Tragedy makes my tears form a stream
Till I’m comforted by my mother in a dream
She cared and consoled me, vanquished my every fear
Showed me love and compassion, but hardly a tear
How did she manage to keep it in check?
Her cheeks were dry, not even a speck
Was she taking all of that pain inside?
Doing her level best to always hide
I marveled how she could take in the worst news
Smile away the pain while she prayed in the pews
Just as she would never cry, she would never sound a horn
Or give mention to her achievements, no she would only warn
That time will run so fast you won’t have time to do things twice
So, you’d better be sure and do things right, and don’t forget to be nice
Was she just holding them all deep inside
I don’t know why she felt the need to hide
I may not know but something tells me that it’s probably very easy to see
She used them to douse the fires of anger and pain that were engulfing me
To clear the doubts and disbelief’s that were obstructing my view
Gave all with no thought for herself cause that’s just what you do
It brought a peace to her world as she prayed when the day was done
Thanking God for all she had, and prayers for each daughter and son
Shed for how things might have played
From little till her lovely hair had grayed
Judged only by what’s left behind
Search every corner but you won’t find
A trace of something left undone
A debt she owed to anyone
An unkind memory, an argument left bitter
Nothing undone, not a liar or a quitter
For what my mind paints for me to enjoy
From my earliest memories I was just a little boy
Mommy took my hand, took my pain
Brought the smiles back again
Happy Birthday Mom! I miss you so much!