A Letter For Sally

By Hailey

Honestly, my brain is too full. This podcast is a place for all of my deepest thoughts and dreams. This podcast is diary entries from a chronically online and obsessive woman.... more

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November 27, 2021 finding my perfect life part 2 (11:31 AM) 11/21/21
Sometimes I get tired of being introspective of constantly picking apart my life but that is what this podcast is its my journal with my darkest secrets and truths and I feel bad for anyone who stumbles across it and feels like why is this girl sharing her life
Writing has become so fun for me and I wonder why I didnt start doing it sooner I am not good at it but I love it living my little so small life and hanging on to themes and ideas that make me want to think.
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November 27, 2021 finding my perfect life (10:43 AM) 11/21/21
I tried to explain it to my friend I guess in a more palatable way that I had lost my virginity that night and she just seemed so disgusted in me and that just made me hurt even more I couldn’t look at sex the same after that it felt like a gross game nothing pleasurable and my perfect life probably includes no sexual activity at all because I think that situation ruined my life I feel like everything that has ruined my life has been me being so desperate for love.
So maybe my ideal life has platonic love instead of romantic maybe my ideal life has no men im so mysogynistic sometimes
My life isn’t ideal right now honestly but ill let you know if I ever get there.
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7min
November 24, 2021 Donald Glover Changed My Life | Par-asocial Relationships Impact on Teenagers
“Parasocial relationships are one-sided relationships, where one person extends emotional energy, interest and time, and the other party, the persona, is completely unaware of the other's existence. ... Parasocial relationships are cultivated by the media to resemble face-to-face relationships.”
I think I think I have an addictive personality.
When I was a teenager I became super obsessed with Childish Gambino or Donald Glover I was on Spotify it was the winter of 2015 and I was looking for music I've always had this like gate keepy obsession knowing something before someone else knows it knowing something Underground and it's so weird and I'm so inclined to do it and when I found him i FELT like I had found someone who understood me who was speaking my language who made me feel seen and now I look at him completely differently
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7min
November 20, 2021 I am a hypochondriac | all the things on my brain this week
i feel so lazy i’m trying to find my ideal job it’s like what do i want to do i want to be happy with my job but does it have to be my dream job maybe it’s just the area i live in ? i like my job i like designing but is it my passion or do i just not like working a 9-5 so it’s seriously making me hate it but i’m scared go try to change careers low because is that even what i want to do in ten years you know?
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17min
November 17, 2021 Online Dating and How Social Media and The Internet Has Made Us Incapable of Most Human Interaction | Confronting my Internalized Misogyny and Biphobia
I think im starting to come to terms with just being alone and I feel like alone is not even the right word just independent and not in the im better because im not dependent on someone else way in the “ that’s just the way it is” song reference way and not because im not worthy honestly just because sometimes you don’t want to put in that effort
I don’t want to sound like a pick me but like im not in the mood to put on a show and try to make myself seem desirable to anyone
I wear makeup for myself and I don’t judge anyone for doing what I said previously but maybe that’s just what makes me gay doing all of these things in hopes to find a partner seems like a show to me like a facade its not something that I would do anyways
Growing up I was the mean pick me friend the one who embarrassed her friend in front of boys Because I was jealous I would always be sad when my friends liked boys that I liked or hide it but I think it all waters down to the lack of attention
You never hear people admitting to. Being the bad guy you never hear how those people grow and was definitely the bad guy a bully not a good friend not a good person mean
I don’t know why there’s no one to blame its all on me but what I can say is I deeply regret it and I’ve changed and learned so much
I saw a tiktok recently about how you can’t change peoples opinions on you and how they remember you you will always remember someone as how they were when you last saw them not realizing how much self growth they could’ve had I saw ANOTHER tiktok (someone please take the app from me)
About how its easy to forget that everyone is in their own movie behind each window that you can see into someone has their own battles their own people characters and its hard to realize that
I guess what I am saying is be yourself and not care about others as a former villain and everyone is a villain in someones story I think I could say that I spent so much time worrying about tother peoples opinions of me that I failed to care about how my awful decisions impacted them
I hope I can look back on these podcasts in a few years and feel like I have grown shit maybe ill go back to therapy! But until then see you next time :)
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10min
November 13, 2021 west virginia needs our help but i don’t think i can do it | unpopular opinions
who interferes here how do they receive help? is it common for states to fluctuate in terms of education and health and stuff? i’m so sad this shortage of teachers or workers of help i am extremely worried about the youth.

