Full Bloom

The parties ran for a short time before they were infiltrated by the authorities and lost the licence but I did get a few broadcasts done.
I also managed to get a few interviews from guests!

hello everybody my name is pastor Valentine welcome to my new show great British secret I'm on a mission it has to be said because everyone thinks we're sort of fuddy-duddy don't they the British but I know differently let's take a closer look into the secret world of BDSM okey-dokey right so let's start at the beginning what is your name or alter ego so my name is poppy and my name is Kensington Byron bye so the next question are you familiar with BDSM and do you describe yourself as curious and you be well practice or an old hat we've got a new hat so I described I'm a new hat your new hat there's I'm in Europe and I'm quite an experience I saw I've had no I've had my BDSM effect it has been a long time in the coming and I would say on but four years now in - yes so very much well practice but still consider myself renew this is so much out there to learn are you a top or a bottom or do you say I when I first started I recognized myself as a submissive that's how I was I was very proud and a bit protective of that item and people said to me that I would make a good dominant and the teachings submission all the things that submissions taught me has actually made me into quite a good top as I understand what it means to be a good dominant but what I like and people seem to like that also what would you say about yourself well I as Kensington would say I'm a little bit both anything switch you can swing anywhere every way pendulous para swinging bosoms don't go too far what excites you emotionally or physically about the BDSM experience you first I just copy what you say

emotionally and also physically that my biggest thing my biggest kink is anxiety and fear and waiting so that can be through emotional yeah lots of emotions it but physically connect out there's something simple as yeah like manifesting goosebumps and things but sort of the quiet touches than not knowing where something is coming from so like the simple stuff which people associate via said my pain it's not actually the pain that I enjoyed it it's the waiting and they're not knowing when the swipe or the all the spank is going to come so regular metronome it doesn't work no and it's that feeling even though they might be behind you spanking your bottom never knowing that and you could almost hear or feel that arm retract to hit you and it's that's that's really powerful for me and yeah and that is the quiet stuff the psychological quiet stuff and the whisperings of you know go down you can take more that promise that's that's the big stuff for me and obviously like that you could play with loads of stuff within those boundaries of paying restriction one of my favorite things is that simple bondage self bondage so they asked not to move or saying something like you're not allowed to look into my eyes to the dominant it's really powerful stuff and so say you go for dinner in the whole time you're not to look in the dominance eyes which is kind of a lot of different emotions very powerful Oh things what would you say if you are buying I was thinking about the waiting thing and remember the game we used to play with my housemates keepy-uppy horse and once you complete all the letters you have to bend over and all the other people would say pop shots with a football your ass any of you who played a double risk to get an extra letter okay someone else lost as well and then you lost that you have to show skin so that was quite BDSM E I now realize this cuz it's all about the weight in you like and the longer the run-up they do the more chance a lot of missing you yes are the more powerful it's gonna be so yeah oh yeah so you understand the waiting but you don't have an emotional or physical excitement thing and thrilled yeah probably you can't do D...

hello our side passage of valentine countess brighton and technique a very quick diary today because i have to go and sort out my outfit for my dominatrix instruction class in mason saturday so much make sure I've got everything ready and all my equipment my handcuffs heading home there were new hand crafts on order they haven't arrived I'm not taking any of my personal ones for obvious reasons you know this is a quite a bit class and things go

missing so yeah just sort busy and dizzy doing that also the Brighton secret I need to tell everybody that that's on Saturday night but it is a secret no one knows where it is except the people who bought tickets and they sold out by eight weeks kill something if you want to come to an adult party you have to get your tickets really early because they go just so quickly my private members list is now approaching 500 and some of these parties is you only get 20 tickets for sale so you know they go really quickly so bear that in mind I just had a message

actually from venue in Hoxton I quite like the November one in Hoxton but I've also got a friend in Brighton who has a really cool venue so I made it to I'll see although it's getting a bit late but looks like maybe october november might be brighton and long term hopefully so that's why exciting and learn [ __ ] didn't be a great venue because everybody loves dressing up in Hoxton and the london people are a little bit less they have like there are fewer expectations because they're more sort of open minded a thing and they don't really need to be babied

quite as much as perhaps some of the suburbs but I better watch what I say because I don't want to upset the suburbs do I because there's lots of sex and the sub round two not that as I keep saying you have to have sex at my parties you absolutely do not you can just walk around naked in high if you wish it's entirely up to you what you do as long as we use the c-word all the time often often often every five minutes I have to remind everybody and everybody has in their head when they come into the party have a little Paschal echtua if I'm their consent okay consent that's what it's all about for the Brighton and London secrets so yeah really busy day today my brother's coming for supper in a bit more Google Analytics seeing who is watching my videos and wet what how much revenue i'm getting from advertising sex shops I shall don't know if there's any sex shops I quite like if there's anybody out there a dropship company who deal in marital AIDS as they used to be called think sex toys is probably a more modern name or term and because I'd like to link up a really cool sort of shopping cart with my bright and secret which gets a lot of visitors loads and loads and

knows it's a really good radio show on there as well from my radio station called music to [ __ ] too and it's just getting thousands and thousands of plays it's fantastic so yeah if you go to the site it always kicks off with the first one I'll add some more but you can move them around you can put them on a shuffle and there's support fine that was a think of great [ __ ] me music so yeah I'm feeling sexy today hey that's that's really good I hope you're feeling sexy tomorrow I will probably get diary in or I'll be running around on the blue owls fly still waiting to hear about my housing application and the new bits start today and hopefully I can look forward I can dream can't write I couldn't see past that for dreaming about soft furnishings and bespoke wallpaper anyway from the sublime to the ridiculous speak tomorrow

