I feel like the bubble is about to burst any minute. But I'm riding the wave whilst it lasts.

To be honest, it's such a wierd feeling to get so much support and positivity in the press. For the last decade I have been used to being vilified and having so much negativity and hate thrown my way.

I've been honest about my mistakes. I've done silly things and I've suffered a lot with my mental health but I feel like I have really turned things around now it feels so good to be in a much better place and see how you have all reacted.

I can't thank you all enough for making one of my songs number. It really is a dream come true and it shows no matter how bad things can be, it will get better and there is light at the end of the tunnel. Long may it continue

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