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  • Not Free From PTSD

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    Fireworks can represent celebration to one person and danger to another. Sarah and Crystal explain PTSD using the DSM-5-TR, explore how the brain reacts to trauma reminders, and discuss why fireworks may affect veterans, first responders, survivors of violence, people with sensory sensitivities, children, and animals.

    They also share ways individuals, families, neighbors, and pet owners can prepare for the holiday with greater awareness and compassion.

    Content note: This episode discusses PTSD, combat, gun violence, domestic violence, trauma, substance use, and suicide-prevention resources.

    This episode is educational and is not a substitute for professional medical or mental health care.

    Resources

    VA: Fireworks and PTSD
    https://www.ptsd.va.gov/understand/what/fireworks_ptsd.asp

    VA National Center for PTSD
    https://www.ptsd.va.gov

    PTSD Coach App and Online Tools
    https://www.ptsd.va.gov/appvid/mobile/ptsdcoach_app.asp

    National Institute of Mental Health: PTSD Information
    https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/post-traumatic-stress-disorder-ptsd

    SAMHSA Treatment Locator
    https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/locators

    988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline
    Call or text 988 in the United States.
    https://988lifeline.org

    Veterans Crisis Line
    Call 988 and press 1, or text 838255.
    https://www.veteranscrisisline.net

    AVMA Fourth of July Pet Safety
    https://www.avma.org/resources-tools/pet-owners/petcare/july-4-safety

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    41 min
  • Part One: The Flash Before the Forgetting

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    What if the brain begins showing warning signs before memory loss becomes obvious?

    Sarah and Crystal break down Alzheimer’s disease, dementia, mild cognitive impairment, EEG, and early screening in clear, everyday language. Sarah also shares her connection to the research as a student who has taken several classes with University of West Florida professor Dr. James Arruda and completed coursework related to FVEP-P2.

    Dr. Arruda’s research studies how quickly the brain responds to flashes of light and whether that response could become one useful clue for detecting early Alzheimer’s-related changes. The episode also recognizes the years of patience, testing, and persistence behind his recent patent milestone.

    This is Part One of a two-part series. Send us your questions about memory loss, Alzheimer’s, caregiving, early screening, or common misconceptions for our planned interview with Dr. Arruda in Part Two.

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    This episode is educational and is not medical advice.

    Research and News

    UWF patent announcement:
    https://news.uwf.edu/uwf-professor-receives-u-s-patent-for-early-alzheimers-detection-technology/

    2020 FVEP-P2 research review:
    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/32562653/

    2021 FVEP-P2 wavelength study:
    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/33610644/

    WUWF Pensacola news coverage:
    https://www.wuwf.org/local-news/2024-01-03/early-alzheimers-detection-is-a-team-effort-at-uwf

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    1 hr 54 min
  • Dude, Where's My Father Figure?

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    Fatherhood is often reduced to stereotypes the grill master, the provider, the guy who falls asleep in the recliner halfway through a movie. But behind those stereotypes are real people navigating responsibility, identity, mental health, relationships, and the lasting impact they have on the lives of their children.

    In this Father's Day special, Sarah and Crystal explore the psychology of fatherhood, from the fathers who stayed to the fathers who were absent, the men breaking generational cycles, and the challenges many fathers carry silently. We discuss paternal mental health, emotional expression, attachment, grief, father figures, and what children actually remember long after childhood ends.

    Whether you have a great relationship with your father, a complicated one, or are still healing from what was missing, this episode examines fatherhood as a deeply human experience messy, meaningful, imperfect, and incredibly influential.

    Resources for Fathers and Mental Health

    • National Fatherhood Initiative
    • National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI)
    • National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH)
    • Postpartum Support International – Fathers & Partners Resources
    • Mental Health America
    • SAMHSA National Helpline
    • 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    Disclaimer: Marionette Dolls Podcast is intended for educational and entertainment purposes only and does not provide medical, psychological, or legal advice. If you are experiencing a mental health crisis, please contact 988 or seek emergency assistance in your area.

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    🖤 Pulling back the curtain on the human mind.

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    1 hr 11 min
  • No Regerts: We Need to Talk About Steve

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    Why do people get tattoos?

    For some, they're works of art. For others, they're reminders of the people they've loved, the battles they've survived, or the identities they've built along the way. In this episode of Psycho Babble, Sarah and Crystal explore the fascinating psychology behind tattoos and why humans have been marking their bodies for thousands of years.

    From ancient tattoo traditions and cultural identity to memorial tattoos, trauma recovery, self-expression, belonging, and even tattoo regret, we examine what tattoos can reveal about human behavior and the stories we tell ourselves about who we are.

    Along the way, we discuss grief, healing, pain, stereotypes, first impressions, and why a simple piece of ink can carry a lifetime of meaning.

    Whether you're covered in tattoos, have one you've been hiding from your parents for years, or have never considered getting one at all, this episode explores the psychology behind one of humanity's oldest forms of self-expression.

    Disclaimer: This podcast is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not a substitute for professional medical or mental health advice.

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    53 min
  • It's My Party and I'll Panic If I Want To

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    Birthday's are supposed to be fun... right?

    So why do so many people feel anxious, awkward, overwhelmed, guilty, lonely, or emotionally exhausted when their birthday comes around?

    In this episode, Sarah and Crystal pull back the curtain on the psychology behind birthdays, gift-giving, social expectations, and the surprisingly complicated emotions tied to celebrations. From the history of birthday traditions to the anxiety of opening gifts in front of a crowd, they explore why a day meant to celebrate us can sometimes feel like a social performance.

