Crying Behind Sunglasses with Keila Dolle
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  • Transforming Trauma into Art with Christina Elizabeth Smith

    Actress, visual artist, and Keila’s dear friend Christina Elizabeth Smith is on the show to share how she’s turned her trauma into meaning. Christina talks about how she’s tied her suffering to a larger mission and how her real-life experiences as a survivor of sexual assault informed her performance on NCIS New Orleans. She shares how chanting meditations have helped her heal and process trauma, and using painting as a form of therapy. Keila and Christina also talk about the power of community, and why reaching out and not hiding yourself (especially when you’re in pain) will help you nurture yourself and heal.

    Today on Crying Behind Sunglasses:

    • How Christina uses painting and art as therapy
    • The way Christina ties her suffering to a larger mission to make it have meaning
    • The way her real-life experiences informed her performance on NCIS
    • Chanting meditations to help move trauma & energy through the body
    • The power of language: being a survivor vs. a victim
    • Surrounding yourself with nurturing energy & being discerning in who you spend time around
    • How we as a community can better support survivors of sexual assault


    Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod

    Follow Christina Elizabeth Smith: @christinaelizabethsmith + @amrtaart

    This show is sponsored by BetterHelp. Get 10% off your first month of online counseling at https://www.betterhelp.com/cryingbehindpod

    Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review!

    Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com

    1 hr 5 min
  • Discovering Identity Through Dungeons & Dragons with Riley Silverman

    Comedian Riley Silverman is on the show to talk about finding herself through Dungeons and Dragons and her experience as a trans woman. Riley reveals how through storytelling and role-playing, she was able to explore her identity in a safe space, and shares why it’s important to give yourself space to explore your identity and sexuality without attaching to specific labels.

    Today on Crying Behind Sunglasses:

    • How Riley’s creativity is fueled by playing Dungeons & Dragons
    • Role-playing as a way to explore your gender identity & sexuality
    • Exploring identities & sexuality without attaching to labels
    • Riley’s experience as a trans woman before vs. during the pandemic
    • Executive dysfunction, ADHD, and finishing projects
    • Tips for decluttering your home & staying sane while working from home


    Follow host Keila Dolle: @keiladolle // @cryingbehindpod

    Follow Riley Silverman: @rileysilverman + Ripley Improv

    Referenced book: Unf*ck Your Habitat

    This show is sponsored by BetterHelp. Get 10% off your first month of online counseling at https://www.betterhelp.com/cryingbehindpod

    Be sure to follow Crying Behind Sunglasses on your podcast app and leave a review!

