In this episode of In Search of More, Eli Nash sits down with Moshe Haim Srour for a heartfelt, honest, and at times deeply emotional conversation about what it really means to heal. They talk about everything from childhood trauma and the lasting impact of CPTSD to the daily challenge of showing up for yourself and the people you love. Moshe Haim shares openly about his own journey—how practices like breathwork, deep self-reflection, and leaning into community have helped him come back to himself. They also touch on parenting, and how being present with your kids—really present, not just doing things but being with them—is one of the most healing things you can offer. This episode feels like sitting in on two old friends catching up, unpacking big truths with rawness, laughter, and a whole lot of heart. It’s about trust, connection, and the slow, beautiful work of becoming whole again.

In this episode of In Search of More, Eli Nash sits down with Bassy Kutten for a heartfelt and deeply personal conversation about her journey—from growing up in the tight-knit community of New Square to bravely speaking out about her past experiences of abuse. Bassy opens up about the emotional challenges of processing her trauma, the struggle of reconciling her childhood memories with difficult truths, and the importance of allowing herself to fully feel and heal. Together, they explore the complexities of family dynamics, the weight of silence, and the ongoing path toward self-acceptance and self-care.

Beyond Bassy’s personal story, the discussion expands into the broader cultural challenges surrounding abuse, particularly within Jewish communities. Eli and Bassy take an honest look at why survivors often struggle to find support, how societal biases shape responses to abuse, and the difficult but necessary work of shifting these conversations. They also touch on the role of psychedelics in healing, the impact of spirituality, and the power of open dialogue in creating lasting change. This episode is a moving, thought-provoking, and ultimately hopeful exploration of resilience, truth, and the courage to break cycles of silence.

In this episode of In Search of More, Eli Nash sits down with Rav Avshi Weingot to explore the intersection of personal spirituality and Jewish mysticism, particularly through the lens of the Remak and Kabbalah. They discuss the relevance of Kabbalistic teachings in modern life, touching on themes of identity, trauma, and the pursuit of deeper meaning. Rav Avshi emphasizes the importance of joy and authenticity in spiritual practice, advocating for a connection to faith rooted in love rather than obligation. The conversation also delves into the balance between tradition and personal growth, highlighting how struggles can serve as pathways to transformation and deeper connection with the divine.

Efraim Palvanov joins Eli Nash on In Search of More to explore the intersection of spirituality, healing, and psychedelics within the Jewish community. They discuss the transformative potential of these substances while emphasizing the importance of traditional Torah-based practices and personal inner work. Drawing parallels to biblical rituals and sensory experiences, they examine the role of music, smell, and sacred narratives in fostering spiritual connection.

The conversation highlights the dual nature of psychedelics—offering profound healing for some while posing risks of escapism and psychological dependence for others. They also acknowledge the legal risks and ethical considerations surrounding these substances, urging caution in their use. Efraim and Eli stress the necessity of personal effort in spiritual growth, warning against external dependencies for transformation. They critique modern reliance on pharmaceuticals and explore how mystical experiences can be integrated thoughtfully within a Jewish framework. Ultimately, the episode calls for a balanced, intentional approach to healing that respects both tradition and personal responsibility while navigating the complex legal landscape of psychedelics.

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Mendel Kalmanson joins Eli Nash on In Search of More to explore the balance between inner work and public service. He argues that true self-development isn’t just about personal healing but also about using that growth to contribute meaningfully to family, community, and the world. By integrating Jewish values with modern self-improvement, he challenges the idea of self-betterment as an isolated pursuit, emphasizing that fulfillment comes through service and connection.

Reflecting on his own journey, Kalmanson discusses overcoming struggles and the role of spirituality in finding purpose. He critiques modern self-help movements for neglecting the communal aspect of growth and urges a shift from individual achievement to collective responsibility. Through stories of resilience and faith, he encourages a path where personal healing fuels a deeper commitment to helping others, ultimately creating a more meaningful and interconnected life.

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In this episode of the In Search of More podcast, host Eli Nash interviews parenting coach Blimie Heller about her journey into non-traditional parenting. Blimie discusses how her approach—grounded in empathy and nonviolent communication—differs from traditional, punitive methods and formal therapy, drawing on her own experiences of growing up in a strict environment. She advocates for a collaborative, nurturing model that respects each child's unique emotional needs and promotes self-awareness in parents.Blimie also reflects on her spiritual journey, exploring the complexities of Jewish identity and the balance between certainty and doubt in faith. She explains how integrating nonviolent communication into her spiritual practice has deepened her connections and enriched her understanding of both parenting and personal growth, ultimately encouraging a more compassionate approach to life.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Connect with BlimieWebsite | https://www.blimieheller.com/Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/unconditional_parenting/?hl=en-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Connect with Eli Website | https://bit.ly/eliyahunashInstagram | https://bit.ly/eliyahu_nashFacebook | http://bit.ly/3h3rFSrYouTube | https://youtube.com/@insearchofmore-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Subscribe to the In Search of More Podcast: www.youtube.com/@InSearchOfMore?sub_confirmation=1For booking inquiries, email: [email protected] Our WhatsApp: https://wa.me/message/PBH5QDJQNQ5LJ1-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Follow us on social mediaFacebook | http://bit.ly/3jr9eYTInstagram | http://bit.ly/3JsvU5ITikTok | http://bit.ly/3XZ60LoTwitter | http://bit.ly/3XNgxsR