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darlings it's passionate valentine from the countess palace at royal clarence marina today in the four poster still under the goose feathers and very nice just too she i love winter i love the way that winter is so cold that you don't want to get out of bed and you can just for hours languish amongst the velvet swags i really like that and of course the wonder of the internet which i'm trying to love again it's very difficult because i hate it it has so many problems for me and it it's the mark of um it's for me it marks idle an idle waste of life you know but it is lovely when you can just sit in the full poster of coffee and you know check read the strat i've read

that this morning do you know what just the thing with learning an instrument is just as you think just getting so close to being good you realize that there's a major flaw in your performance and i've realized there's a big shift in in a couple of the pieces that i'm doing and you know shifts are a string instrument's nightmare they really are but i'm trying to make them not a nightmare and a shift is when you fly from one bit of the fingerboard to another and i've always been a bit blase about them because i'm quite inexperienced and because i've played in bands and i you know played by like a bass guitar or um or i guess a double bass with that

sort of rockabilly you know just bashing bashing the fingers down and apart from the fact that you can hear it when i'm playing when i'm recording um which is you know sometimes it can be useful um but also i've been doing this sort of slide thing so you can really hear that there's a shift going on anyway i was reading yesterday uh i think about i was what i was reading the comments and the uemr on youtube and somebody said you can't hear his shifts and i thought is that a thing are you not supposed to hear the shifts so i tried to play the yoyo a bit

without hearing my shifts it was nine impossible so now i realize i've got to work on that today because nobody wants to hear your ugly shifts pasha um so yeah i'm gonna i'm having a deep practice today really really deep this i think i've got six pieces so i'm just gonna really work on them all give them an hour each they're all going to get a full hour of my time today and which is easily the best way to do it or um and bye bye note by note shift by shift blah blah blah blah blah and uh yeah i'm wasting my life really trying to learn this instrument um but you

know it's an addiction i know it's an addiction and i don't want to give up all my addictions i've already given up so many and so i'm just going to carry on with that also big dressing up day big big dressing up in between all of that i'm going for cake with ma and bro about late afternoon um it's a lumpy bumpy cake i believe all part of the diet just calorie controlled fitted in um and then uh dressing up i'm dressing up as the dominatrix today or tonight it'll be a night thing because of course i i practice in the day my day times are usually used up practicing i like to get that done and out the way the neighbors just get pissed off with me if i practice after about eight um i can hit they start shouting at me it's very very unnerving when one is playing one's bach and you can hear them saying effing shut up etc and they start slamming doors and it makes me really edgy i just can't i can't work under those circumstances so i have to stop um so yes i'm all i need for the website is about six photographs of my head and shoulders dressed as a dominatrix but different types of dominatrix there's sort of different identities um these are from my avatars and they their faces get superimposed and they speak in everything it's very weird so it's all sort of on this automated system um and the art you know comes with how i mutate to them and the backgrounds that i use that's where the art comes in it's a bit like a collage i suppose it's a bit like cutting up a magazine...

Pasha du Valentine psychosexual therapist

today I'm going to talk briefly about that old adage there's someone out there for everybody if you don't want to hear that really do you if you're in the depths of loneliness or perhaps something's happened to you a body changing occurrence like a car accident a disability ill health perhaps you're battling with obesity some of these things but also mental problems perhaps depression has got the better of you

perhaps you can't leave the house perhaps you're not motivated to go and find somebody but perhaps you're lonely perhaps you want to find somebody perhaps you perhaps you're feeling horny and you want to have sex and it's very important for all of us I'm a pro sex therapist and I believe in sex are believed in good sex and I believe in your right to have good satisfying sex sometimes good satisfying sex doesn't mean meeting somebody sometimes virtual sex is just that what you need I recommend for people who are trying to get back onto the sex road that road of sexual fulfillment that the instant route is where to start because it's it's less stressful in actual fact than getting ready to go out and go on a date I'm not saying you should
necessarily do that forever that can be a problem we'll talk about that in another show for the moment I want to tell you that whatever you're experiencing their difficulty that the doorway that is closed to you finding sexual fulfillment and sexual happiness I can open it you could open it now look for example let's take somebody who has gone through surgery I'm a specialist in post surgery sex Ruben generation let's assume somebody is very upset because they've had a close to me back fitted there's a dating site for people going through that experience or people who don't mind lovers who are going through that experience I know

people with very very successful sex lives with a colostomy bag it's not an issue there are other sites there are sites for people with herpes dating sites there are dating for people in wheelchairs there are dating sites for people who don't have working sexual organs because the biggest organ of course for sex is the one that's between your ears isn't it it's your head your brain that's the trigger and the trick and we can have good sex in our heads let alone with our bodies if they're letting us down a bit be it temporarily albeit internally so my recommendation is if you're struggling with fulfilling yourself sexually the way to get on board with confidence is to go online and perhaps go to one of these sites even if you go on tinder for a bit I mean tinder has its limitations of course it does all these apps and websites have

their limitations but if you book an appointment with me I've got an online skype appointment we can go through ways to enrich you sexually as a person and we can talk about to put together a plan of action for meeting like-minded people and for confidence-building you can have great sex online call me we'll make an appointment

