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  • 137. "Sinners" movie is a spiritual call to action. Will you answer?

    WHAT A MOVIE. Indigenous spirituality! Culture Vultures! Connection with the land! Sinners is SHOUTING at you to get connected. Nyakwezi joins me to discuss how the movie addresses: 


    • Spirituality and Race
    • Vampirism as an allegory for White Supremacy and Colonialism
    • The beauty of black skin on screen
    • The whitewashing of Christianity 
    • The demonization of African Spirituality
    • Music, Dance, and Cultural Erasure
    • Cultural Appropriation
    • Sex Positivity and Feminine Pleasure
    • Violence, Resistance, and Redemption



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    https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1vtMLLOzuc6GpkFySyVtKQOY2j-Vvg0UsChMCFst_WLA/htmlview 


    https://docs.google.com/document/d/1S_EA9f7buyt680AWZIwP0-IFj1qbVFdzT0ZBtGeAVv4/edit?tab=t.0 : This link also has resources to support efforts in DRC, Sudan, Yemen, Haiti, Lebanon, Hawai'i

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    1 hr 2 min
  • 136. Processing emotions like a big gworl: envy, embodiment, self trust

    Hi!!! Been practicing processing my emotions and wanted to discuss that process: 


    • self concept and self esteem is directly related to your in/ability to process emotions
    • emotions aren’t identities
    • the power of envy
    • how language obscures understanding - autistic vs allistic speech: direct and literal vs indirect and metaphorical
    • body domination is colonial
    • reconnecting with your body
    • embodiment precedes emotional processing 
    • body pendulums as divination



    REFERENCES:


    Self Esteem episodes: 97 and 133

    Jennifer Hudson interview parody: https://www.tiktok.com/@tmartbizz/video/7505825251188591903 



    Join Patreon starting at $1. Proceeds from your new membership, upgraded membership and once off purchases will be donated to Gazans. Where I will be donating, and where you can donate directly:


    https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1vtMLLOzuc6GpkFySyVtKQOY2j-Vvg0UsChMCFst_WLA/htmlview 


    https://docs.google.com/document/d/1S_EA9f7buyt680AWZIwP0-IFj1qbVFdzT0ZBtGeAVv4/edit?tab=t.0 : This link also has resources to support efforts in DRC, Sudan, Yemen, Haiti, Lebanon, Hawai'i

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    53 min
  • Girls and Gays for a Free Palestine 🍉 : donating Patreon proceeds

    Join Patreon starting at $1. Proceeds from your new membership, upgraded membership and once off purchases will be donated to Gazans. Where I will be donating, and where you can donate directly:


    https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1vtMLLOzuc6GpkFySyVtKQOY2j-Vvg0UsChMCFst_WLA/htmlview 


    https://docs.google.com/document/d/1S_EA9f7buyt680AWZIwP0-IFj1qbVFdzT0ZBtGeAVv4/edit?tab=t.0 : This link also has resources to support efforts in DRC, Sudan, Yemen, Haiti, Lebanon, Hawai'i


    There are MANY ways to worldbuild outside of giving money. There's a lot of spiritual action you can take, to be discussed. For physical action Google "how to help Palestine" or check out this resource: https://devonprice.medium.com/heres-a-long-list-of-actions-you-can-take-for-palestine-e63fa0d3bd70


    Words fail in a genocide. Palestinians, my heart is with you and I am so so sorry. Israeli and Jewish allies, I think of you too. Standing up for what's right is probably costing you your community and relationships... I want to acknowledge that cost. Thank you

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    7 min
  • 133. Lying is a form of masking and is ruining your self esteem

    So it turns out lies - even the little white ones - have immense consequences on our abilities to build a self esteem! I discuss how lying:


    • challenges our sense of personal authority
    • decentres ourselves
    • is a form of manipulation that robs others of choice
    • causes moral injury
    • builds an immoral and cowardly world
    • has short term social benefits but long term self-esteem consequences


    REFERENCES:


    Ep97 on Building a self esteem: https://www.patreon.com/posts/97-process-of-107234216?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link  


    bell hooks - All About Love


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    25 min
  • 132. what shame and envy tell us about ourselves

    This episode is a buffet of topics! I want to explore shame, jealousy and envy. I think all 3 have their place and can be incredible for self discovery. We can lean into them to much though, and also weaponize them (with good intentions but to bad ends). I discuss: 


    • envy and jealousy have bad PR
    • haters online and what externalized jealousy says about us
    • co-creating on the internet
    • white guilt, fatphobia and shame


    Check out Sighswoon’s episode on shame referenced below


    REFERENCES:

