"I just felt like my arm had exploded.", Chris Stothers shares his profound and challenging journey in the PSNI, covering his struggles with PTSD, the near-drowning incident resulting in his diagnosis, and the complexities of policing in Northern Ireland. He delves into his experiences with public disorder, interactions with the British military, and critical incidents, including being shot. Chris discusses his transition out of the force, emphasizing the importance of mental health awareness and seeking help. Through his story, he hopes to raise awareness and support for mental health in policing and beyond.