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Divine forced timeout, I'm on a journey healing my sexual orgasmic self; my thoughts, feelings and sensations around men. I had a no touch experience with another and an erotic touch class where all my body and I asked for was to have my hair brushed by a man. I listened to my body not wanting sexual touch nor give sexual touch- felt good to listen to my heart when possibly my sexual being desired for more. Perhaps this is a gentle union within me: my firey sexual almost insatiable being meeting my gentle heart. I recommend Dodson book Sex For One.
Spiraled into unhealthy activities. Terrible background noise in the neighborhood. So maybe less will listen anyhow.
I fell back into being servant to thoughts. Stuttered a bit.
I would like to have space for us to divulge our shadow monsters and still hold other. I'm hurting from sexual trauma in need of ass'istance healing, maybe my cock worship is projection. I would love and fear for a man to hold space for me to be with my sexual body. I refuse to be jaded. Compassion and sympathy for men having to suppress their feelings.
DBT card reading to help your emotional/mental well being, for me, and for you.
Thanks for being here~
The song Wrapped Around Your Finger, by The Police played in my mind while waking this morning. At first I thought this was about my current D/s relationship but realize it's deeper...the tables have turned, servant becomes the Master!
Come listen to this and my tics as I become more aware as I anal'ize this song!
Thanks for being here~
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