In this episode of Her Audacity, we’re catching up in the most real way, from travel resets and winter heaviness to what it feels like when a new home changes everything. We talk about how environment impacts mental health, creativity, and the ability to actually show up for the life you’re building, plus the tenderness of moving back to Utah for family, kids, and a new season of growth.

We also go deep on the pressure to be “the strong one,” especially after leaving the FLDS, and the hard-earned realization that you can care deeply without carrying everyone. Nikki opens up about the kind of friendship heartbreak that knocks the wind out of you, what it taught her about self-worth, and how stepping back helped her find herself again. Along the way, we share the moments that kept us going, the “God winks” that felt like confirmation, and the truth that joy really does come back around.

It’s laughter, tears, nervous system truth, and the reminder that you’re allowed to rebuild gently, love fully, and still choose yourself. New episodes drop every Thursday.