So that she can look after me.

My lover gave me an ultimatum last night which brought me up short.

I share about how destructive and toxic it is for someone to assume how we are feeling and decide for us without any benefit of the doubt how we are feeling or thinking.

only to share my own experience with mental illness.

I share an update on my celebrity crushing and maladaptive dreaming issues in the behavioral module of my process

what is going on?! Viruses mutate. These variants have been around since before Christmas. Now they scare us.

This is a follow-up episode from the last one that I made about transgressions. it's the truth that I really don't know what to believe anymore about celebrities or about people in general. I have canceled myself and others to use their feelings as their guidance system together with logic to create a wise mind to draw their own conclusions because we don't know what to believe anymore sometimes. As Obi-Wan Kenobi told Luke, "many of the truths we cling to depend greatly upon our own point of view..."

I describe disillusionment over my latest celeb crush. https://anchor.fm/carol-e/episodes/Maladaptive-Dreaming-and-Decompensated-eq69vj the link is an earlier episode where I discussed celeb crushing and how it could affect our lives. you may or may not have web issues when you click on this link I've been having them lately so you might want to watch this on anchor and you'll need an account with anchor to watch it.

if you cling you will have to let go in a much more humiliating way.

I shared before that self-hate is life-threatening. Learning how to tolerate yourself and survive toxic situations and especially to get away from them will save your life. And if you can't get away learn how to protect yourself. You deserve to feel safe and you deserve to be happy!