    Video discussed - https://www.instagram.com/reel/DIEGiO8xdlz/?igsh=bWV3YTI3cnAzbXZq


    Sigh swoon episode on shame - https://open.spotify.com/episode/4scZ0Avobi15IA9CPP0r1G 


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    23 min
  • 129. Think Less, Feel More: presence and submitting to the undulations of life

    Today I discuss transitioning from overthinking to embodying and integrating what we already know:


    • Trusting life’s journey and using feelings as a guiding system
    • Letting go of a tightly controlled life, experience presence, and embrace the spontaneity and serendipity of life. 
    • Balancing action with faith, and shifting the approach from a driven, goal-oriented mindset to one of trust, alignment, and presence. 
    • The power of astrological transits, the Role of Spiritual and Celestial Support
    • The gift of living in the moment


    Full episode available on Free tier of Patreon


    REFERENCES:


    NDE youtube - https://youtu.be/dKzkzl2gOXY?si=nzYr8yfXuAxGxm6T 

    Abraham Hicks - https://youtu.be/tlNmsRt7tx4?si=AFBKoPjIxm-NxLye 


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    18 min
  • 128. Never been in a serious romantic relationship? Listen to this

    The discourse around people who’ve never had serious relationships is…interesting🤔. Let’s unpack:


    • feeling embarrassed about being single/ never having had a serious relationship
    • heteronormative fairytales
    • personal growth outside of romantic relationships
    • the abundance of love everywhere
    • embracing your romantic timeline
    • trusting divine timing


    REFERENCES:


    Made It Out Podcast (where the audio clip is from) : https://youtu.be/VbyZRaI1-jQ?si=4iM80UOtZNuWoV42 

    YouTube video on singleness: https://youtu.be/r0tk1JDPN8A?si=PTMQMPrslTBqQKvx 


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    37 min
  • 127. Happy birthday to me! Reflections on emotionality and life being an algorithm

    I’m so grateful for life! Today as I celebrate the gift of life as a human bean, I reflect on:


    • feeling comfortable being observed in an emotional, sensitive, sincere, vulnerable state
    • submitting to my emotional range
    • life is an algorithm


    REFERENCES:


    Bashar - https://youtu.be/QJLRLx0cTOQ?si=EGpN6T573QmwjYyx 

    Hitomi Mochizuki (vulnerable youtuber) - https://youtu.be/wsokB7lalJk?si=Pee5903iuTa96_PG 


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    30 min
  • 126. Making friends, challenging biases, keeping humble

    The transits in my 5th house (play, pleasure, vitality) have been BLESSING ME. I’ve been going out and making friends and spending time with strangers, and I’m loving it. I’m learning a lot about how to be present and world-build/community-build both physically and energetically/ I discuss:


    • challenging internal biases
    • making friends to survive the cold political front
    • the joy of hanging out with strangers you’ll never see again
    • friends vs. fellowship
    • do you need friends to share the same interests? hobby alignment vs. energetic alignment
    • pursuing education as a means of self-humbling and staying curious


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    24 min
  • 125. astrological transits, fate vs. free will, surviving Trumpiana

    Today’s plate is a buffet of various topics explored through examining my astrological transits for February: 


    • spiritual layering
    • integrating astrological transits into daily life
    • using astrology as a tool for navigating life's ups and downs
    • the importance of having a spiritual practice
    • christianity vs. Christ




    REFERENCES


    Friendship Breakup with God (Ep87 + 88): https://www.patreon.com/posts/87-consequences-103583371?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link and https://www.patreon.com/posts/88-healing-from-103583773?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link 


    Valentines Day episode: 


    Horoscope I referenced: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ai1IyjQc6Ac&t=7908s 


    Favourite astrologers for horoscopes: 

    1. https://www.youtube.com/live/utZAYBb-5gw?si=MJmOwaVlOs70aQ9v 
    2. https://youtu.be/B3Q9GQd4hGA?si=sb3eaM1esr6SOEhp 

     

    Astrology courses with Adam Elenbaas (KING OF ASTROLOGY!!!!!): https://nightlightastrology.com/courses/ 


    Layering your spirituality:

    Abraham Hicks: https://youtu.be/T752YVYfZ28?si=ySiGsr0r_r1Fr8hz 

    Bashar: https://youtu.be/ffPOx0eeYe0?si=KXwOGIAUlQip-TPM 

    Lee Harris: https://youtu.be/YJIOaOwCOc0?si=w7z04BTmeE-mAx7J 


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    28 min

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I'm Mukundwa and if you've found "I Said What I Said" then you're a spiritual seeker who makes a hobby out of unpacking the human condition, querying why we're here, and decoding life's algorithm.…