In this episode of the Renew Podcast, Gina Robinson and Megan Haggard sit down with Lori Musser, Morgan Linford, and Ashton Kiesling to talk honestly about community, grief, loss, and finding hope in Jesus through seasons of deep suffering.

As Small Groups prepare to launch at Opendoor Church, this conversation centers on why community matters most when life hurts the most.

Together, these women share three distinct perspectives shaped by profound loss, including infertility, stillbirth, and the tragic loss of a child and sibling. Through it all, they reflect on what it looks like to walk through a true “Job season” while holding tightly to faith, trust, and the presence of God.

This episode is for anyone who:Is walking through grief, loss, or unanswered questionsFeels weary and needs renewal and hopeWonders how community plays a role in healingIs tempted to withdraw instead of leaning in

You’ll hear stories of God’s faithfulness through Small Groups, the power of showing up for one another, and how peace and joy can exist even in the middle of pain.

Lori, Ashton, and Morgan also share from their book, Small Signs of Big Hope, a 30-day devotional born out of suffering, faith, and the steady presence of God.

Resources & Links

• Small Signs of Big Hope (30-Day Devotional)

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EPISODE CHAPTERS

00:00 – Welcome to the Renew Podcast

00:01 – Why this conversation matters: grief, loss, and community

00:02 – Meet the guests: Lori Musser, Morgan Linford, Ashton Kiesling

00:04 – How Morgan’s family found Open Door Church

00:06 – “We’re moving to North Carolina” – following God without a plan

00:09 – Why small groups matter before crisis hits

00:11 – Creating a family Small Group and bringing kids into community

00:14 – Introducing Small Signs of Big Hope

00:16 – “Isn’t this enough?” walking through a Job season

00:19 – Loss begins: infertility, stillbirth, and grief

00:23 – The phone call no parent wants to receive

00:27 – How community showed up in practical ways

00:31 – Ashton’s story: loss in a short span of time

00:35 – Morgan’s hospital journey and a defining faith moment

00:39 – Trusting God when outcomes are unknown

00:42 – Peace in the room during unbearable loss

00:46 – Choosing joy: “Jesus owns you”

00:49 – Grief, surrender, and identity in Christ

00:53 – When the Holy Spirit prompts you to show up

00:56 – Where to find the book and connect with Renew

00:58 – Closing encouragement and final thoughts