    Episode guides and more info: www.cryingbehindpod.com

    1 hr 11 min
  • Mamba Mentality with Brent Pella
    Brent Pella is a stand-up comedian and host of The Brent Pella Show ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-brent-pella-show/id1499765674 ) ! His comedy sketches, celebrity impressions, and parody music videos have over 50 million views online, being best known for his impressions of Eminem, The Rock, and ‘Young Jamie’ from the Joe Rogan podcast. Today, Katy and Brent talk about comedy and politics, cancel culture, and doing everything in life at 100%. Brent shares what it was like to work with Kobe Bryant at basketball camp, and why Kobe’s “Mamba Mentality” was so powerful and impactful on the people around him. Brent also shares his morning routine, how quarantine made him more intentional with his time, and why we need to normalize changing our minds.
    Today on Crying Behind Sunglasses:
    * Mamba Mentality: doing everything in your life at 100%
    * What it was like to work at basketball camp with Kobe Bryant
    * The divisiveness of politics & the labeling of comedians
    * Killing trolls with niceness and promoting positivity online
    * Time management & what quarantine taught Brent about himself
    * Cancel culture and expectations for people who get canceled
    This show is supported by :
    * BetterHelp | Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/cryingbehindpod ( https://www.betterhelp.com/start/?go=true&gor=start%C2%AC_found%3D1&transaction_id=1024a2c0b8611f1dce0637e682429a&utm_campaign=123&utm_content=&utm_medium=Desktop&utm_source=affiliate&utm_term=cryingbehindpod )
    Follow Brent:
    * Instagram: @brentpella ( https://www.instagram.com/brentpella/ ) ; @brentsfood ( https://www.instagram.com/brentsfood/ )
    * Website: brentpella.com ( https://brentpella.com/ )
    * Podcast: The Brent Pella Show ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-brent-pella-show/id1499765674 )
    * YouTube: Brent Pella ( https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4khWMmMODpHD0Bt-6HPO2A )
    Connect with Katy:
    * Podcast Instagram: @cryingbehindpod ( https://www.instagram.com/cryingbehindpod/ )
    * Katy’s Instagram: @katydolle ( https://www.instagram.com/katydolle/?hl=en )
    * Episode Guide: cryingbehindpod.com ( https://www.cryingbehindpod.com/ )
    * Facebook Group: Crying Behind Sunglasses ( https://www.facebook.com/groups/cryingbehindpod )
    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions ( http://soulfireproductionsco.com/ )
    1 hr 2 min
  • Good Grief with Lauren-Blair Donovan
    Lauren-Blair Donovan is a comedian, puppeteer, and host of the YouTube series “ Good Grief ( https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLiwunn0lESwvUx5n6kWb1lzTydQymIjPD ) ” and “ Raquel's Buzzkill Blvd ( https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLiwunn0lESws6rWmPjFRPDprjS9D0uCek ).” Today, you’ll hear Lauren-Blair’s story of how she’s learned to cope with the death of her parents, and gives insight into being a friend to someone who is grieving. She explores why we need to normalize the conversation around death, and how she’s using puppetry to tackle difficult topics. This episode is a beautiful reminder that there are no wrong emotions, and that the best way out is through.
    Today on Crying Behind Sunglasses:
    * Normalizing the conversation around death
    * How to be a friend to someone who is grieving
    * There are no wrong emotions & how to process your feelings
    * How Lauren-Blair got into puppetry
    * Using puppetry for emotional topics & dark comedy
    This show is supported by :
    * BetterHelp | Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/cryingbehindpod ( https://www.betterhelp.com/start/?go=true&gor=start%C2%AC_found%3D1&transaction_id=1024a2c0b8611f1dce0637e682429a&utm_campaign=123&utm_content=&utm_medium=Desktop&utm_source=affiliate&utm_term=cryingbehindpod )
    Follow Lauren:
    * Instagram: @blairosaurus_rex ( https://www.instagram.com/blairosaurus_rex/?hl=en )
    * YouTube: Hardy Har Har Comedy ( https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXZcYruNcfslid1g1rL42RA )
    Connect with Katy:
    * Podcast Instagram: @cryingbehindpod ( https://www.instagram.com/cryingbehindpod/ )
    * Katy’s Instagram: @katydolle ( https://www.instagram.com/katydolle/?hl=en )
    * Episode Guide: cryingbehindpod.com ( https://www.cryingbehindpod.com/ )
    * Facebook Group: Crying Behind Sunglasses ( https://www.facebook.com/groups/cryingbehindpod )
