After two suicides changed her family forever, Jessie Cole returned to Northern NSW to begin again (CW: Suicide references)

Jessie grew up in Northern NSW in a rainforest house lovingly built by her parents. They had moved to the hills outside Byron Bay in the 1970s and believed they could remake the world.

Jessie’s father had two older daughters from a previous marriage, who visited from Sydney every school holidays.

By the time she was eighteen Jessie had lost both her half-sister Zoe, and her father to suicide.

Many people in her small community didn't know what to say to her about what had happened, so they avoided the family altogether.

Then in her early 20s, Jessie decided to return to the family home in the rainforest.

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