It's All My Fault

Nobody tells you what you should be thinking better than me, no? Ok.

Many many many institutions/individuals are better at that than me. Right.

Got it.

"So what?"

Says someone, maybe me.

So find out what the latest thought I'm placing in your head might be... or not, given I'm not very good at this.

Do you however you see fit.

Absolutely with or without me.

I will be okay, however you weigh, whatever you say, so embrace your way and have a great day.

I wouldn't have it any other way.

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• Episode 23 of 53

Pause it when it gets unlistenable. What else can I say?

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• Episode 22 of 53

I manage to clarify one cloudy point from recent recordings while confusedly muddying my way through multiple other points in the process.

One step forward, three steps left, two steps back, a twirl and we shake it all around...

that's what it's all about!!!

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• Episode 21 of 53

Contradictions, both internally derived and/or perceived externally (particularly my/our collective reactions to them) have been my obsession.

At least recently.

Oh who am I kidding...

"recently"... seriously???... whatever.

Recently.

Maybe this warped sense of time is why I keep losing my %@#& in these recordings.

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• Episode 20 of 53

N-N-N-N-N-Nineteen. 19. Need I say more?

No.

Duh.

But since Lilly is involved here, I won't speak on behalf of her needs... instead I'll let her speak for herself.

Like I have any choice... amirite?

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• Episode 19 of 53

I can't make it through one episode where I actually do what I said I was going to do in the previous episode.

I don't know how many examples exist demonstrating my failure in this regard, I just know I'm "0 fer whatever"...

Talk about not finding one's purpose, geez.

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• Episode 18 of 53

I knew my time to record episode 176 of "It's All My Fault" was short before a disruptive life force was scheduled to re-enter my life. Being in this unique situation, I wanted to capture the angsty tranquility entangling within me as this inevitability drew nearer to knocking on my front door.

Then... this recording happened.

Well not just then... mostly then... with a little "coupla' days ago" stuff at the start... just trying to be less disorganized for ya... and failing miserably here...

But I digress. Proving once again that nobody wastes more time digressing, nor more time being angsty tranquil (for absolutely no reason) than this guy.

This one.

Right here.

Nobody.

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• Episode 17 of 53

Oh what's the point of it all amirite? More and more... it seems... like ...ya' know when ...

... you're simply having that kind of day where it's all about celebrating your dog's champagne birthday particularly all the joy and companionship that day's particular "stroll down memory lane" is apt to offer when instead, the truth of that anticipated day is, you are on the verge of an emotional collapse from unknown sources starting literally the second you awaken? Ya know the kinda day I mean right? Of course ya do. I'm sure ya do right?

Well, this recording is a lot like that...

In fact, check that back... it's not "a lot like" that, this recording is that exactly.

Precisely even.

For the sake of grandma's goodness... it's time I started taking accountability for some of the overlooked stuff around here...

And doing so exactly.

With precision.

But that's just me and my thing as I digress recklessly...

Maybe this one time let's proceed with what you wanted to talk about...

...

...

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• Episode 16 of 53

Somewhere between 4 and 44.

That would be my guess for the number of topics I discussed in this recording that unexpectedly started falling out of my mouth as soon as I hit record.

I don't even need to guess the total on this next one because I know there were at least 2, and therefore somewhere between 2 and 22 topics that I had intended to discuss after hitting that record button that instead, I completely overlooked... because I never bothered to look at my list of show notes sitting beside me here... more like crumpled under my leg.

If I had looked to my right at any point during the recording session, I wouldn't have to apologize as profusely for a bunch of stuff that fails to come together threaded throughout the remaining minutes of self-indulgence that I captured here, including my admittedly piss-poor attitude about golfing on a Hawaiian vacation.

Yep. Pissy about golf was I.

Definitely time to get some sleep.

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• Episode 15 of 53

If the 173rd episode of It's All My Fault called for a "lethargic" conversational approach to questionable discussion topics, particularly one that veers into "I'm not even paying attention to this any more" moments of potential misinterpretation while circling back on the very idea I myself, just moments ago, initiated - well in that specific case, I'd have f'n nailed it.

If you think your "this is interesting" balloon might need a little deflation, then bring that "tranquilized" mental state into the fray and let's see which one of us drools on themselves first.

^^^ THIS!!!

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• Episode 14 of 53