    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions ( http://soulfireproductionsco.com/ )
    1 hr 9 min
  • Trust Yourself with Magdalene Vick
    Magdalene Vick is a comedian and actress (catch her in "I'm Dying Up Here” on Netflix and Showtime). Today, Maggie shares how being a child of divorce affected her mental health, and how in her healing chooses to see tough experiences in a positive light. She talks about her relationship with body image and overcoming anorexia in an industry that fixates on appearance. Katy and Maggie also explore growing your self-worth and confidence by finding new ways to express yourself.
    Today on Crying Behind Sunglasses:
    * Viewing social media for what it is: a show
    * Abandonment issues from being a child of divorce
    * Eating disorders and the entertainment industry
    * Self-worth being tied to productivity
    * Growing your self-confidence and belief in yourself
    Follow Magdalene:
    * Instagram: @reallymagdalene ( https://www.instagram.com/reallymagdalene/?hl=en )
    * Website: magdalenevick.com ( http://www.magdalenevick.com/ )
    * YouTube: Magdalene Vick ( https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTj0HexYt9G6Z57BIfbMLDA )
    Connect with Katy:
    * Podcast Instagram: @cryingbehindpod ( https://www.instagram.com/cryingbehindpod/ )
    * Katy’s Instagram: @katydolle ( https://www.instagram.com/katydolle/?hl=en )
    * Episode Guide: cryingbehindpod.com ( https://www.cryingbehindpod.com/ )
    * Facebook Group: Crying Behind Sunglasses ( https://www.facebook.com/groups/cryingbehindpod )
    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions ( http://soulfireproductionsco.com/ )
    52 min
  • Free Britney with Babs Gray
    Today we’re talking #FreeBritney ( https://www.freebritney.army/ ) with comedian, writer, and cohost of the podcasts ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lady-to-lady/id578706812 ) Lady to Lady ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lady-to-lady/id578706812 ) and ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/britneys-gram/id1305652820 ) Britney’s Gram ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/britneys-gram/id1305652820 ) , Barbara Gray! There’s a new documentary called Framing Britney Spears which goes into detail on Britney’s conservatorship, and the role Babs’ podcast plays in the #FreeBritney movement. Babs shares what it’s been like to be thrown into the spotlight without choice, and the journalism role she never intended to play. She also shares her experience with anxiety and depression, and how she’s learned to confront fear and ignore trolls.
    Today on Crying Behind Sunglasses:
    * Babs’ involvement in the #FreeBritney movement
    * How Babs was thrown into journalism & being a public figure
    * Katy’s experience with conservatorships
    * Comedy for easing anxiety & depression
    * Exploring the fear of success & self-sabotaging patterns
    * Learning to confront fears and ignore trolls
    This show is supported by :
    * BetterHelp | Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/cryingbehindpod ( https://www.betterhelp.com/start/?go=true&gor=start¬_found=1&transaction_id=1024a2c0b8611f1dce0637e682429a&utm_campaign=123&utm_content=&utm_medium=Desktop&utm_source=affiliate&utm_term=cryingbehindpod )
    Follow Babs:
    * Instagram: @babs_gray ( https://www.instagram.com/babs_gray/?hl=en )
    * Website: myjokesareuphere.com ( https://www.myjokesareuphere.com/home )
    * Podcasts: Lady to Lady ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lady-to-lady/id578706812 ) ; Britney’s Gram ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/britneys-gram/id1305652820 )
    Connect with Katy:
    * Podcast Instagram: @cryingbehindpod ( https://www.instagram.com/cryingbehindpod/ )
    * Katy’s Instagram: @katydolle ( https://www.instagram.com/katydolle/?hl=en )
    * Episode Guide: cryingbehindpod.com ( https://www.cryingbehindpod.com/ )
    * Facebook Group: Crying Behind Sunglasses ( https://www.facebook.com/groups/cryingbehindpod )
    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions ( http://soulfireproductionsco.com/ )
    57 min
  • Finding the Courage to Transition with Savannah Manhattan
    Stand-up comedian Savannah Manhattan is on the show to share her recent experience of publicly coming out as trans. She talks about gender dysphoria, hormone therapy, and what it feels like to fully embody her authentic self. Savannah also shares insight into coming out to friends and family, and the joy she feels in no longer having to hide herself.