I always like the most hated character on tv shows maybe its my inner villain coming out
I feel like I’ve either heard this or it haunts my dreams its like hollywoods deletion of the black woman for years you never saw actual black people on the screen and it is still happening you see it in grownish and gossip girl where are the black people! It is damaging on society that Is why you see these videos of little black girls calling themselves and their black hair ugly they never see it glorified anywhere!
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28min
November 06, 2021 The Beauty Standard Has Destroyed Me
And I think it all goes back to the beauty standard and European beauty standards that as a black woman I don’t possess but knowing that a skinny frail frame is what everyone thinks is beautiful and this straight hair is what everyone perceives as beautiful and knowing that I will never be that as a dark skin, plus size, curly haired woman that just not who I am
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7min
November 03, 2021 Bazzi’s Debut Album is Amazing and Should Be Discussed! | A Perfect Debut Album
The post production of this album makes you feel like you are literally flying in space. I was introduced to Bazzi after mine went famous and tana mongeau and Imari staurt sang it and had it on repeat for weeks when I went to hear more of his music I was in shock his entire album was good it was so crazy. I heard this album at the perfect time in my life I was a shit show like always but it was sophomore year in college and I had moved out of my dorm into a solo dorm and began to self isolate this album was honestly my rock which is so sad but so true!!
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14min
October 30, 2021 Birth Control Is Evil, Black Girl Hairstyles, Squid Game Thoughts, and YT Mommies
so first of all I got my hair done today I got crochet faux locs and I had this like breakdown about how weird it was going to be to go back to work with 24 inch extensions in my hair because
I've been walking around with my natural hair and my hair in a blown-out frizzy bun and I was just thinking about how like switching up your hair styles has always been like this thing for me that freaks me out I'm a taurus I'm so keen on not changing things
I remember when I was in high school I would wear clip in hair extensions and I would keep them in at all times
I had to wash them out during the week weekend and put them right back in
I had to make sure I had them in like there's a thing about turn around if you don’t want people to see you without your hair like you wanted it to like make sense in their brains
and that such a toxic way of thinking and it's so harmful to black women and men because I'm sitting here with this hair that I chose to put in my head I wanted to have extensions I'm protecting my natural hair why am I caring about other people's opinions and like optics and how they view me?
Birth Control
White Supremacy and Black Hair
Squid Game
Youtube Family Vloggers
Anti depressants Seasonal Depression
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14min
October 24, 2021 People Make Me Sick, I Think | Living Alone In Your Twenties both Necessary and Isolating
There is a push for settling down. It's something instilled in you as a child and it drives me up a wall. As a woman that likes to be alone (when its not forced) has awful social anxiety (it’s crippling) i still find myself yearning for a partner specifically male even though i am definitely pansexual its so problematic but true ive heard about lesbians unlearning the obsession of the male gaze and their internalized homophobia and i feel like i suffer from that to an extent. Why do I feel like I need a partner? I have a job. I pay bills. I have more than one streaming service. I have some hobbies. What else do I need? I know I don't need a partner but I want one. But why? I feel like my ideal partner is a friend. Someone who enjoys big brother and is obsessed with music but i feel like my brain mistakes those two… As women we often treat our platonic friendships as a partnership without the sexual attraction and attention. Why can’t we be content with just having friends? Or maybe the real question is why can’t i?
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13min

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How many episodes does A Letter For Sally have?

The podcast currently has 280 episodes available.