Bcomingundone

Bcomingundone

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Bcomingundone episodes

  • Spanda- I sing-I am the vibrational expression of Source.
    I, today, just discovered the word, "spanda" and I wept. I am a vibration connecting with others that vibrate. I am also in search for deeper sexual vibrational connections.
    I am vibrating today in my body. 
    I also just discovered a song that moved me to sing. Interestingly, at 57 seconds in the song file, play partner messages me, and before my laugh you can audibly 'hear' my heart space... the noise I make is my heart space vibrating and this is a sound I repeatedly make and likely in all of these recordings. This is interesting to me, hearing my feelings vibrating in my body. 
    Also a joke I thought of this morning while being in body.
    10 min
  • After Play: Sex Love Relationships- shedding old stories
    As thoughts continue trying to create a "we" out of a play dynamic, I remind mind this is not love, it's a body experience. Remind heart space I am without want, this is what I can love and love myself for giving me this experience. This healthy manipulation, my attachment to the play, gives me the arena to heal my old stories about sex and love and relationships. I am looking into another audio source to share my explicit stories since Spotify changed their terms.
    11 min
  • Breaking Up With An Illusion, Ego, Concept of Person- why the hurt?
    It's a soul splitting experience observing my ego and removing my concept of me as a person to just be with an experience void of a particular outcome; it's an alone feeling experience.
    My trauma brain loops the same neural pathway; it has taken me quite a few loops and am sensing I am releasing. Heartbreaking me back to Source, I am breaking up with my perception and disillusion of my potential I encased tightly around our dynamic. 
    Old stories resurfaced about being too much. The ceiling on the dynamic reaffirmed for my brain. I had a taste for sacred sex, again maybe my potential, nonetheless I was awakened to wanting this experience even more so. I am still in search of a deep emotional and sexual connection bringing conscious space for perceptions and interpretations of one another to align more closely with of our own concept of self, yet remain as observers.
    I bring receptivity to the masculine in search for the masculine to hold safe space for my expansion.
    19 min
  • As You Are- loss and ego
    My spidey sense was correct- attachment style anxious triggered abandonment trauma fears realized. Meditation- Mooji quotes. Play partner shared a poem, I read. ASMR
    27 min
  • Deep In A Trough- attachment style
    Spidey sense is up and/or anxious style has been triggered. Practicing temperance, thoughtful consideration, step away and rest. Why does my nose inflame after sobbing? To keep things out while I'm getting rid of stuff going through my feelings.
    20 min
  • Porn Burns.

    My dys'fun'ctional relationship with porn. The porn I like. Addictive. Was hurting, still hurts but I use it less and now try to biohack for dopamine hits and to ease away from codependent thoughts/feelings on real people; but doesn't work, I feel bad still after. 

    Also a listener reached out me to answer my October 12th episode question, when do men connect emotionally? He was also inspired to have his own podcast! Makes my heart happy :) And if you're also into ASMR, he has one of those voices! When I get his permission, I will update with a link.

    22 min
  • NRE is fake: potential projections about potential

    ERE is where it's at..."I got two turntables and a microphone"

    ERE established relationship energy. 

    I'm in a trough. Experiencing sadness. Thoughts of inadequacy; I'm not enough and too much- the drama of it all. 

    Yet through my experiencing sadness I will then place feelings into my body what soft cock growing hard under me having a shared experiencing of giving and receiving love feels like!

    My visual: the key is in front of me but I'm so focused on 'finding' it under rocks, I can't 'see' it. 

    ASMR...I get a little meditative like and relaxing!



    24 min
  • Be Here Now. I am. I am now, asmr. Ram Dass.

    While in isolation awaiting covid results, I am suffering a 'heavy' headache, chills, sweating, sore throat and extreme fatigue- I dialed down inward to read and meditate for about 12 hours. Little contact with others, but messaged my friend that brought my awareness of this book that I read from during this episode, a message to him I was in a beautiful self care day. 

    I thank all of my teachers...I see your light (and our dark), I thank you for keeping me lit and my cup full!

    No editing. Raw reading. Asmr style. A few chuckles and some tears, I pause to sob and pause to obtain pronunciations for words as to not distract from the asmr quality. 

    I am sensing my sadhana is underway~

    38 min
  • I am. I have. I am experiencing: illness, Covid, fear, hot sexual connection, ex, and a buzz!

    I'm not feeling well. The future, small communities. I'm seeking a new pod. I am a good 'home maker' as good girl conditioning has taught me. I am a master at nothing in home econ but....I got some worship skills. You: a piece of land on one side and Me: my 28 ft class A on the other side. we could send smoke signals when we want a visit! 

    I could use a quarantine friend! Send email, messages, well wishes, a hello will do :) [email protected] 


    Thank you for being here.


    17 min

About Bcomingundone

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was a desperate housewife without sex for almost 9 years until a 20 something cub through gaming woke me up! Now rediscovering sex through BDSM.

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