    Today on Crying Behind Sunglasses:
    * Savannah’s experience publicly coming out as trans
    * Having the courage to embody your truth
    * How hormone therapy has changed her emotions & skin
    * What it’s like to experience gender dysphoria
    * Being closet trans while in a relationship
    * Coming out to family and friends
    This show is supported by:
    * BetterHelp | Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/cryingbehindpod ( https://www.betterhelp.com/start/?go=true&gor=start%C2%AC_found%3D1&transaction_id=1024a2c0b8611f1dce0637e682429a&utm_campaign=123&utm_content=&utm_medium=Desktop&utm_source=affiliate&utm_term=cryingbehindpod )
    Follow Savannah:
    * Instagram: @savannahmontanaaa ( https://www.instagram.com/savannahmontanaaa/ )
    * YouTube: Dollar’d: The Game Show ( https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcH2hdwioEqxnPXmizzTuAQ ) ; Booked Comedy Series ( https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoR8DMT7COPgC5VXpOonjJQ )
    Connect with Katy:
    * Podcast Instagram: @cryingbehindpod ( https://www.instagram.com/cryingbehindpod/ )
    * Katy’s Instagram: @katydolle ( https://www.instagram.com/katydolle/?hl=en )
    * Episode Guide: cryingbehindpod.com ( https://www.cryingbehindpod.com/ )
    * Facebook Group: Crying Behind Sunglasses ( https://www.facebook.com/groups/cryingbehindpod )
    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions ( http://soulfireproductionsco.com/ )
    1 hr 14 min
  • Politically Homeless & Monogam-ish with Conner Moore
    Conner Moore is the host of Conner Wanders ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/conner-wanders/id1235189182 ) , cohost of OK, Babe. ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/ok-babe/id1497534094 ) , and the cofounder of Soulfire Productions. Today’s juicy conversation explores politics, monogamish relationships, and psychedelics. Katy and Conner kick off the episode by unpacking how social media creates echo chambers, causing more polarization within politics. Conner shares details of his monogamish relationship and tips for where to start if you’re wanting to bring a third person into the bedroom. They wrap up by talking about psychedelics, the “tour guides” Conner’s experienced during his journeys, and how hallucinogens can be incredibly healing and help foster empathy.
    Today on Crying Behind Sunglasses:
    * Politics, divisiveness, & how social media creates echo chambers
    * Navigating monogamish relationships & threesomes
    * Women as the breadwinners in relationships
    * Psychedelics: building empathy & shifts in consciousness
    * Tips for feeling more positive during lockdown
    This show is supported by :
    * BetterHelp | Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/cryingbehindpod ( https://www.betterhelp.com/start/?go=true&gor=start¬_found=1&transaction_id=1024a2c0b8611f1dce0637e682429a&utm_campaign=123&utm_content=&utm_medium=Desktop&utm_source=affiliate&utm_term=cryingbehindpod )
    Follow Conner:
    * Instagram: @connerwanders ( https://www.instagram.com/connerwanders/?hl=en )
    * Website: soulfireproductionsco.com ( http://soulfireproductionsco.com/ )
    * Podcasts: Conner Wanders ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/conner-wanders/id1235189182 ) ; OK, Babe. ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/ok-babe/id1497534094 )
    * Referenced Books: Sex at Dawn ( https://www.amazon.com/Sex-Dawn-Stray-Modern-Relationships-ebook/dp/B007679QTG ) ; The Ethical Slut ( https://www.amazon.com/Ethical-Slut-Third-Practical-Relationships-ebook/dp/B01N0SA1YW/ref=sr_1_1?crid=2C4T86A7DSNY0&dchild=1&keywords=the+ethical+slut&qid=1614562136&s=digital-text&sprefix=the+ethical%2Cdigital-text%2C181&sr=1-1 ) ; Mating in Captivity ( https://www.amazon.com/Mating-Captivity-Unlocking-Erotic-Intelligence-ebook/dp/B000UODXP0/ref=sr_1_1?crid=2ZY52Z2MHGG5T&dchild=1&keywords=mating+in+captivity&qid=1614562175&s=digital-text&sprefix=mating+in+c%2Cdigital-text%2C184&sr=1-1 )
    Connect with Katy:
    * Podcast Instagram: @cryingbehindpod ( https://www.instagram.com/cryingbehindpod/ )
    * Katy’s Instagram: @katydolle ( https://www.instagram.com/katydolle/?hl=en )
    * Episode Guide: cryingbehindpod.com ( https://www.cryingbehindpod.com/ )
    * Facebook Group: Crying Behind Sunglasses ( https://www.facebook.com/groups/cryingbehindpod )
    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions ( http://soulfireproductionsco.com/ )
    1 hr 6 min
  • Surviving Assault and Thriving with GG Sauvage

