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  • 124. ’Babygirl’ gets real about desire, power and gender dynamics

    Miss Nicole NEVER misses. Go give her your duckets NOW. I discuss:


    • Heteronormative settling
    • sex vs. love: can the love of your life also be the best sex of your life? (no)
    • honest representations of women in film
    • freedom through kinks
    • chasing acceptance leads to a lack of fulfilment



    REFERENCES

    Nick White Australian Comedian (NPC example) - https://www.instagram.com/reel/C6at1-5xzAv/?hl=en 

    Front Porch Swingers (swinger podcast) - https://open.spotify.com/show/1sHEE5zd5NmY7wjwBFqXT2?si=788588c613e840b9  

    Dan Savage podcast - https://open.spotify.com/show/55uEQazfxxZQTH2JOTg1KZ?si=27b859e2d06b4b30 



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    24 min
  • 121. The Ultimatum Season 3 Ep7-10: Abstinence, betrayal and redemption arcs

    Phew! I discuss Ep7-10 couple by couple and unpack the prevalent themes:


    • emotional detachment
    • people pleasing
    • how trauma impacts romantic relationships 
    • Sex before marriage, feeling betrayed by the Church
    • Lying to create power imbalances and to manipulate


    References: 


    All about Love - bell hooks


    people pleasing episodes 

    • https://open.spotify.com/episode/5YEnUjuQ0gDrr3nTU7Kc0n?si=2e719cd327104e24
    • https://open.spotify.com/episode/20gvsf2PFGGiBtjdwV5f9p?si=0c88a1f343fe42d2 


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    43 min
  • 120. Trump, Apartheid Clyde and personal power

    Truly can’t believe people voted 🤡 in again! So what now…Keep your chins up though. It’s the year of PERSONAL POWER.


    References:


    Dimensions explained - https://youtu.be/nnaTaIiji7w?si=BdcmNyGV3KPaxTXY 

    Hitler and Trump - https://youtu.be/nfWwyZLTOaI?si=ppEaDYmhTuw8Xx2b 

    Woman who taught self defence to Palestinian refugees - https://open.spotify.com/episode/2Ei183paAIMAsj8g7HndX8?si=b5701cff9e9d4b0b 


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    31 min
  • 119. 2025 ins and outs: no more windmilling in comment sections!!!

    This year I’m prioritizing presence, peace of mind and self belief, so LOTS gotta go. Enjoy, sweet stoats, and thank you for making my 2024 so fabulous and magical!! 


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    31 min
  • 118. The Ultimatum Season 3: Ep4-6 - lies, sex and anger issues

    Ultimatum Season 3 has me HOOKED. A case study on patriarchy, desperation, lust, lies and misplaced hope. The full hour is on Patreon. I discuss:


    • settling for scraps rather than being single
    • the dangers of lacking emotional intelligence
    • bypassing sadness for rage
    • unhealed childhood trauma
    • what happens when you lack self worth
    • sex, sexual orientation and manipulation
    • the fallout of men raised by the patriarchy



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    28 min
  • 117. Becoming a spiritual scientist(4): presenting 2024's findings

    This year I engaged in spiritual experiments and documented them on the “becoming “a spiritual scientist” series exclusive to Patreon, episodes 100,101,103. I was exhausted by feeling so disempowered and waterboarded by life so decided to look beyond the veil myself. What’s the nature of existence? And how much control do I really have? In this episode I present the conclusions of my experiments, specifically:


    • manifestation and timeline jumping
    • the nature of existence
    • the body and 3 dimensionality being an illusion
    • downloading cheat codes for this video game called life
    • mental illness and being rooted in multiple dimensions
    • is god an algorithm?
    • dream interpretation
    • astral projection


    References:

    • NDE youtube channel - https://www.youtube.com/@TheOtherSideNDEYT 
    • Abraham Hicks
    • Human Design
    • Karen Cheong (the nature of existence) 
    • 100. Becoming a Spiritual Scientist (1): Is Manifestation Real? - https://www.patreon.com/posts/108592766/ 
    • 101. Becoming A Spiritual Scientist (2): Timeline Jumping - https://www.patreon.com/posts/109040102/ 
    • 103. Becoming a Spiritual Scientist (3): Presenting my findings - https://www.patreon.com/posts/109952555 


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    54 min
  • 116. 2024 lessons in relationships: people pleasing, boundaries, reciprocation ft. Nyak

    A follow up from Ep90 recorded in May, we reflect on what 2024 has taught us about :


    • people pleasing
    • boundaries
    • reciprocation
    • conflict
    • friendship breakups
    • projecting


    References:


    • “Ep90 People Pleasing Causes More Conflict Than It Resolves” - https://www.patreon.com/posts/90-people-causes-104431194?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link 
    • Nassim Haramein | Learn To Harness The Power Of The Universe - https://youtu.be/ITxZUQWT2EY?si=GCD3kv2e_wbwfBQS 



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    30 min
  • 114. Meeting your Higher Self: Breathwork, Channeling and Dream Interpretation

    WHAT A YEAR! This episode I discuss the spiritual routines I incorporated into my life that have had a profound impact on my connection to my higher self. I discuss Breathwork, yoga nidra, channeling, sound baths, dream interpretation and morning pages. Themes discussed


    • liminal space
    • the power of presence
    • unlocking psychic abilities
    • purging and clarity


    Links


    Jaliessa Episode: https://open.spotify.com/episode/3yyybxiu9zUp2jwevb6kqW?si=38772d8a253b4be4 

    Flex Mami : https://instagram.com/flex.mami 

    Breathwork Teacher: https://www.instagram.com/aumji_kistan/ 

    Lee Harris: channeling workshop https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oiFmubk7LME 



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    30 min
  • 112. The Ultimatum Season 3: Ep1-3 - hate, hall passes and fetishization

    Okay Ultimatum Season 3 is EATING CHILE!!! The full 90mins is on Patreon. We discuss:


    • fetishization
    • colourism and internalized racism
    • gender bias
    • control in relationships 
    • the dynamics of age gap relationships
    • manipulation
    • emotional repression



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    32 min

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I'm Mukundwa and if you've found "I Said What I Said" then you're a spiritual seeker who makes a hobby out of unpacking the human condition, querying why we're here, and decoding life's algorithm.…