It's All My Fault

This one is like finding out the butter you left out on the counter this morning has melted through and is on its 5th hour of collecting in semi-liquid form under, at a minimum, the microwave.

You could just leave it alone and hope someone else comes and fixes it.

You could do that...

DoUhave.aPoint?

• Episode 13 of 53

Missing the point is... kind of...

THE point.

I know...

I get it. I do.

I really do.

But seriously, do we all have to be missing the point so blatantly...

and simultaneously?

I'll bet you 8.5 minutes of double speed life time that we don't.

Oh raising me a minute of description reading time now are you?!? Ok slow reader.

Well... then,

I raise you five unnecessary ellipses, one snarky retort, four useless exclamation points... as well as one blatant use of capitalization with both a bolding and italicization of font in there ... with, hold on, let me review here... add three injected question marks and make it eight total on the unnecessary ellipses!!!!

Calling me are you???

Are.U?Well...

DoUhave.aPoint?

• Episode 12 of 53

Are you ready? What? No you say???

Well I took a couple of months off to prepare so I'm not judging you here for whatever you've been doing...

That's for sure.

Prepare for what you say? Siilly goose... duh. For what's next.

After all, isn't that all life really is anyhow? Preparing for whatever comes next?

That's what they'll say about this time in other times... I think.

The truth is, my time away, well... I needed to get correct in my head...AGAIN... but I think this time... Oh, what's the point...

To see how many elipses I can place in one introductory description?

Wait...oh I see what I did there... maybe I do have a point.

DoUhave.aPoint?

• Episode 11 of 53

Welcome, officially, to the tenth episode of DoUhave.aPoint? The delayed delivery of this recording was unexpected and, unfortunately, unavoidable. The forced "intermission" was advantageous in one way, offering me a chance to listen to what the universe is signaling to all of us.

Recognizing that collective circumstances are now gathering momentum, accelerating in fact... well, further delays could no longer be accommodated.

So back to daily recordings am I. Until our collective efforts are clearly being realized, remaining conversational keeps me engaged. Even if that conversation is only with myself. So what's queued up for today's chat with myself?

Delusional. Mental. States.

A self-assessment of current trends and influences.

Or whatever... Call it whatever you want to call it... go for it. My feelings won't be hurt.

DUh.aP is the 4th season/series (thus far) contained within my over-arching project, It's All My Fault!

DoUhave.aPoint?

• Episode 10 of 53

My Galaxy S4 finally bit the dust and my new Pixel 2 is being weird (user error I'm certain...) so this is going to be all you get.

Unless you listen.

Then you'll get a wee bit more o' me... but only a wee bit.

Even the "why am I breaking down right now?" version of me stops by...

Oh yeah baby... he's back!

DoUhave.aPoint?

• Episode 9 of 53

Has anyone seen my rocker?

I hope so... really I do.

This time I've spent off of it, lately... well, it's starting to take its toll.

Ya' know?

DoUhave.aPoint?

• Episode 8 of 53

Into every June a little insanity must seep.

At least in my simulations.

Including this one. The one I share with you.

Earth v.8675309. June 27. 2022.

The June that's about to exit stage left... like Rush did on that one album cover.

The one that will see me turn 53 a little over 12 hours from right now.

Does Denny's still exist?

At least there's that "b-day-yay" 25% discount to be leveraged at my local dispensary...

So I got that going for me.

Today's Tom Sawyer he get's high on...

...um... so yeah.

Does this mean I'm actually off-my-rocker 4reelz this time???

My sources say "TbD".

Or is that "BLT"?

Could be "tmi" ...maybe?

Hard to say.

H2Saaaaaay.

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• Episode 7 of 53

Let's face it, I've been waaaaaaay overdue for an unexpected breakdown during one of these recordings.

And boy-oh-boy did I make up for that lost time here.

So much so that I'm not even going to relisten to this episode before posting it live so what broke me down in there? Not really sure...

I'm not really sure at all.

Maybe you care to find out?

Apparently I do not.

DoUhave.aPoint?

• Episode 6 of 53

I know... I know...

... and you know I feel terrible about being so weak here again...

... AGAIN ...

... but for many reasons, I've been too low in energy (for over a week now tbh) to communicate in anything other than whimpers and groans... so... y'know...

The (admittedly... self-diagnosed) condition of CHS that's currently humbling my composition hasn't included the sorts of life moments that one feels like sharing with others... so let's go ahead and keep that bathroom door closed now... eh... Canada?

At least I now know what it takes to sap my will to record myself talking to myself about what myself is doing with myself... as well as every other activity or physical movement... or basically anything else doable on Earth v.8675309... ...like cleaning the litter box ... amirite kitty?

OK... right... well ...everything that is OTHER than bathing and/or showering (or preferably...both) ... in HOT water... HOT WATER... HOT H2O!

... but I don't think you even care about any of that so enough... already... amirite?

I gotta go take another ___ shower now anyhow...

DoUhave.aPoint

• Episode 5 of 53

I know, I know. What can I say?

A week's gap between recordings is an absolute 100% failure. Furthermore, I am the only causal agent to blame. I'm not contesting anything in that at all. I apologize for losing track of myself so thoroughly as I did.

As always, I will strive to do better and despite current setbacks, I'm optimistic about what's next.

That said...

I was the 2nd (or 3rd... mono was drool-in-a-bucket-bad too) sickest I've ever been. My systemic reaction to poison ivy in the backwoods of CT in my college days was definitely scarier...

(I'll draft up a forged medical note. If you want to see one.)

Anyhow...

this bout of sickness, honestly, has been literally "no-sh^t" brutal.

And...

that isn't even the worst of it!

For you see, the one and only cure to that which had me housebound, doubled-over, bed-ridden, pathetically whimpering, while serving no useful purpose other than as a toilet-warmer... um, well ... it's unthinkable!!

Inconceivable even!!!

And I do know what that word means!!!!

Because I'd never once conceived of going forward in life... like this, under these conditions!!!!!

And I've conceived of a lot of other inconceivable sh^t!!!!!!

Ya know what I'm sayin'?

!!!!!!!

DoUhave.aPoint?

• Episode 4 of 53