Feelin Weird

CW: contains talk of death, surgery, suicide, & grief.

Sara returns!!! (ep 4) to talk about being humbled by a CATASTROPHIC year in her life AND how she learned to TRULY love herself through it.  This story is VERY touching and beautiful!

Also Producer Kye & Gaby show up to talk about MAGICAL T-SHIRTS

We also discuss:
there is PURPOSE on the other side of pain;
THE END OF FEELIN WEIRD;
AA & 12-step recovery;
things not going the way we want;
addiction & soothing;
wanting to create from love, not fear;
NEEDing others;
being a creative AND needing to step away from social media;
learning hard lessons;
feeling AND avoiding pain;
taking the fear-armor off;
and MORE.

Recorded July 8, 2022 (intro/outro April 11&12, 2023).

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Dayle Hendrix returns (episode 120) to talk about death & destroyers, creative endings & new beginnings, surviving capitalism, and the pre/post-apocalypse need for REAL community.

We also discuss:
Re-learning how to play and celebrate and have fun;
Honouring and embracing destroyer/death energy;
Running towards your demons;
The SHADOW self;
The fear of what’s inside;
Being an artist AND trying to survive capitalism;
Foraging for food;
Elders & the internet age;
Death & killing as apart of the life process;
Avoiding death & discomfort;
Welcoming all the parts;
Trying to be “good” as a way of avoiding truth & authenticity;
Community & belonging;
Capitalist transactional relationships;
Having basic needs covered in order to thrive;
Capitalism does not support community;
Relationship is healing;
Being a part of community with challenging members—diversity rather than a homogenous blob;
Learning how to be in real relationship with people;
Holding two seemingly opposing truths at once;
We are tender, beautiful & challenging creatures who NEED each other;
Growth vs shut-down/fear;
The spark of life is still there underneath all the hurt, it doesn’t die;
and more!

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Dayle's podcast: MOODY

Recorded May 16, 2022 (intro/outro Dec 3, 2022).

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Send a LESS THAN 3 minute audio file before DEC 15, 2022 to [email protected] to be a part of the "GOODBYE FEELIN WEIRD listener audio collage".  You are welcome to be anonymous if you choose.

It's time for me to move on.  Thank you to all of those who have supported me and my art.

Recorded Oct 20, 2022.

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Hillary L. McBride PhD returns (ep 105) to talk owning the tenderness, pain, & wisdom inside; coming back to the self; becoming a parent; grief & joy; and The Wisdom of Your Body.  This is a BEAUTIFUL conversation!

We also talk: making space for the parts which are still in healing process; non-hierarchical community; parenting as a return to self; humanizing podcast interactions; being small AND taking up space; growing & healing; taking your own medicine; learning how to return home; what IS the self?; letting go of colonial, patriarchal hierarchies; and MORE.

Hillary's website & book "The Wisdom of Your Body"

Recorded April 26, 2022 (intro/outro Oct 21, 2022).

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Shayne D. returns (ep 60, 72, 73 & 107) to talk about living on his own for the first time in his life, why people do "crazy" things; & how he's finding peace on the inside & outside.

we also talk:
accountability (do what you say you'll do);
owning the pain we carry;
generating compassion (for self & others);
being highly sensitive;
the humyn potential to be a saint & a demon;
being Institutionalized;
Borderline Personality Disorder;
his father's BPD & his death;
the energy of group rage;
living gentle, quiet lives;
the power of music & art;
spirituality & religion;
& more.

Recorded Aug 8, 2022 (intro/outro Sept 30, 2022).

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Sone talks growth VS. fixed mindsets; hope & hopelessness;  karma; practicing LOVE & compassion; learning disabilities; & healing relationships.

we also talk:
being with ALL of the humyn experiences (grief & joy);
energy purging;
fearful-avoidant attachment styles;
sitting with the hurt & not passing it on to others;
skepticism & the intersection of parts;
fear of failure;
shame;
colonial mindset;
the forget/remember & freeze/thaw cycles;
wanting to leave my body;
love & gratitude for life;
non-monogamy;
secrets, white-lies & dishonesty;
and a GOOSE update.

