Bcomingundone

Listening to my funk playlist, Prince, of course pops up and as always I have to stop and get into my feelz whenever I hear Purple Rain. I have to stop and respect the feelings in my body that hearing this song produces! Also give thanks to his spirit for the creativity and gift of his shining light so others may shine also. I seek out memories or create fantasies; this song gets to me in a lovely, explorative, slow delicious way. 

ASMR style reading may delete so "enjoy while it's up" 

Thank you for being here~

Deep meditation regurgitation, a thought I had after meditating this morning, then lighten the fuck up with 24 seconds of me trying to beatbox...yo. oy!

a bit of ASMR style, a quickie!

Thanks for being here~

I am not without hope as much as I want to be free from attachments. My dynamic is hurting, I am ready to shut the door completely on all men unable to heal self. I am hoping. I want to feel my feeling in front of a man, without judgement; maybe I can heal and return. Lots of crying of course, I don't want a cuddle, just for a man to hold space for me without being dismissive of me and my feelings. Vulnerable. Thank you for being here. I may delete this episode. 

Episode 25? 

Poetry reading "Heal Self- no one's cumming, no help." Small introduction to possible paid content, "Anatomy of a bad play session". My heart is currently hurting...asmr like reading of my poem.

As I am becoming more self aware I am seeing my short 'cummings' and noticing my pool of people growing smaller. Please send conscious cock and help heal me!

Slight asmr style. 

Song background, Peeping Tom's "Five Seconds" musical reawakening brought on by a healer, I still enjoy you.