personally in the stories in your Bible, and he can and will show up for you personally now.

Remember that as we study the names of God given by other people in scripture – he’s revealing what he did for them personally and what he can do for even YOU personally. He is the same God and he hasn’t changed. He has a personal encounter waiting for you too.

One person in scripture who had a very personal encounter with God is Hagar. Yes, a woman. In these times, a woman was a second-class citizen. She didn’t have rights. She didn’t have her own life. She was completely dependent on the man of the family to care for her. And for a woman, if there was no man to care for her, she was in a truly desperate situation.

Hagar didn’t have a man, she was only used by a man. (Perhaps you can relate.) But Hagar wasn’t only used by a man, she was used by everyone in her entire life to get what they wanted. She was a totally unimportant character in everyone else’s story.

Have you ever felt that way? Like you’re not important enough for your own dreams, your own desires, or your own story. Like you’re stuck in the story of someone else and you’re always just along for the ride. Like the life you live isn’t your own. Like you’re forever forgotten – forever overlooked – forever unimportant.

That was Hagar – that was her life and that was her story. In Genesis 16, Hagar was the slave of a woman named Sarah. Sarah was the wife of Abraham. They were a couple who had been unable to have children, and now in their old age, they had lost all hope for the family they so badly wanted. That’s wasn’t Hagar’s fault or Hagar’s problem – but she became their solution. Hagar’s boss lady, Sarah, decided she would use Hagar to give her the baby she had always wanted. Sarah sent her husband Abraham to sleep with Hagar, and so she became pregnant.

It wasn’t love. It was ownership. Sarah owned Hagar, and Hagar’s body was used to get what she wanted.

This wasn’t Hagar’s choice. It wasn’t her dream. It wasn’t her plan. But it became her life as she was used in someone’s else’s story.

While Hagar is pregnant, Sarah begins to treat her so harshly that Hagar finally runs away. Now remember, where they are is surrounded by nothing but wilderness. Running away was a sure death sentence. There was no water, no food, and no help beyond the borders of their city. But Hagar was so desperate for something different that she runs. And there, in the wilderness, the Lord sent an angel to find her, care for her, and redirect her back home. And it was there, for the first time in Hagar’s entire life that she felt personally seen. There, she gives God the name El Ro’i.

Genesis 16:13, “You are El Ro’i”. In Hebrew El is “God”, and Ro’i is “who sees me”.

El Ro’i – The God who sees me.

El Ro’i meets us in the moments we didn’t plan, the plans we didn’t want, and the reality we didn’t think God could be in. And right there, when life has been unfair, when the story isn’t the one you wanted, God says, “I SEE YOU, MY GIRL.”

To everyone else, Hagar was unimportant and discarded. To everyone else she was someone to be used for their own gain. But to God, she was worth pursuing, worth rescuing, worth restoring, and worth giving hope for the future. For the one absolutely no one else valued, El Ro’i, the God who sees, personally saw her and declared she mattered.

You know where God sees you clearest – in the places you never wanted to be. In the places where you are trying to run away. In the places where you hurt and feel lost. God’s eye is on YOU. (Remember he leaves the 99 to find the 1 who is lost and struggling – YES HE SEES YOU IN THAT STRUGGLE).

Here in this place in the wilderness, where Hagar is running away, pregnant, alone, mistreated and hopeless, God meets her. If that’s the place you’re in, this is the perfect place to be found by El Ro’i! You see, he’s not the God who waits for you to figure it all out and get it together – he’s the God who meets you in the mess and calls you back to his plans for your future. Yes, the Shepherd who brings the lost sheep back home again.

The Lord says to Hagar, “Return home and I will give you more descendants than you can count.” He’s not only comforting her in her pain, but he’s giving her direction and promise. He’s giving her an identity where she’s never had one before. When God sees you, that’s what happens – you get direction to your destiny!

I may not know where it is you feel overlooked, but I know we all feel that way at times. We work so hard and no one notices. Our efforts aren’t applauded or appreciated. The good things sometimes seem to happen for everyone else – and where does that leave us. Oh let me tell you where that leaves you – that leaves you SEARCHED OUT AND SEEN BY EL RO’I!!!! And you have no idea how important that really is. Girl, if I see you, that won’t change your life. I might be able to encourage you for a moment, give you a hug, or make you smile, but that’s temporary – if God sees you, your whole life changes. And may I remind you, HE SEES YOU!

He sees what they did to you. He sees how you were left out. He sees how you were used. He sees how it wasn’t fair to you. He sees how that made you feel. He sees how that made you question your worth. God sees you when you’re running and he calls you to QUIT RUNNING NOW. Honey, you can’t outrun the God who sees you.

The angel of the Lord says to Hagar, “Where have you come from and where are you going?” Did he ask because he didn’t know? Of course not. He asked because Hagar needed to stop running and realize while she knew what she was running from (her mean boss lady Sarah and this life she didn’t want) – she had no idea what she was running to. The question is helping her see she’s running without thinking, without a future and without hope. God is helping her see the path she is on isn’t leading anywhere good.

Lord, if any of your girls listening today are running – stop them. For real, stop them right now in their tracks. You see them where they are at this moment – meet them there and stop them. Help them to see the path they’re on and where it’s leading. Help them to stop running and surrender to you. You are the God who meets us when we’re running and calls us back to the future you have for us. Call her back now, El Ro’i.

God told Hagar to go back. Yes, go back where life was hard but where there was purpose. Listen now – what is God telling you to do now? Will you listen for him? Will you stop running? Will you obey?

Here in the wilderness, God appeared to Hagar. The wilderness where nothing else was there for her – God was there for her. This was the place of his appearance. If you’re in your wilderness, will you ask God for his appearance? He may not radically change your situation, but he will change you – that’s always bigger and better.

Hagar returned home where she had that baby and then she saw God’s bigger plans unfold for her future. She went home knowing one thing for sure – El Ro’i, the God who sees her, had a future for her!

If you feel stuck in a story that’s not your own – call on El Ro’i.

God wants to meet you in what you’ve been running from.

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