In this episode of Sister Wives Season 19, we watch as Janelle begins a new chapter of her life in North Carolina, surrounded by love and support.

Meri starts to question whether her relationship with Robyn was ever genuine—or just something she clung to in order to stay connected to the family. Meanwhile, Kody baptizes Aurora in her church… but uses the exact words from his former faith.

Why is Kody still relying on the language and authority of a church he claims to have left? Is this about spiritual connection—or lingering control?

Join Sam and Melissa as they break down all the emotional, spiritual, and relational layers in this thought-provoking episode.

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At just 15 years old, Lu Ann Cooper was forced to marry her first cousin within the Kingston Group—also known as “The Order.” Trapped in a system of control, secrecy, and abuse, Luann felt suicide was her only way out. Leaving wasn’t even an option—until one day, it was.

In this powerful interview, Lu Ann opens up about her heartbreaking experience as a child bride, the emotional and psychological toll of life inside the Kingston cult, and what gave her the courage to finally escape. Today, Lu Ann is not only a survivor—she's a leader. She co-founded Hope After Polygamy, a nonprofit that provides scholarships and support to others leaving polygamous groups.

✨ This is a story of pain, resilience, and purpose.

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Chapters:

00:00:00 Escaping a Polygamous Community

00:07:30 Family Dynamics and Arranged Marriages

00:15:33 Early Marriage Expectations in Kingston Group

00:23:43 Life in the Kingston Group: Work and Marriage Expectations

00:31:50 Living Through Abuse and Planning to Escape

00:40:18 Struggles of Leaving a Religious Order

00:48:14 Standing Up Against Kidnapping Threats

00:55:49 Unexpected Paths to Love and Marriage

01:03:35 Allison's Adoption Journey

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In this episode, we react to the explosive final season of Big Love — and wow, the Henricksons are truly in freefall. Now that they’re publicly out as a polygamist family, the backlash is intense, and the cracks in their relationships are impossible to ignore.

We break down everything from Marge’s underage marriage at 16, Barb’s spiritual awakening and desire for the priesthood, to Nikki’s desperate attempt to claim the “first wife” spot — even using her daughter’s adoption as a weapon. And of course, that wild final scene…

From our personal experiences with real-life polygamy, this finale hits hard — and shows that when it comes down to it, polygamy is often about power, control, and justifying anything “in the name of God.”

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Chapters:

00:00:00 Big Love Season 5: The Fallout of Polygamy

00:04:36 Margie's Journey from Polygamy to MLM Success

00:09:19 Bill's Relationships Under Scrutiny

00:14:16 Nikki's Desire for a Traditional Wedding

00:19:16 Mary's Journey of Self-Discovery and Faith

00:24:16 Controversy Surrounding Bill's Polygamy and Mormon Identity

00:29:12 The Dramatic Escape and Safe Haven

00:34:26 The Controversial Finale and Character Storylines

00:39:19 The Unexpected Conclusion of Polygamy Storylines

00:44:01 End of Discussion Invitation for Comments

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In this video, we react to How I Escaped My Cult, a chilling story about the Pilgrim Family—where one man used control, fear, and spiritual manipulation to turn his own household into a cult.

This is a powerful example of how cult tactics don't always require thousands of followers—sometimes, it's just one family suffering in silence. We break down how abuse, isolation, and twisted faith can be used to dominate and destroy lives—and how true bravery is found in those who choose to leave.

If you've ever wondered how cults form behind closed doors, this one hits hard.

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Chapters:

00:00:00 Escaping a Family Cult: The Pilgrim Family Story

00:02:58 The Rise and Fall of Papa Pilgrim's Cult

00:06:08 Psychological Manipulation and Isolation

00:09:25 Manipulation and Abuse in Isolated Families

00:12:57 The Tragic Role of Mothers in Facilitating Abuse

00:17:01 Surviving Abuse: A Story of Courage and Resilience

00:19:33 Fear and Family: The Decision to Stay

00:22:35 The Escape and Shelter by a Christian Family

00:25:39 Overcoming Cults: The Power of Self-Liberation

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Bill Henrickson gets a revelation to run for senator in Season 4 of Big Love—but is it really divine inspiration, or just pure manipulation? In this reaction video, we dive deep into the chaos Bill causes as he chases political power at any cost.Not only is he hiding the fact that he’s a polygamist, but he’s also concealing a child out of wedlock, publicly sacrificing his loyal friend Don, and dragging his entire family through a mess of secrets and lies. Bill claims it's all for his "vision" of the future—but everyone around him is paying the price.📺 Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more Big Love reactions and deep dives into polygamy and power.#BigLove #ReactionVideo #HBOBigLove #Polygamy #BillHenrickson #TVReaction #Fundamentalism #MormonDramaJoin our NEW Patreon HERE: https://patreon.com/growingupinpolygamyIf you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.orgAt Growing Up In Polygamy our mission is to "Create compassion for communities that have been misunderstood, marginalized and/or abused by their leaders, and to empower those who have left by giving them a platform to share their stories with the world."If you would like to DONATE to this cause you can do so here: https://donorbox.org/growing-up-in-polygamyInsta: @growingupinpolygamyNew website is now up! www.growingupinpolygamy.comTheme Song created by @artcowles Please feel free to reach out to [email protected]✅SUBSCRIBE NOW : https://shorturl.at/inqrE#like #comment #post #share and #encourage other to #subscribe to the channel.

