Autumn and Becky sit with Nicole to hear her story. Nicole shares that her sheltered upbringing led to naivety regarding sex and pornography, and when her husband shared he had "problems" that they were uncomfortable talking about them. Following an experience that prompted her to lean into a closer relationship with her Savior, Nicole's world was rocked by her husband's "atomic bomb" disclosure on her birthday. Finding safe people and groups helped Nicole dispel the shame she felt and feel less isolated. Nicole learned to advocate for herself and her own needs with her ecclesiastic leaders and her husband, and finds joy helping other women learn to advocate for their own needs and self-care. Nicole's birthday is now an Anniversary of their fresh start, and she celebrates the constant process of learning. She is grateful that her faith keeps growing and tries to continually involve her Heavenly Father and Savior in that growing process.

Becky and Tiffany sit down with Brianna to share her story. Brianna talks about feeling unworthy of God's love throughout her childhood. Brianna shares how her relationship with God became strained during her first marriage due to her husband's sex addiction and how she was treated. After moving on and meeting her second husband, a sex addict who was open about his addiction, Brianna had an experience where she realized Satan was real, and by extension, God must be real. Brianna says that the formal disclosure she received from her husband felt like an atomic bomb. Looking back now Brianna says she can see angels in her life before and after disclosure. As she worked on her relationship with God, Brianna shares the moment when the power of Christ healed her. She shares some of the miracles that have happened in her recovery journey and says that she feels she is just at the beginning of her story now.

At this Christmas season, Becky, Tiffany, and Autumn sit down to share one of their favorite things- The "Heart of a Woman" Retreat. This retreat has been one of the most impactful resources in their individual healing journeys and brought healing to their relationships with God. The team shares what happens at retreat (hint: it's not a therapeutic retreat led by therapists), their favorite parts of retreat (more than just not cooking for 3 days, which rocks!), and their experiences with prayer and music at retreat. These are a few of their favorite things!

Becky, Autumn, and Tiffany sit down to discuss one of the biggest questions they get- "Is It Me?". Many people (including the hosts) have wondered if their loved one's actions are their fault or if they caused them. The hosts share their thoughts about responsibility, accountability, boundaries, and recognizing the importance of showing up for yourself. So, in the end, "Is it you, folks"? Nope. (REALLY, NO!) You didn't cause this and you can't fix it! And this podcast discusses a few reasons why.

Becky and Autumn sit down with Jeni G. to share her story. Jeni works as a therapist in Arizona and started her blog "Eat My Scabs" in 2012 chronicling her journey of betrayal trauma. She talks about discovering her husband's acting out and pushing back against a therapist when asked to take responsibility for his acting out. Leaning into her body through yoga and wrestling to trust God again have been pivotal parts of her journey. Jeni shares that she will always love God, who has been a light for her.

Becky and Autumn sit down with Erin to share her story. Erin shares how she has worked through many years of betrayal trauma in her marriage. In the first few years after finding out about her husband's pornography addiction, Erin explains how she closed her heart off to everyone, even God. During this dark time, she nearly divorced and was left with many wounds from her husband's deception as well as trauma sustained from untrained therapists. However, Erin shares how finding the right, specialized help began changing things for both her and her husband. Looking back, she is able to see the hand of the Lord in so many aspects of her life. From encounters with people who provided the right help at the right time, to rebuilding her relationship with God at a women's retreat, to embracing the Twelve Steps. Erin knows God will always meet her where she is. "God knows the way out because He IS the way out."

Hosts Becky and Tiffany sit down with Magda to hear her story of betrayal trauma. Magda shares how she knew of her boyfriend's porn problem before they began dating, but it wasn't until four years of staggered disclosures and sifting through her own denial that she saw how destructive these patterns were to their relationship. She shares how she "felt crazy" during this time and didn't understand how to go through tough things with God. This led her to question everything, which turned out to be a good thing because it eventually led her to a more personal relationship with God and His word. She encourages other women who suffer from betrayal trauma to be willing to invest money in their healing, as well as continue to engage in practices that help foster self-care. When asked how she's finding restoration through Christ, Magda says: "Everything that He has placed along the way in my path, the people and resources, have helped me feel like maybe there is hope. [This hope has] given me the ability to do things I couldn't do before."