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- A big ol' bowl of cold oatmeal
This is a tough listen thanks to self-inflicted audio issues that I thought I was beyond, but no...oh so very much noooo. Can you still be kind about these errors at this point?? Included you'll find two similar (but different in ways that matter) "DUI" recording efforts and a quick intro explaining what's what, which were stitched together in reverse chronological order making the final segment in the sequence the clackity-almost-unlistenable one... because I do care about the listener's experience...even though this is all 100% my fault. Duh.
C.Wut.Ahapnd.Wuz
Episode 49 of 53
1 hr 23 min - Everything about being honest matters
This is a recording from Christmas Eve 2021. Now seems the appropriate time to revisit an earlier attempt in this process that ultimately revealed I wasn't quite ready.
C.Wut.Ahapnd.Wuz
Episode 48 of 53
48 min - You go fix the universe
Storytelling minds unite! Or at least tell me your best story since I am such a fan of the medium I keep talking only to myself here. Wait what?
C.Wut.Ahapnd.Wuz
Episode 47 of 53
24 min - That's really the only problem any of us can have
Suffering the mental journey I keep insisting on sharing is not mandatory. Well for me it is...but definitely not for you. D-E-F-I-N-I-T-E-L-Y.
C.Wut.Ahapnd.Wuz
Episode 46 of 53
12 min - Gotta be kind gotta be kind
98 bottles of beer on the wall 98 bottles of beer...wait a sec..?!? Who took a bottle of beer off my wall?
C.Wut.Ahapnd.Wuz
Episode 45 of 53
46 min - I'm not much of a planner
Short form gives way to long form, again. Seriously? Seriously? Seriously. It's getting out of hand, again. Seriously? Seriously? Seriously. and...should I... Seriously? Seriously? Seriously. Okay I quit. Seriously? Seriously? Seriously. Giggity.
C.Wut.Ahapnd.Wuz
Episode 44 of 53
1 hr 19 min - Probably got somethin' I've gotta do... right
These are the moments I am glad to have captured. They validate everything I had hoped for at this point and I'm forever better because of this project.
C.Wut.Ahapnd.Wuz
Episode 43 of 53
24 min - I'll probably take this weekend off
Do I sense influential forces outside myself? I would be lying if I said "no" but reading them isn't easy. I can't help feeling that if I don't start aligning myself per their orientation, the next time I lose direction won't be corrected so gently.
C.Wut.Ahapnd.Wuz
Episode 42 of 53
17 min - Who ever thought this would be a conversation
Why are online independent content creators my heroes? If that's a serious question, I invite you to listen kindly, with a forgiving instinct and an understanding mindset when I say there's a long road ahead of you, but it's a road worth travelling.
C.Wut.Ahapnd.Wuz
Episode 41 of 53
55 min - Seems like I've said everything else right
Reviewing my recent recordings had me thinking I finally might be getting the hang of all this. These 83 minutes...not so much.
C.Wut.Ahapnd.Wuz
Episode 40 of 53
1 hr 24 min
About It's All My Fault
From the publisher's feed
Hello universe!
As always, my greatest hope in this lifetime is to somehow, some way, get the chance to see you performing at your absolute best.
That day may not be today... I get…
it. The seas have been a little choppy lately. Best to appreciate today in whatever ways you can because we haven't bottomed out yet. Worse is coming.
Plainly stated it's become a flustercuck. One that's emerging right now in full cluster. The worst part is that I saw it happening in real time and did nothing to stop it. The blame falls directly on me.
And quite fairly.
For most of my existence I ignored the signs of collapse as they begged to be seen. I pretended the chicanery running rampant across reality would somehow fix itself without intervention.
I watched as truth become maleable, destroying facts in the process. Personal integrity was now a sign of weakness. Reach across the aisle? For what? Only losers compromise.
Winners take all.
Societal accountability? Never heard of it.
I'm clearly at fault for letting things deteriorate the way they did through my decisive inaction. Agree on that we do. However, all of us are now permitting the beat down 21st century life has become.
We aren't winning. Not even a little bit.
We're all bruised. We're all bewildered. We're all rudderless. We're all living as diminished versions of the true selves we arrived here to become. We all know this isn't how it's supposed to be.
Are we ufulfilled fundamentally?
Yep. Sure thing. In fact absolutely positively.
But not broken.
Because never, will I ever, come to a point where I lose my faith in you.
What we are capable of accomplishing by working alongside each other is mind-blowing. Our creative potential knows no limits in this universe! None.
In fact today, together, let's embrace our best selves and bask in the fulfillment that inspires. My humanity is ready to ascend.
I hope yours is too!