In this video, we react to the harrowing story of someone who escaped the Nuwabian Nation—a cult led by a self-proclaimed prophet who built a compound in Georgia to expand his twisted empire. While preaching spiritual enlightenment, he created a system of polygamy where only he could take multiple wives—many of them underage girls. He manipulated his followers, exploited their labor, and drained them of their money, all while hiding behind religion and charisma.

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Chapters:

00:00:00 The Disturbing Rise of the Nwabian Nation Cult

00:02:45 Ansaru Allah Community in Brooklyn: A Story of Isolation and Control

00:05:33 Manipulation and Isolation in Cults

00:08:22 Control and Manipulation Tactics

00:11:24 The Mysterious Move to Georgia

00:14:22 Inside the Inner Circle and Secrets Revealed

00:17:18 Resilient Sheriff Challenges Compound

00:20:11 A Father's Awakening and Standing Against Abuse

00:23:00 Arrest of York and the Fall of the Compound

00:25:56 Engaging with Our Community

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Season 3 of Big Love is an absolute whirlwind, and the second half takes the drama to a whole new level! From Nikki’s nonstop betrayals to Barb’s heartbreaking excommunication, and that one cursed letter that seems to destroy everyone in its path—there’s way too much to unpack. Join us as we break down the never-ending twists, turns, and emotional rollercoasters of this wild season. Buckle up, because Big Love is showing no signs of slowing down!

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In this video, we react to "How I Escaped My Cult" and the shocking story of the Word of Life Christian Church. What started as a small congregation quickly spiraled into a place of fear, manipulation, and abuse. With public humiliation, forced confessions, and extreme indoctrination, this church controlled its members to devastating effects.

Join us as we break down how faith can turn deadly when power goes unchecked, and why even well-meaning people can be pulled into destructive belief systems. Let us know your thoughts in the comments — we’d love to hear from you.

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Chapters:

00:00:00 How Word of Life Christian Church Controlled Its Members

00:03:21 Power Dynamics in Religious Groups

00:06:34 Arranged Marriages and Control in FLDS

00:09:49 Influence and Control Tactics within the FLDS Church

00:13:15 Decline of the Community and Increasing Desperation

00:16:24 Struggles of Leaving a High-Demand Church

00:19:51 Controversial Punishments and Group Dynamics

00:23:23 Religious Justification for Abuse

00:26:53 Coercion and Control in Religious Groups

00:30:22 Closing Remarks & Looking Forward

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We're diving into the dramatic start of Big Love Season 3, and tensions are running high. Roman Grant's trial is shaking up the community, and Nikki's desperation for her father's approval leads her to betray other women. Barb faces a frightening cancer scare, Margie struggles with the loss of her mother, and despite it all, Bill is still determined to court Ana as a fourth wife. The weight of polygamy is becoming impossible to ignore — even Bill starts questioning if he's a good man for living the principle. Join us as we break down all the drama, heartbreak, and tough questions in this intense season opener!

Chapters:

00:00:00 Intense Start to Big Love Season 3

00:04:43 Examination of LDS Membership Dynamics and Social Pressure

00:09:34 Evolving Perspectives on Racism within Mormonism

00:14:35 Complex Family Dynamics

00:19:31 The Influence of LDS Church Standards

00:24:25 The Controversy of Polygamy and Celestial Kingdom Beliefs

00:29:41 Family Secrets and Manipulation

00:34:38 Life in the FLDS and the Absence of Birth Certificates

00:40:15 Nikki's Realization of Her Father's True Nature

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In this video, we’re reacting to "How I Escaped My Cult" Episode 2, which covers the chilling story of Angel's Landing. Unlike many cult leaders who seek massive followings, this leader kept his group small — using manipulation and control for financial gain through life insurance scams. As ex-members of high-demand religions, we couldn’t help but draw comparisons. How does this kind of manipulation differ from what we experienced? Or does it? Join us as we break it all down and share our thoughts.

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Chapters:

00:00:00 Inside "How I Escaped My Cult": The Angels Landing Episode

00:02:52 The Art of Manipulation by Cult Leaders

00:05:29 Manipulation Tactics and Sarah’s Move to Kansas

00:08:27 Manipulation and Abuse in a Cult Environment

00:11:27 Unraveling a Mysterious Financial Trail

00:14:07 Prophetic Predictions and Mysterious Deaths

00:16:46 Breaking Free from Manipulative Control

00:19:43 The Case Against Danny Perez: Identity Change and Escape to Mexico

00:22:36 Manipulating Money with Life Insurance Fraud

00:25:23 Expressing Gratitude and Support

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