    2023 UPDATE: GG Sauvage (the artist formerly known as Rachel) changed her name legally and professionally after this interview aired. The audio remains unedited.

    GG Sauvage is a self-love and empowerment coach, comedian, and co-host of Basic Witches ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/basic-witches/id1429037983 ). You’ll love Rachel’s unapologetic approach to life and ability to quickly dig deep into conversation. She shares her experience healing after sexual assault, how she faced her perpetrator in court, and pushed for him to have mental health resources while in prison. She unpacks how witchcraft helped build her confidence back after the assault and why being a witch is so empowering. GG also explores her sexual liberation from joining OnlyFans, but ultimately her decision to leave social media. The conversation wraps up with a hot-tips card pull from GG! Today on Crying Behind Sunglasses: * How to be unapologetically yourself * Why GG feels empathy for her attacker * EMDR & tapping for releasing trauma * Becoming a witch after growing up catholic * GG’s decision to leave Instagram & OnlyFans * Reclaiming your body after sexual assault This show is supported by : * BetterHelp | Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/cryingbehindpod ( https://www.betterhelp.com/start/?go=true&gor=start¬_found=1&transaction_id=1024a2c0b8611f1dce0637e682429a&utm_campaign=123&utm_content=&utm_medium=Desktop&utm_source=affiliate&utm_term=cryingbehindpod ) Follow Rachel: * YouTube: Rachel Laforest ( https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCck61XhU8EXfNp2Efnbzrzw ) * Website: rachellaforest.com ( https://rachellaforest.com/ ) * Course: Learn to F.L.Y. ( https://rachellaforest.com/learntofly ) * Podcast: Basic Witches ( https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/basic-witches/id1429037983 ) Connect with Katy: * Podcast Instagram: @cryingbehindpod ( https://www.instagram.com/cryingbehindpod/ ) * Katy’s Instagram: @katydolle ( https://www.instagram.com/katydolle/?hl=en ) * Episode Guide: cryingbehindpod.com ( https://www.cryingbehindpod.com/ ) * Facebook Group: Crying Behind Sunglasses ( https://www.facebook.com/groups/cryingbehindpod ) This show is produced by Soulfire Productions ( http://soulfireproductionsco.com/ )

    57 min
  • Put a Positive Spin on Life with Santina Muha
    Santina Muha is a comedian, an actress in One Day at a Time, and creator of the music video A$$ Level ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fvcDkqWO2E ) ! In today’s conversation, Santina shares what her experience was like acting in a sitcom for the first time, how being in a wheelchair pushed her into comedy, and what it’s like to have anxiety about depression. Santina also talks about how being in a wheelchair has given her the ability to adapt to any situation, the weird & unsolicited questions strangers ask her, and also gives the scoop on her Zoom dating life!
    Today on Crying Behind Sunglasses:
    * Santina’s experience acting in the sitcom One Day at a Time
    * How being in a wheelchair pushed Santina into comedy
    * Having anxiety about depression
    * Weird, unsolicited questions strangers ask Santina
    * How being in a wheelchair has increased Santina’s adaptability
    * Klepto mall experiences & Santina’s 5 sense showers
    This show is supported by :
    * BetterHelp | Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/cryingbehindpod ( https://www.betterhelp.com/start/?go=true&gor=start¬_found=1&transaction_id=1024a2c0b8611f1dce0637e682429a&utm_campaign=123&utm_content=&utm_medium=Desktop&utm_source=affiliate&utm_term=cryingbehindpod )
    Follow Santina:
    * Instagram: @santinamuha ( https://www.instagram.com/santinamuha/?hl=en )
    * Twitter: @SantinaMuha ( https://twitter.com/SantinaMuha?ref_src=twsrc%5Egoogle%7Ctwcamp%5Eserp%7Ctwgr%5Eauthor )
    * Music Video: A$$ Level ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fvcDkqWO2E )
    Connect with Katy:
    * Podcast Instagram: @cryingbehindpod ( https://www.instagram.com/cryingbehindpod/ )
    * Katy’s Instagram: @katydolle ( https://www.instagram.com/katydolle/?hl=en )
    * Episode Guide: cryingbehindpod.com ( https://www.cryingbehindpod.com/ )
    * Facebook Group: Crying Behind Sunglasses ( https://www.facebook.com/groups/cryingbehindpod )
    This show is produced by Soulfire Productions ( http://soulfireproductionsco.com/ )
    1 hr 13 min

About Crying Behind Sunglasses with Keila Dolle

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Finally, a mental health podcast for cool people. Keila Dolle takes a deep dive on mental health, self care, and all of those deep dark things that go on in our brains. Sure, depression and anxiety…