    Whether you're the person planning the party, hiding from the party, or trying to survive being sung to in public, this episode is for you.

    Resources

    Social Anxiety & Anxiety Information

    • Anxiety & Depression Association of America (ADAA)
    • National Institute of Mental Health (NIMH) — Anxiety Disorders

    Autism & Neurodiversity Resources

    • Autistic Self Advocacy Network (ASAN)
    • Autism Society of America

    Mental Health Support

    • 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline
    • National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI)
    • Mental Health America

    The Marionette Dolls Podcast is educational and discussion-based and is not a substitute for medical, psychological, or psychiatric care. If you are struggling with your mental health, please reach out to a qualified healthcare professional or one of the resources listed above.

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    34 min
  • The Bad Kids Club: Defiant Until Proven Guilty

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    Sarah and Crystal discuss childhood behavioral disorders, emotional dysregulation, ODD, Conduct Disorder, trauma, school systems, parenting stress, and the barriers families face trying to access mental healthcare for children.

    This episode explores behavioral escalation, labeling, school discipline, trauma, evaluations, therapy access, and why early intervention matters before children fall through the cracks.

    Resources & More Information

    • 988 Lifeline
    • NAMI
    • Child Mind Institute
    • AACAP — ODD in Children
    • Conduct Disorder Information

    Educational discussion only. Not a substitute for professional care.

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    55 min
  • Oh, You Wanna Talk About Mothers!

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    Motherhood is often described as magical but rarely honest.

    In this Mother’s Day special, Sarah and Crystal talk about the realities people don’t prepare women for: pregnancy complications, labor trauma, postpartum depression, anxiety, rage, identity loss, feeding struggles, relationship changes, burnout, and the overwhelming pressure placed on mothers to survive all of it silently.

    This episode discusses maternal mental health, postpartum recovery, breastfeeding pressure, formula stigma, invisible labor, and the psychological realities of becoming a parent.

    You are not failing because motherhood is hard.

    If you or someone you know is struggling, support is available:

    • Postpartum Support International

    • 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    • SAMHSA National Helpline

    • March of Dimes — Postpartum Depression Resources

    • Office on Women’s Health — Pregnancy & Mental Health

    This episode includes discussions of traumatic birth experiences, postpartum depression, postpartum psychosis, anxiety, intrusive thoughts, feeding struggles, and maternal burnout.

    The Marionette Dolls Podcast is educational and discussion-based and is not a replacement for medical or mental health care.

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    1 hr 38 min
  • Accidentally Successful

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    What if the voice in your head telling you “you don’t belong here”… isn’t telling you the truth?

    In this episode of The Marionette Dolls Podcast, we unpack imposter syndrome—what it actually feels like, where it comes from, and why it tends to show up the most in people who are capable but don’t feel like they are.

    We talk about the internal narrative of “they’re going to find me out,” how background and lived experience shape self-perception, and why success can feel uncomfortable or even undeserved—especially when you’re stepping into spaces that weren’t built with you in mind.

    Sarah shares her personal journey from foster care to military life to pursuing psychology, and how breaking out of expected paths can feel less like achievement… and more like you’re doing something you’re not supposed to be doing.

    This episode isn’t about “fixing” imposter syndrome overnight—it’s about understanding the cycle, recognizing the patterns, and learning how to move forward even when that voice is still there.

    Because you’re not accidentally successful.

    🔗 RESOURCES & FURTHER INFORMATION

    If you want to explore this topic further or need support, here are some helpful resources:

    • American Psychological Association
       https://www.apa.org

      (Research-based articles on self-doubt, cognitive patterns, and mental health)
    • National Institute of Mental Health
       https://www.nimh.nih.gov

      (General mental health education and research-backed information)
    • Anxiety Canada
       https://www.anxietycanada.com

      (Helpful tools for managing anxious thoughts and self-doubt patterns)
    • The Impostor Phenomenon
       (Foundational work on imposter syndrome and how it develops)

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    41 min
  • I Just Don't Need To!

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    In this episode, Sarah and Crystal break down what self-care actually looks like, why it’s so hard to maintain, and how burnout, guilt, and people-pleasing get in the way. They also dive into boundaries, why they’re uncomfortable, why people react to them, and why someone being upset doesn’t mean you’re wrong.

    Sometimes the issue isn’t your boundary… It’s that someone lost access to you.

    Helpful Resources

    • National Alliance on Mental Illness

      Mental health education, support groups, and a free helpline (call 800-950-6264) 
    • Crisis Text Line

      Text HOME to 741741 for free, 24/7 confidential support 
    • 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

      Call or text 988 for 24/7 free, confidential support during difficult moments 

    Disclaimer

    This episode is for educational purposes only and is not a substitute for professional mental health care. If you are struggling, please reach out to a licensed professional or one of the resources above.

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    48 min
  • I Would Like to Speak to the Manager of Grief

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    In this episode, Sarah and Crystal break down the psychology of grief, including the misunderstood “stages,” why emotions come in waves, and how loss can affect the mind, body, and relationships. They also explore how grief can show up differently within families and why tension can arise after loss.

    Sarah shares her experience losing her mother to lung cancer that metastasized to the brain, and reflects on how grief changes over time. The episode closes with a personal letter to heaven.

    Helpful Resources

    • GriefShare
    • Crisis Text Line – Text HOME to 741741 
    • 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline – Call or text 988

    Disclaimer

    This episode is for educational purposes only and is not a substitute for professional mental health care. If you are struggling, please reach out to a licensed professional or one of the resources above.

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    55 min

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