Recorded May 23, 2022 (intro/outro August 25, 2022).

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Maja talks Vaginismus; mind-body connection; finding a safe therapist; trauma therapy; healing through relationship; & PTSD.

CW: brief mention of sexual violence & self-harm.

We also discuss:
shaking, screaming, jumping up and down to release energy;
behavioural therapy (CBT) as short term care;
learning to hate & disconnect from the body at a young age;
disconnection from body as cultural norm;
the power of connection;
"the problem is physical and the solution is physical";
& more!

“When you have a relationship with your body, you don’t want to hurt it”

Recorded April 4, 2022 (in/outro July 28, 2022).

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Karrigan shares her story with autism, sensory issues, letting go of shame, SPECIAL INTERESTS (Lady Gaga & Jurassic Park), chronic pain, Endometriosis & Adenomyosis, shitty doctors, AND getting a hysterectomy in her 20s.

We also talk:
ADHD;
not being taken seriously by doctors;
masking chronic pain;
self-hatred AND no longer hating the self;
being bullied for her special interests;
learning to mask at a young age;
finding people to unmask with;
NEEDING support;
the ability to read people's repressed inner worlds;
patriarchy;
the shame of "laziness;
the importance and privilege of having a quiet & consistent home;
being raised by a single mother;
Gastrointestinal issues;
people's discomfort with your pain;
and MORE.

“I planned my entire day around being in pain…and not everybody likes to hear that”

Recorded November 16, 2021 (intro/outro: July 24, 2022).

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In which I sit beside the river and share ideas about decolonizing the inner landscape, slowing down & shifting the Emotional Climate-Change (within every humyn on this planet).

Also discussed:

Grieving and celebrating as part of honouring life;

Carrying grief from ancestors;

Sensitivity as a gift to humyns;

Colonial mindset ("it only has value if I decide it has value") vs Community mindset ("everything has intrinsic value whether or not I understand it");

"I don’t own my emotions";

Climate change as humyns forgetting how to belong;

PEACE as a fluctuating state (like the seasons and emotions);

Welcoming my anxious parts;

Being a part of the earth system and the internal system;

Being PART of community;

Meditation & rest;

“I’m too busy to rest and slow down”;

The dominator/colonial mindset (the anthropocentric mindset);

Remembering how to belong (to self and community);

Remembering how to be apart of the non-humyn community;

Decolonization (starts within—how I treat my self, my body, my emotions);

Inner peace is outer peace;

Realigning the inner parts;

Where I’m at is exactly where I’m at (honouring that);

Welcoming in all of my parts and emotions;

Being a part of a humyn system that is beyond us (which is actively destroying & harming the planet and ourselves);

The first step is saying “whoa, I’m stuck” and honouring that and BEing there;

AND MORE.

Recorded April 16, 2022.

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Kitty Sipple talks collective grief; multiplicity; the psychiatric industrial complex; synchronicities, magic & tarot; living in extreme states; & being Mad, Multiple and Autistic.

Kitty is Mad & multiple. they are a constellation of neuroqueer/Autistic polymath polymorphic storytellers. kitty exists in this timeline as a white, disabled, trans/non-binary femme creature.

We also talk:
the collective self (many people within one person);
Dissociative Identity Disorder;
existing in different timelines;
connecting through grief;
grief & joy;
grieving as CELEBRATING life;
compassion, grace & forgiveness of self (and others);
unlearning capitalism;
the magic of "I'm not ALONE!";
the fool & the magician (tarot cards);
making amends;
disconnecting and reconnecting to community;
banishing the self;
witnessing animals grieve;
non-hierarchical power;
AUTHENTIC connection as a BALM for loneliness;
trauma fundamentalism;
and MORE.

Kitty's website & IG @fungifemme

Recorded Feb 7 (Intro: May 5&6), 2022.

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