In this episode of In Search of More, host Eli Nash interviews therapist, musician and ℇCHO Healing founder Moish Feiglin about his transformative journey from a challenging upbringing in a Chabad community in Melbourne to profound spiritual growth in Israel. Moishe explores the power of intentional rituals—or Tekes—as a means to create sacred spaces that foster healing, community, and personal connection. He shares how his struggles with sensitivity, anger, and feelings of alienation led him to embrace a path of self-discovery, shifting from a career in finance to psychology, and emphasizing the value of group therapy over traditional one-on-one sessions.Moish also reflects on his transformative nine-year journey in Israel, discussing how experiences with psychedelics like MDMA and ayahuasca helped him confront deep-seated traumas, including childhood humiliation and familial expectations. He advocates for facing suppressed emotions through gentle, truth-seeking approaches that nurture personal growth, cultural reconnection, and emotional resilience—even amid challenges such as the pandemic and personal responsibilities.

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Website | https://www.echo-healing.com

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In this episode of the In Search of More podcast, Eli Nash interviews Rabbi Aryeh Siegel about his transformative journey from a challenging upbringing in Chicago and early educational frustrations to his deep dive into Transcendental Meditation. Rabbi Siegel reflects on his experiences as a TM teacher, critiquing the initiation process and the mystique of its mantras, and contrasts the initial allure of Eastern practices in the 1960s with the eventual disillusionment caused by their commercialization and misrepresentation.

Prompted by a profound message from a spiritual authority, Rabbi Siegel shifted away from intensive meditation and renounced elements of Hindu imagery to realign with his Jewish identity. He now advocates for "kosher meditation" as a healthier alternative, emphasizing the importance of integrating meditation practices with Jewish values.

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Watch Rabbi Siegel's Meditation Animations:

English Version |https://youtu.be/V6NaToT6IqI

Hebrew Version |https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2kYaDVElqro&t=27s

This animation introduces a simple technique for triggering the relaxation response discussed in the podcast. It's easy to learn, effective, beginner-friendly, and free of Avodah Zorah (Idolatrous content). Numerous scientific studies have demonstrated that this type of deep relaxation practice can significantly reduce stress and improve physical and mental well-being.I suggest watching the animation twice: first to understand the setup and then to practice the meditation.

Rabbi Menachem Schneerson, the Lubavitcher Rebbe, regarded meditation as a valuable tool for those who feel overwhelmed by daily challenges such as workplace stress, family issues, health concerns, and financial pressures. However, he cautioned against regular meditation for those who successfully manage their work, family, and community responsibilities.

We're building two websites,KosherMeditation.com andKosherCalm.org, which will offer more information about this meditation and other self-help tools for health and healing. A book on kosher meditation is almost complete. If you have any questions, feel free to email me at [email protected]. Please share your contact details for website launch and book release updates.

For more information about the halakhic challenges of Transcendental Meditation, visithttps://www.TMDeception.com

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In this episode of In Search of More, host Eli Nash sits down with Rivkah Slonim, co-author of Holy Intimacy, to explore her formative years in Crown Heights during Chabad's "Golden Age" and its lasting impact on American Jewish identity. Their conversation weaves through the complexities of Jewish teachings, community outreach, and the historical challenges faced by Chabad, while also delving into modern issues of intimacy and sexuality. Slonim discusses the importance of open dialogue about sensitive topics—ranging from marriage and conversion to the stigma of pornography addiction and the emotional toll on women—advocating for transparency, self-compassion, and genuine communication as vital tools for healing and deeper spiritual connection.

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Rivkah's Books:

Holy Intimacy: The Heart and Soul of Jewish Marriage | https://www.amazon.com/Holy-Intimacy-Heart-Jewish-Marriage/dp/1958542113

Total Immersion: A Mikvah Anthology | https://www.amazon.com/Total-Immersion-Anthology-Rivkah-Slonim/dp/9657108683

Bread and Fire: Jewish Women Find God in the Everyday | https://www.amazon.com/Bread-Fire-Jewish-Women-Everyday/dp/9655240029

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In part two of our In Search of More featuring Lea Rubashkin, the conversation explores the emotional intricacies of pain, compassion, and accountability in both personal and communal settings. Eli and Lea emphasize the importance of processing anger as a vital step in healing from trauma and addiction, cautioning against the long-term impact of unaddressed emotions. They discuss societal and familial expectations, particularly the historical sacrifices women have made in relationships, and advocate for open, honest conversations about personal struggles. The discussion encourages embracing authenticity and vulnerability, emphasizing the need for self-care and balance in caregiving roles to cultivate healthier relationships.