It's All My Fault

Continue the clearing of my name?

Sure.

• What else have I got to do?
• Ain't like I've got a job or something that's calling my name.
• Nope.
• No say about my professional career can be had here.

Nope.

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• Episode 31 of 53

Receiving no support from my previous employer regarding my legitimate workplace grievances leaves me no place but right here, in the public square, to hash out what really happened.

1. While this entire situation was
2. unforeseeable and...
3. truly unfortunate
4. for everyone...
5. myself included...
6. involved

- well that doesn't mean I'm not going to stand up for myself and explain what really went down.

1. That is what I do after all...

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• Episode 30 of 53

Me???

Cautious???

I'm sorry but do you have any idea with whom you are speaking?

• This episode is my 400th public recording.

To say I saw any of what is contained within this here recording's 34+ minutes coming when I started this whole project 23 months ago - um no.

1. No sir.
2. No siree.
3. Nope.
4. Negative.
5. Not.
6. 1.
7. Bit.

But we are where we are...

• ...and I'm so so so sooooo happy to review it all
• in great detail
• since I
• have not one
• thing to hide
• not
• 1.

It's called living clean

• and the rewards that come with it,

1. Game on crouton.

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• Episode 29 of 53

I hate to say I'm caught in a rut (especially this specific moronic loop) but I keep having to revisit materials from the previous recording in an attempt to "not be misunderstood".

Why I wandered into this rut of "never going to change behavior" - that I have no idea.

1. There must be something back there in deez prior taping sessions that needs some fixin' about which I'm forgettin'!

I hope I trip over whatever it is soon enough or else...

I may just accidentally circumlocute myself into a 'reworking my materials' singularity of moronic point density and thus instantly contracted to a movie studio for multiple items I very much won't want to deliver.

Amirite Georgie Boy?

Or do we just call you Disney now?

Jar-Jar winks...

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• Episode 28 of 53

Paying respectful yet honest tribute to my current supervisor is kind of a thing I'm starting to do I guess one looking in might say...

After all, one never knows when one's working situation might abruptly change for the better/worse - at least if you're one known as me.

Since my affinity for direct supervision levels out somewhere near "no thank you I won't be needing any of that" and "the card you are reading indicates I'm mute" - well one can imagine, I'm not much fun as an underling to oversee. Not. 1. Bit.

Here's to all your patience Anthony - it's always very much appreciated.

Now if you wouldn't mind signing this purple slip...

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• Episode 27 of 53

I probably should do the responsible thing here and just delete this effort.

• For the greater good or something like that.

But then when has anyone accused me of being responsible?

• Ever?
• Right.

So upload now in progress.

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• Episode 26 of 53

There is so much life transpiring between this recording's pause button engagements that I hesitate to even address my inattentive nature since it readily exposes itself herein.

Not that you would have noticed per se... but one can always hope for anonymity until realizing that option no longer exists.

Until one bellies up to the bar of free personality tests available online can one even declare a public persona?

I would expect "no".

However, my expectations, lately, have rarely been met.

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• Episode 25 of 53

1. My sources say "WtF are you thinking?"
2. and... "Are you nuts?"
3. However, your sources may be saying something different.
   1. Like "Are you f'n nuts?"
   2. ????

• Episode 24 of 53

• I know!

• It might just come from your pussy cat.

• Episode 23 of 53

1. you do you
2. as you're prone to do
3. and...
4. we'll hope for the best!

• Episode 22 of 53