In this episode of the In Search of More podcast, host Eli Nash and guest Moishe Goldstein dive into the complexities of addiction, recovery, and self-discovery. Moishe shares his candid journey through gambling addiction, recounting how it resurfaced during the pandemic despite a previous period of sobriety. He emphasizes the critical role of community support, especially during vulnerable times, and reflects on the emotional impact of trauma and grief. The discussion also explores disillusionment with personal beliefs and authority figures, shedding light on the challenging process of self-acceptance and finding balance between admiration and criticism for influential figures in one's life.