You’re lying on the ground, your body completely paralyzed. You can hear voices around you, footsteps moving closer, then away. You’re fully aware of everything, but you can’t speak, can’t move, can’t signal that you’re there. You are trapped inside your own body, and you know your life is hanging by a thread, yet you have no way of letting anyone know you need urgent help. Minutes feel like hours. And what if the people who do find you believe you’ve brought this on yourself?

This was the sudden nightmare Ian McGann lived through when he suffered a catastrophic brain stem stroke, one so rare and severe that he was given only a 5% chance of survival. His body shut down, but his mind never did. What followed was a harrowing journey—delayed medical treatment shaped by stigma, moments of despair and defiance, and ultimately, a recovery that defied every odd stacked against him.

Ian shares what shaped his survival and the new purpose he’s carrying forward. It’s a raw, unflinching conversation about life, loss, and second chances that will stay with you long after you listen.