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hello world outside pasha de Valentine Countess of Brighton and Hackney and well have been crazy busy I've spent a week and a half I think 10 days or so and preparing for the launch of my club night which is on Friday and we had a bit of a party last weekend but nothing compared to the expectations from now on at the Brighton secret which is obviously the most exciting and interesting club ever in Brighton I'm really really believing that I'm so in love with it I'm getting there it's still not quite ready there's still lots to do today I've made the DJ booth

and which just meant moving all of the DJ equipment from one part of the club to another which is just a nightmare it was just like spaghetti junction with the cables and stuff and but also the Lighting's all rearranged that's all right and I say all right it's all sort of sexy because obviously it's a sexy club I've decided to call it a sexy club not a sex club and sexy parties not sex parties because I think that my club is going to be sexy rather than about sex as a massive difference and sexy is you know it can involve sex it can involve lots of other things as well it's about the way you feel and sensuality sex is just sex isn't it it's just [ __ ] and I don't

think people are necessarily going to have to come to my club to fark and I'm very unlikely to [ __ ] at my own Club very very unlikely I'm going to be far too busy I'm also doing a bit of DJing actually I've decided I mean admittedly I'm just going to press a button probably i did a playlist the other day sort of you know anything's sort of sexy tunes and that's a bit danceable and just got a bit of a grind to it I've kind of included on my playlist and so it's already I'm not

actually going to sit there mixing or anything horrendous that would be off ordinate I'm going to be running about looking important and very very attractive I've decided that is my role and so yes what's been happening well today I decided that because monday and tuesdays are so [ __ ] busy and everybody just wants my bloody ass you know they all want to come and they want something for nothing babe basically I had this dude who was interested in the cafe it's like 10 pound a day and he was just like he's been hounding me for days it feels like he's been handing me for days he finally got here and he's just like what else do you do here so I'm explaining what else I do here oh I'm in a band one of those you know like that Irish woman that had come the other time oh I do this i do that i do that i do this and they just want

apparently do everything oh you're [ __ ] angel aren't you you're amazing you do every [ __ ] thing that's really really good you're bound to have something that I want actually no you know what you're really annoying so am yeah that pissed me off a bit but I basically I've made half an hour a week where I have to deal with the public so it's true too yeah 2 p.m. til 230 on a Tuesday from now on that's going to be my only apart from obviously people who pay to come into my venue on a Friday but then they've bought a ticket and they're actually worthy but anybody else who's [ __ ] procrastinating being nosy I mean this tooth wanted to have a look in my fetish club I'm like no he said well it might want to I said no you buy a ticket and you can come to the club night I'm not going to that's what I'm going to start doing that because
everybody is going to want to look down there I'm just about to do a little film and because Joel and I did a new track bristol road I'm so thrilled with it it's I really do think it's one of my favorites it's just beautiful so I'm just going to do a little promo video around the club and Mike do both rooms or two no no I'm going to do just the main club or I'm not going to do the love room now this is another thing you see this is the talking about sort of words and semantics and things the sexy party as opposed to the sex party or...

hello sexy people passion to Valentine your sex therapist with a tip today about bonding and another way that you can bond in your lovemaking with your partner whether it's a long-term partner or somebody you've just met barfing and washing is a great way to really get to know one another and like me couples actually who may have been living together for 20 years and they've never actually washed each other so washing really takes lovemaking and more

importantly intimacy and bonding to another level so my tip for today is to take time aside and to wash each other you can even do this if you've just met somebody you can take them into the into the lure to party and give them a quick rubdown is make sure they're clean and which is very important I have to be as a sex therapist I have to be very wise about issues of cleanliness of course one word of advice if you're in a bath and you're using a lot of soap it

can impact on a woman's pH level so be aware and don't insert soap directly into the vagina as that can be quite dangerous and it can cause thrush and some other issues as for the anus it's a little bit more robust and that goes for men and women have a bit of soap actually would help if you're going to put the finger up there washing can do much much more than keeping clean washing can explore your partner's body understand every inch of their erotic makeup and also of course it can be very pleasurable for you if you sit back and allow it to happen observe as you go along from top to toe or toe to top or whichever way you're exploring

observe the reactions as you go along because these are the key to successful lovemaking afterwards you may want to have sex or you may want to decline sex it really doesn't matter it's always up to you that's today's sex tip from passion to Valentine

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Straight talking from a therapist, Pasha gets down and sexy at the Good Sex Clinic

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